Hisoka won his match with Gon at the Heavens Arena then he walked out when it's finally over. As he was walking away, Gon looked at him in disbelief. Well, obviously he just won't win with an opponent like Hisoka when he's still far from strong to defeat Hisoka; he needs to learn more about Nen, he needs to train more, to get stronger so that by the time he trains himself enough, he could be able to defeat Hisoka. But their fight in the Heavens Arena wasn't final, yet someday if Gon could grow more mature and stronger, Hisoka would set up a battle with him and he would surely crush him and kill him. Gon wouldn't let that happen for several times; he won't let Hisoka defeat him again and he's determined that someday, it'll be Hisoka's turn to be defeated by him.

So since they had nothing to do more in the Heavens Arena, they decided that they should probably leave. They thanked Wing and Zushi for everything until they finally stepped out of the Heavens Arena and left. Gon promised himself that he should never use his Hunter's License until he could strongly punch Hisoka because that's what he owes him. Now that everything's all fine and done, he wanted to go home and tell Mito-san that he's finally a Hunter and he would also show her his Hunter's License. Gon told Killua a lot about his house, his family and everything about the Whale Island and Killua got interested about it, so he decided that he should come with Gon because he wanted to meet Mito-san and he also wanted to experience seeing and exploring the Whale Island. Gon didn't mind when Killua asked him to go with him because he really wanted Killua to come and be with him because he also wanted Killua to see the place where he lives.

As he was walking along with Killua, he's kind of getting troubled by his thoughts. His head was full of flashbacks which he's recalling something uncontrollably and he even had no idea why he's thinking about it which it's just stuck in his head. Even though he tries ignoring about it, he's distracted and can't seem to focus about anything.

'Why am I...thinking about him?' Gon asked himself in his thoughts.

So Gon's been actually thinking about a person and that person can't easily get out of his head. Isn't the person he thinks about was the one that he wanted to defeat? He didn't know why his thoughts for now were mostly about him but maybe because ever since he realized that he's been defeated by Hisoka earlier, he's already imagining of what it's like if Hisoka would be beaten by him when he'll get stronger so that's probably the reason. Well, it's kind of different because whenever he thinks about him, his heart throbs faster than usual and he feels different. He felt that way for the first time, he wonders what's going on with him.

Killua saw how Gon is looking though he's making a face that looked like he's not well or that looks like he's having problems. He's feeling great earlier but now, he kind of looked like he's upset.

"Gon," Killua mentioned his name.

Gon didn't reply because he hadn't heard a single word from Killua. What he hears is just himself speaking inside his head.

"Gon?" Killua repeated calling on his name.

He's flustered about the fact that Gon's been thinking about something deep that he's not able to respond at Killua.

"Gon!" Killua said loudly this time which made Gon finally get out of his thoughts.

"Killua?" Gon questioned and smiled at Killua with his voice starting to get shaky. "Wh-What is it?"

"What's with you? Are you okay?" Killua was a bit worried about him because Gon's been silent for now.

Gon realized that because he thinks too much, he's not focused of everything around him yet only to what he's been thinking. He's getting really confused of what's going on with him because he's not acting like himself lately.

"Yep, I'm fine!" Gon smiled for Killua to prevent worrying about him much because he's really fine, although he feels awkward about the situation he's in right now. He's getting really annoyed about thinking sort of stuffs because he can't focus on anything. He just hoped that he could try to prevent himself from doing this because he doesn't feel right with this.


After a few days in riding a ship, they finally arrived at the Whale Island. When they got off the boat, they both breathed in the fresh air and sighed. Killua started taking steps and looked around to search for Gon's house yet he doesn't really know the exact location of where it was so he's thinking that it's probably right here somewhere.

"Ne Gon, where's your house?"

"We have to walk to get to my house." Gon started walking, leaving Killua behind. "We have to walk right now so that it won't be late when we get there."

"Ehh?" Killua raised his eyebrow and started walking while his hands were stuffed inside his pockets. "Why do we have to walk to get there?"

"This place is not like yours, Killua. There aren't any vehicles to ride here, so we just walk."

"I guess it'll be fine." Killua took out his hands from his pockets and placed it behind his head.

They've been walking for hours probably because Gon's house is a bit far but they didn't get really tired. Gon's used to this, so that's why he's not tired at all; finally it seems like everything's fine by now because he doesn't seem like to be thinking about some stuffs that he probably didn't want to think about. But why is it that Hisoka's been showing up inside his head? Why is it that he cannot forget about him? He's been asking himself about that again. He tried to shake his head and tried thinking about something else, but it came inside his head again and he's afraid that there's nothing anymore that he could do.

Few hours have passed and Gon could finally tell that they're close enough because he could already see his house. He ran ahead leaving Killua and he's expecting that Killua would just follow him, but Killua's just walking because he's a bit shy and nervous going inside Gon's house. Gon ran with excitement and he saw Mito-san hanging cloths outside to let them dry so Gon called Mito-san's name and waved his hand.

"Mito-san!"

Mito somehow heard Gon's voice so she looked around to see where Gon was. When Gon was getting close to their house, Mito looked at him in disbelief at first but she smiled and mentioned Gon's name. Gon embraced his aunt tight as if he missed her so much for not seeing her for probably months. Mito feels the same way for Gon too, though ever since Gon was taking the Hunter Exam, she was really worried about him but now she's glad because she's embracing Gon in her arms again.

"Mito-san, I'm home." Gon released her and smiled.

"Welcome home, Gon." Mito replied, also smiling at Gon.

Mito saw someone approaching and even though she'd never seen him before, she already knows who it was because Gon sends a lot of letters for her about his experiences while he was still on the Hunter Exam.

"You must be Killua,"

"Ah?" Killua hesitated and smiled nervously. "Yes,"

Mito led them inside the house then she'd let them sit on the couch for a while because she'll prepared some snacks for them. Gon went to the kitchen with Mito so that he could help her prepare with anything. Killua sighed and relaxed on the couch and he just waited for them. After Mito had prepared the snacks, she walked out of the kitchen then she placed the plate with biscuits on the table. Gon placed two glasses of milk on the table then he sat down on the couch next to Killua and ate some biscuits with him. Mito walked upstairs to prepare Gon's room because Killua will be staying here so she needs to get some extra sheet, pillows and blanket for Killua.

Ever since Killua came inside Gon's house, he was really quiet and shy. Even up to now, he hadn't even spoke a single word to Gon and his body was quite shivering, probably because he's nervous. Gon was confused about him though he's not like what he's used to be all the time. Mito walked downstairs to check on Gon and Killua because she was done finding some extras for Killua. Well the two of them seem fine, but Killua seemed to be nervous because as he looked at Mito, he was doing a nervous smile.

"Killua-kun, is it okay for you if you'll share a bed with Gon? Well, he doesn't have an extra bed so..." Mito smiled at Killua, kind of nervous on the inside to know about Killua's reaction.

"It's okay, maybe I would just sleep on the floor." Killua smiled to prevent her from worrying.

"Well, if it's okay for you."

As Mito walked away, Killua stood up for he had something to say for Mito.

"Thank you so much for everything, Mito-san."

Mito hesitated then she turned back and smiled at Killua.

"No problem Killua."

When she's finally gone, Killua sighed in relief and collapsed on the couch. He wondered why it is so hard for him to say something to Mito-san and why he's nervous but actually he found out that Mito-san is really nice.

"Why so nervous?" Gon smiled while his sweat dropped on his head.

"Don't know,"

Killua took the plate then he grabbed each biscuits and stuffed it inside his mouth. He finished it all in just seconds, not even a single biscuit was left on the plate then he drank his milk and suddenly swallowed all of it. Gon had also finished his milk so he grabbed the plate and two glasses then he left it in the kitchen because Mito will just wash it later.

"Ne Killua, let's go inside my room."

"Alright!"

They ran upstairs with excitement then they proceeded to Gon's room. As Gon opened the door, Killua was quite amazed seeing the insides of Gon's room. He jumped to Gon's bed then he took his soft pillow and hugged it.

"Your room looks so great!" Killua said while he kept hugging and squeezing the pillow.

"Hey, are you in love with my pillow? Give me that!" Gon took the pillow away from Killua.

"You meanie, give that back!"

Both of them chased each other for a while because of the pillow that they both wanted but Killua wanted to get that pillow so much but it's still on Gon's arms, so he kept chasing him to get that pillow from him. Even though Killua already had his own pillow that was prepared by Mito-san, he still thought that Gon's pillow is more lovable and adorable.

As Mito entered Gon's room because she heard noises, she saw the two boys chasing each other and what she heard is about the pillow. She's confused why they're both fighting over a pillow so she just looked at what they're both doing.

'Is that how they always are?' She thought.

When they both saw Mito-san standing in front of the door, they both stopped and Killua finally took the pillow from Gon when Gon was off guard.

"What are you boys doing?" Mito closed her eyes and smiled with a sweat on her head that just dropped.

"N-Nothing..." Gon answered.

"Perhaps you two should take a bath."

"Ehh? But we're going to the forest later and I'll show Killua around."

"Both of you aren't going anywhere until you take a bath. You have ten seconds; one, two, three..."

"Hurry, Killua!" Gon pushed Killua and headed to the bathroom.


"Mito-san, I'll show Killua around the forest." Gon said as he walked out of the house with Killua.

"Alright, have fun you two!"

So Killua followed Gon all the way to the forest and they roamed around there together. This was the first time that he came to Gon's place and he never knew that Whale Island is such an interesting place and everything here's so peaceful and fun.

They both had fun together walking around the forest, so right now they're both near the river grilling the fishes they both caught. It's almost sundown but they didn't want to go back yet until it's already late.

When it was finally night time, they're both lying on the ground and watched the shining stars above the sky. They've been quiet since the stars appeared on the sky because it's really beautiful watching thousands of stars above. Gon was smiling as he saw the beautiful view above but when some of his memories came back from his head and 'his' face appeared in his mind, he suddenly sat up and held his head.

"Gon," Killua also sat up and looked at Gon. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing," Gon smiled. "Shall we go back home?"

Killua's been wondering why Gon's acting different currently. He noticed that he's been like that since they left the Heavens Arena, so he's probably thinking about something but he's wondering what it could possibly be.

"Welcome back," Mito greeted.

"We're back, Mito-san." Gon said.

"Have you both eaten already?"

"Yep, we're good. I'll go to bed already,"

Gon walked upstairs with Killua and they both entered the room. Gon sat down on his bed then he held his forehead with his hand. What's wrong with me? Why am I feeling this way? He thought.

Killua saw him, with that kind of face again. He knew that Gon's having problems because he thinks about it much and his face's not cheerful like it used to.

"Gon," Killua sat next to Gon then he patted his shoulder. "Are you okay?"

Gon looked at him then he smiled, pretending that he's fine all along.

"Yep, I'm okay."

"Stop pretending, I know you're not."

"Wh-What are you talking about, Killua?"

"What's going on with you? You're not like yourself, are you having problems with someone?"

Gon was speechless and he can no longer defend his lies because Killua already knows that something's definitely wrong with him.

"Tell me about it," Killua commanded.

"Well...it's nothing really, I..." Gon was interrupted when Killua said something.

"What do you mean 'nothing'? If it's 'nothing' then why are you so upset when you think about it?"

Gon was sweating and collided his index fingers with each other, trying to think of an answer because he didn't really want Killua to find out the whole truth that he's been hiding from him. He opened his mouth and tried to say something but what came out was just his breath. He didn't know what he would explain so he gave up already.

"I'm sorry..." Gon apologized while looking down. "I can't tell you about it; I couldn't understand of what's going on with me either. I really am losing myself whenever I think about it,"

Killua sighed and laid down on the bed and looked at the ceiling. He also gave up trying to find out about Gon's problem, but he was just trying to help him yet in the end Gon didn't even know about his own problem.

"Sorry for asking you about it; I was just worried about you." Killua sat up then he apologized to Gon.

"That's okay,"

"Well then, I'll be sleeping."

Killua placed his pillow on Gon's bed then he laid down and wrapped himself with a blanket.

"I'll be sleeping with you; is it okay, Gon?"

"I don't mind,"

Gon switched off the light then he went back to his bed and wrapped himself with a blanket.

"Good night, Killua." Gon looked back and greeted Killua but Killua was actually hugging Gon's soft pillow that he got from him a while ago and he's already asleep and dreaming. "That stupid Killua!" Gon covered his face with a blanket then he closed his eyes and slept.

"Mmm...don't go...chocorobo...kun...come back..." Killua muttered while sleeping.

By the time that Gon's eyes were totally shut, he's recalling some things again. What he can see inside his mind was Hisoka's face and he can't control his mind from stopping to think about it. He opened his eyes then he he sat up and covered his mouth with his face blushing yet he haven't realized that his face was red.

'Why can't I stop...thinking about...Hisoka?' He thought.

He's confused about himself that he couldn't stop thinking about the person that he didn't even care. He's also wondering why his heart beats faster whenever he thinks about him and why he feels weird whenever he thinks about him over and over again. Will he be able to find out why he's feeling that way?


So, yeah. Like what I said, I'll have some changes about this story. Some parts are a bit the same from the previous...or probably most of it, but anyway I'll be changing some parts for the other chapters. I changed the title and the summary but the cover picture still remains ^^

Please review and tell me what you think about this. Many reviews will make me work the next chapter immediately! :D