So Surreal
Disclaimer: I do not own Zoey 101.
Rating: K
AN: This is my 2nd Zoey 101 fic. I'm a huge Quogan fan!! This is written like a diary entry. It's super short. I hope you like it! Please review. :)
Quinn's POV
Dear Diary,
I love it. The way he says my name. He says it the same way he says everyone else's name, but somehow it just sounds different to me. More special. I get goosebumps. It's crazy, weird, amazing, and totally unlike me. I don't feel things like this. Especially not for guys like Logan Reese.
With Mark I just felt wanted. Don't get me wrong, Mark made me feel good about myself and he was a great boyfriend most of the time. I wouldn't have stayed with him for so long if he wasn't. It's different with Logan though. I have butterflies and I worry about how I look. The more I get to know and learn about Logan, the harder I fall. He's fallen for me too. He told me he thinks he loves me the other day when we were watching a movie in his dorm while everyone else was out somewhere.
It's all just so surreal. I mean, Logan, the hottest guy in school, dating me, the geekiest girl. When Logan told me he might love me a lot, I told him I might love him a lot too. Logan just makes me feel complete. He says we should tell our friends about us. He says I've changed him in the best possible way and that he doesn't care what anyone thinks. I agreed that we should tell them and we're going to in a few minutes. Everyone is supposed to be meeting us at Sushi Rox. I'm so nervous I'm shaking.
We've been dating for about six months now and its been getting harder and harder to hide it. Honestly, I don't know how our friends haven't figured it out yet. We flirt in front of them all the time without even thinking about it. As nervous as I am, I can't wait until everyone knows. I'm tired of hiding it and I really want to see what they all say about us. Sorry about skipping around subjects so much Diary, but so much is running through my head right now. Since Logan told me he loved me, he says it constantly. Everytime we see or talk to each other, he says I love you at least thirty million times.
If we're around other people he will whisper it to me or put his hand to his mouth like he's yawning and mouth the words, "I love you," to me. It's so sweet. He's turned me into some silly little school girl. I guess I really am one though. Did I mention how great of a kisser Logan is? I mean, wow! I know he's made out with like every girl at school but seriously, that boy can kiss! He always tells me I'm the best kisser he's ever kissed and I'm like, "No way!" He always knows what to say to make me feel better when I'm having a bad day.
I don't know how he does it. So what if he's not very smart. He gives me feelings that no one else can or ever has before. He's just amaz...Logan just got here. We've got to go tell our friends about us. Wish us luck!
Love,
Quinn