Disclaimer: I don't own Standoff in any way…… Why oh why? :)
A/N: Although I support Matt/Emily couple, I couldn't resist writing this fanfic when I heard this awesome song. One-shot.
Enjoy!
Matt P.O.V.
I was angry as hell, when she didn't support me on this case. I thought she loved me, that she would do everything for me. When she was taken hostage I disobeyed all rules of CNU and fought for her. But still I can't believe we broke up. I quickly get in the car and drive away.
After a while I arrived home. I slam the door and step into kitchen. I search my cabinet for some wine and cupboard for a glass. I sit on the sofa in the living room. I pour myself a glass of wine and drink it all up. Oh, God I will have such a hangover tomorrow morning. Luckily today is Friday. I can just hope no hostage situation will come and wake me up from my drunken sleeping. After some time I feel no wine is in the bottle. I take another one.
I never knew it takes three bottles of wine to get me drunk. I knew I can stand lots and lots of alcohol. Well, three are my limit I see. I look around the room and a ray of golden light comes from direction of the window. Is it morning already? I get up and my head started to pound very hard. Oh, here we go again. I go to the kitchen and I open my medicine cabinet. I take two pills of aspirin. I turn on the radio to hear the news when a song started to play.
Don't think about the times where we would have to try and make thing last.
Don't think about the times when we first kissed, and you said we're moving too fast.
Don't think about the times where we would have to try and make things right,
'cause you and I both know we always get into little fights.
Cause love is not the best thing for us now,
its not the best thing for us now,
so I'm a break it off with you somehow.
The stars will shine for you another day, another day,
so I'm a try and love you some other day .
I know I'm not in need for love
for love, for love, for love.
My heart it should have been enough for you
to get on with your life.
Your life, she say,
wanna be my wife, I say,
gotta make things right before
I get back on my feet, my feet,
get back on my feet.
Cause love is not the best thing for us now
its not the best thing for us now,
so I'm a break it off with you some how.
The stars will shine for you another day, another day,
so I'm a try and love you some other way.
Don't think about us breakin' up,
think about you and me makin' love,
think about the lord above,
thank him for the gift of love.
You and I we gotta split apart,
take a wrong journey through the dark,
now's the time you got to be strong
just make sure your love carries on.
Cause love is not the best thing for us now
love is not, love is not, love is not.
The stars will shine for you another day
the stars will shine, the stars will shine,
the stars will shine another day,
so I'm a try and love you some other way.
I smile when I hear this song, it describes our relationship pretty well. Maybe we could still be friends. Yes Em, I'm gonna try and love you some other way.
This song is called The Break Up Song by Chris Ramos.
R&R