Savin me Ch.1 What is my life about?

"Somethings not right today,I'm going for a walk."

A blonde boy around 17 walked out his apartment in a black coat that had a high coller.The jacket was open to show his black shrit and the neckless Tsunade had given him.He wore black pants,he left his headband in the apartment and started walking down the dark and lone streets of Konoha,his home for the pass 17 years.But something wasn't right tonight,he felt different,angry,self-loathing and worse of all hate.Hate to himself and what he was.The demon of the village hidden in the leaves.

All his life they shuned him,the parents told their children to stay away from him,the elders saw him as the monster that stole the lives of the loved ones they had before the Kyuubi killed them.'Why am I even living? Like I'll become Hokage of this stupid village,I might as well be the devil himself for all these idoit know.' Naruto looked at a shop window and saw something that didn't really surprize him.His normal deep sea blue eyes were red like blood with the pupils like a cats.His whisker marks were more bold,his nails long like claws.'This is what I really am,a Animal.'

Naruto walked down the lone road till words started to come out of his fanged mouth."I can't escape this hell, So many times I've tried, But I'm still caged inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself." Thats what his word felt like,a living hell.Those cold looks from the villagers,the feeling of being alone,the hate he held to the ones that had a family to come home to,someone to hold you and say they love you...did he have that? NO! He was brought into this world alone so that was how it was going to be! anyone that got to close would die by the hands of Akasuki or who ever wanted this damn demon!

"So what if you can see, The darker side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become And we believe, It's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal.)."

Thats what he was,an animal that wanted blood,flesh! To kill! Thats when it started coming,the memories of killing innocents,the sounds of their pleas for mercy...all ignored with the low growl coming from his throat.

"I can't escape myself(I can't escape myself), So many times I've lied(so many times I've lied), But there's still rage inside.
Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself

So what if you can see, The darker side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal I have become And we believe It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal! "

Naruto started running to a place he remembered,the swing were he sat when he failed the ninja academy test. 'I'm no better then this damn demon,Kami take me know! Do you enjoy watching me suffer?! Whats your game well!?'

"Somebody help me through this nightmare, I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare, I can't escape this hell (This Animal! x7)

So what if you can see, The darker side of me, No one will ever change This animal I have become And we believe, It's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal I have become And we believe, It's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal This animal I have become."

Naruto fell to the ground and let out all 17 years of neglect,angwesh,sadness...spitefulness."What the goddamn is wrong with me!?" Naruto let out a full roar to the village that treated him as if he were lower then the dirt they walked apon! Naruto just layed on the ground and cried into the grass.What was the point? No one would hear him this late at night,no one cared about him.If he died the next day would anyone mourn over his grave? No was the answer,they would have a festavial.Banners saying 'Horray! the demons died!' Naruto could picture it all clearly.A big party,food and lights. Poeple thanking the heavens for his death...even his so called friends would have a great time."AHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Naruto continued to cry into the ground and claw into the dirt,throwing the chucks of grass and earth away."Whats the point to life?!" Naruto pulled out a kuni and held it to his neck."If poeple want me dead? Fine be me,hell here I come!" Before the blonde could slit a clean cut something caught his ears.It was a sweet but sad voice.Someone was singing,out here in the rain? Naruto perked up his ears so he could hear the clam voice of the beautiful singer.it was a girl,around his age maybe.

Hinata was walking the street of the beran Konoha.She was in a sad mood.Today was the annivery of her mother's death.She really didn't remember much of her late mother just that she had long flowing indigo hair,much like herself.Her name was Imami.She was from outside the Hyuuga family and had the deepest darkest purple eyes,they almost looked violet.Hinata tried to hold on to the little fragments she had about her mom,but each day they seemed to be sliping away.The young Hyuuga aready went to the greave,by herself like always.Her father used to come with her till he re-married Hanabi's mom,who by the way hated Hinata.One for Hinata's mom stealing Haishi,and for being named heir even though she was half Hyuuga and weak.But Hinata change that all when she finally proved her worth in the clan by becoming Chunin.Her father finally respected her and Hanabi was scared of her elder sister now.Before Hanabi mocked Hinata for being weak and hated her for stealing her rightful place as heir to the Hyuuga's.

'I miss you mama,heres your favoraite song.' Hinata saw a bench near the wooden gate to the academy.She remembered the first time she came here.The feeling of being scared to enter the front doors and then the feeling of seeing him.His spikey blonde hair,his whisker face and those deep,deep blue eyes.At first it was admireision for all the things he had that Hinata lacked.Confidence,energy,and courage.Then it was a crush,then it was full blown love.She loved everything about him.Most girls were all over Sasuke,but the only thing Hinata saw in him was spitefulness and anger.After he lost his family Sasuke was never the same.That and Hinata just didn't like him because he was an Uchiha.The Hyuuga's and Uchiha's were never on good trems and in her own words Sasuke was well...a butthead and she just plain didn't like him.Hinata sat down on the bench and sang the only song that reminded her of her dear mother.

"I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance."

The song was hopeful and it reminded her what her mother always said."Don't even fell hopeless or hatered,it only brings pain and self-loathing." She always said and that was what kept Hinata so soft and nice unlike most Hyuugas who were cold and steely,like their pure white eyes that could scare anyone.

"And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their youth and wonder) (Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance Dance I hope you dance I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) (Wants to look back on their youth and wonder) I hope you dance (Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their youth and wonder) (Where those years have gone)."

Hinata got up to leave till it started raining.She was very far from the compound and if she walked all the way there in just her usual lavander hoodie and navy blue cappries she would catch a cold.'Sakura's place is close by,but Naruto-kun's is closer...no I should bother him,maybe just Sakura's.' With her mind made up Hinata left the seat and walked down the road to her best friend's home.

Naruto was sitting on the other side of the wooden fence.That song...it was beautiful,it was happy...somthing he had forgotened.'I was about to kill myself just because the village hated me? Thats stupid,I'm a fuckin' retartd!' Naruto got up and left the grounds of his old school.He hopped over the fence and jumped in front of a black ninja heel? It was a heel shoe like the one Tsunade wore but it was muddy.The shoe strap was broken and it was tiny! who's foot was so small and dantiy? The boy just looked to the grey and cloudy sky as heavey raindrops fell from the land above.'So thats how it's gonna go right dad? Heh,I swear if it's just another dead end game I'm so going up there to beat your ass!' Naruto smiled as he took the shoe and walked down the road that lead to his old apartment.He pretendeted to argue with his dead father the fourth Hokage and call him all sorts of names.It wasn't so much he hated his father just wanting to know what it would be like to be a restless and angry teen and have your 'I'm not gonna take that young man!' Kinda father yell back at you.

Thinking about this Naruto whisled a tone from a song he wrote,he had been doing that alot latly,writing songs or poems.It was called Welcome to the black preade,it was ok but Naruto still needed to finish the rest.But the tone was good,he just didn't have a band.The boy aready had Shikamaru who was bored and didn't have anything better to do.Sai would be a good addition if he kept his fricken mouth shut about,well...and Neji knew how to play a bass so maybe? Oh well we'll see.

(A/N: Ok so this was just something I was doing when I was listening to my youtube music and well,I think it's ok.Naruto is starting a band and Hinata with just her voice stoped her crush from killing himself...talk about the voice is mightier then the sowrd right? Ok so the beginning is like mega sad and emo oh well it had to be done,thank you.)