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Title: When Death Would Be Welcome
Warning: Very dark...this is not a nice tale you have been warned. Graphic violence, character death Yaoi
Summary: …I have no idea what to say…
A/N: Originally written for InuRomp

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Naraku is a sick bastard.

Naraku twists, taints and ruins everything he touches, and he takes pleasure in every vile deed imaginable. I don't know why I thought my relationship with Kouga would be any different. With more effort than it should take to lift one's head, I lift mine and I see tears streaking down Kouga's face as he tries to fight Naraku's control.

Naraku discovered a way to control Kouga through the shards in his body and has had my lover beat me for more than a day as he stands behind the wolf demon pointing out my injuries and taunting him. With the one eye that is not swollen shut I can tell he is trembling with the effort he is exerting trying to disobey Naraku's commands. I want to tell him I don't blame him for his actions. I want to say that I know they are beyond his control. I want to wake up from this nightmare holding him in my arms.

I want to die because I know this is all too real.

Another order from Naraku and a foot slams into the side of my face, sliding me across the cave floor. I hit my head on stone and for a few moments my vision goes dark. With a grunt, I roll to my side and spit out several broken teeth. I am trying to roll over because regardless of the fact it will help nothing, I can't bear the thought of my back to them.

"Look Ookami, he struggles to move. I can't imagine why, I'm sure you've broken both his legs."

A sob escapes Kouga's throat and I wish I could simply will myself to die and end this torment for us both. Every move I make is agony and draws pained sounds past my split and swollen lips. Unfortunately for me Naraku is right, both my legs are broken. Kouga doesn't have a mark on him…physically that, if we live through this I doubt the emotional scars will ever heal. In the midst of my musings Naraku orders him over to me and the look in his eyes is enough to tear apart my soul.

Naraku commands him to his knees and says, "Strip him."

Defeated eyes grow wide but controlled hands obey. I struggle not to scream as Kouga is ordered to hurry.

"Now take him."

Death is the only thing I have to look forward to.

Kouga reaches for me and Naraku's order turns what would have been a caress into slap. Openly sobbing at this point, I've accepted my fate.

He orders Kouga to enter me in one violent thrust and as Lay on my back being violated by my lover I see Naraku slide up behind him and in one cruel motion he thrusts his hand through Kouga's neck and pulls his head off.

I'm still screaming when Naraku says, "Now it's my turn."