The rather strange sequel to Not Even Human. Please Review :)
You'll make me feel alive; for a short while at least.
As the beautiful colours that are you: joy, love and other warm emotions cascade down my throat.
It'll remind me that once, I was you.
I was human.
Not that you'd know it now.
Once I had a beautiful wife, a son and a daughter. A family.
Before that... I had a twin.
He was half of me.
I was half of him.
Then he was gone.
All it took was one big bang and he left me here.
I was lost.
I became a monster.
Then my body changed to mirror my mind.
The muggle faerie tales say that if the beast is loved he will once more be human.
There is a reason wizarding children don't read muggle faerie tales.
It doesn't really matter that much to me though.
Being the beast.
Fact of life (Muggle Style): The beast always gets the beauty.
That's how I got you after all.
That's why I hold you in my dead arms, watching the frost lace decorate your arms.
I can only imagine the beauty I am marring on the inside.
That's why I lean forward to cover your mouth with my own.
For a moment the beast will be a beauty.
I lower the hood and my frozen lips meet your warm ones.
The feeling is divine as I see the good times and what I have lost.
I see Fred and he smiles at me, before walking away.
Disappearing into the light where I can't follow.
For a moment my heart breaks all over again.
Fred is dead and I am a monster.
I will never die because I am already dead.
I will never truly see him again.
Only in the stolen moments of happiness that I tear from you and others.
The tears freeze on my cheeks and I look down at you.
I have held you too long and now you're broken.
The frozen lace has bruised and scarred you and my lips have taken what you needed most.
Why must I break everything I care about?