_.Release Me._
Fanfic: Kingdom Hearts
Author: xXxSmidgexXx
Rating: T to M. Rated for violence and slash scenes, Rape and blackmail. Not suited for young eyes.
Summary: Roxas worked in a gang named "nobodies". They would plunder and cause chaos among neighbouring towns but one night it became too much and Roxas left, hoping to leave it behind. Now he lives with his brother, Sora and they both live content in the woodland of the countryside when a tragedy strikes. Although Roxas may be finished with the gang…they aren`t finished with him and there bringing Sora into the equation.
Disclaimer: I hope this story will be enjoyed by everyone and I allow constructive criticism. Review please and No. I don't own KH because reality is a bit slow. But soon ^^ .And please, check out some of my stories if u ever get bored. Let`s begin...
Song:
Morale: "Don't keep things hidden. They`ll eat at you from the inside out"
Tick….tock….tick……..tock………..tock
Roxas glowered lightly. Either his brother was annoyingly late or in trouble…and was it him or was time slowing down? Annoyingly slowing down. Oh wait; maybe he just missed the tick.
Standing Roxas made his way over to the fireplace, a huge mirror and fire place clock stood before him, leaning against it Roxas closed his eyes trying to remember the time before the end, when everything was as fair as could be in a teenagers eyes. There were no bombs hidden on his phone…no assassins in every alleyway looking for him…needing him. No, he was free of the pressure and fear a gang brought with it…he was himself.
Free
But that freedom came at a price…an ugly price. And that promise that he would be able to sail freely like he so wished he could…well it was shattered. hidden away! And his wings chained and bound. Never to take flight like they so wished too…
Growling he pushed away from the small clock and strode towards the window, dark blue eyes stared icily out at the winter night as small specks that could only be identified as snow dropped down.
This really isn`t funny anymore.
It really wasn`t Roxas true nature to get angry or violent…he only did that we he felt cornered or pressured. Only then would he resort to full out fighting but he hadn`t actually hit someone in years. Ok so maybe he had a bit of a rough and tumble with his twin but that was just training…because his younger could never know of his dark past…should never find out.
But should always be on guard
Roxas turned his eyes to the sky and they softened slightly as the name swirled through his mind suddenly.
Sora....
He smiled lightly.
That was one main factor of the reason he cared deeply for him…his twin. Not just because he was family…that was just the annoying truth.
But
Because he was freedom…sky…that's what he was named and that`s what he shows and lets everyone know. Sure, you could say Roxas was jealous of his twin but whenever haven`t their been…At least. It wasn`t at the extent he wanted to toss his brother out on the streets. After all, fighting over a stupid as a name is really…stupid.
The blond sighed lightly as he rubbed he cheek forlornly.
Was he over-re acting? Acting too much like a dad then a brother? Or was he being responsible?
To be honest, Roxas didn`t really know…or care. He just knew that Sora would be getting such a bollacking when he came back in.
Smirking idily as a memory surfaced Roxas sat himself on the windowsill, knees bunched to his chest as he watched the snow drop…heavier and heavier….and…heavier until
Roxas blinked as he stared out the castle window. It left a rather wobbly and unreal image of the winter wonderland outside but why would he care. It was snow…snow was cold and deadly…not fun.
He didn`t jump when he felt a hand on his shoulder but he gasped when he saw who that hand was connected too. His lip trembled lightly as he jumped up, swinging his arms around the boy that was a little taller than him. There was a moment silence as the two quietly sunk in each others actions…emotions…thoughts, through that embrace but then it shattered as he pulled back, coughing awkwardly
"Roxas"
"Hayner…"
"How is everything?"
"Quiet" Roxas couldn`t believe it…here was Hayner. Standing right in front of him…was this a dream?
"Yea would be without me…of course" Roxas only rolled his eyes at the comment,
"So Hayner…" he laughed lightly
"Oh so your ganging up with Olette now?"
"Well she has a point"
"Well anyway I came here for a reason…"
"You're going?" So it was a dream…what a disappointment
"I wasn`t even staying…"
"…"
"Look Roxas. I`ve come here for a warning. Remember that promise" Roxas took an intake of breath, shocked. It`s not that he had forgotten…no he never would. But the fact it was being used was more worrying. He glanced up at Hayner, curious. Hayner just shook his head and looked out the window then back again
"You gunna tell me or?"
"You gotta run"
"Whoa what"
"He`s coming…and this time…strife blood will spill…" Hayner seemed to shiver as if he had seen something unimaginable and disturbing. Roxas made a move to hold his wrist but Hayner gripped his own. His hand was so cold, it was like his hand had just plunged into the cold depths of the arctic but Hayner stared at him levelly.
"He comes as silent as the `morrow…watch your step spiky…I don't want to see you too soon" And with that started to fade from existence but before Roxas let him go he griped the frozen hand holding his own and cried out
"I`m sorry"
"For what?"
"For…for leaving you" Hayner`s eyes softened as he looked down at the small boy in front of him
"I told you…stop holding onto the past. You've been forgiven let it go…or it`ll catch up to you"
Roxas nodded his head as the image of Hayner slowly disappeared and Roxas was left looking up at nothing but dust and particles…and the white was ceiling.
With a sad sigh Roxas leaned back and turned to the window. That was strange, the world outside had turned an inky black-
THUD
Roxas mouth fell open slightly in horror as blooded hand whacked repeatedly on his window, smearing crimson onto it as it disappeared then returned, thudding loud this time…their was a sound too.
Roxas screamed slightly, backing away from the hand that was now on the window, successfully falling to the floor in a heap. His adrenalin kicked in along with his past knowledge and he was up and had his fist ready to whip out the semi-automatic rifle that lived under the couch when the sounds came through to him
"R…Roxas please open the door...Im c…c...cold" whined the offender…wait whined?
Roxas stood and relaxed immediately when he saw Sora stood there, one hand against the window, while the other was bunched up in a fist, as if ready to hit…the window.
Was it all a dream?
Sora looked at his twin slightly concerned as Roxas looked down- deeply disturbed. He brought his mittened hand closed to him while he breathed into his jacket, desperately trying to get warm.
He managed to skip/jump to the front door and threw himself into the boiling house as Roxas opened the door for him, quickly slamming it closed after.
While Roxas was putting all the locks back on, Sora found himself lying in front of the toasty fire, he laid himself down with a weary smile as the snow began to sizzle of his pink skin
"Sora!"
Sora jumped and, like a startled fox looked up at his twin who looked anything but happy. Walking forwards Roxas whipped the boy over the head, pinching his ear as he tried to see why Sora would come home so late
"Why are you late?"
"OwOWOW Roxas that`s attached" he whined as Roxas pulled for him to follow him, away from the warm fire to the freezing stairway.
"I really don`t care...you get here late, ruin the carpet and have the guts to ignore me"
"Roxas I-"
But the blonde wasn`t having any of it and quickly stared taking Sora`s sodden jacket off.
"Right...strip and change then bed"
Sora snorted, taking his shirt off
"You're not our mother"
"Yes and who is...Who is Sora?"
Sora bit his lip but turned away, it wasn`t the right time to jump down each other's throats...not after what he had seen.
He shook his dripping head and turned to see...no Roxas
Sighing sadly he slip-on his Pj`s and pushed his clothing into a dirty corner. Then proceeded to run down the stairs. He walked with his head down past Roxas `special room` into the kitchen and started the kettle.
He prepared two hot chocolates and added some cream. Then walked out carefully but found Roxas curled up on the sofa in the main living room, staring across at the far wall
"I'm sorry Roxas...really" Sora sat himself beside his blonde twin who shrugged but took the hot chocolate.
The conversation about mums and dads were touchy and a law breaker if one was to bring it up...
Sora sighed heavily, holding the steaming mug between his warming hands as he leaned his head onto Roxas shoulder. For a moment nothing, then Roxas shifted and Sora felt Roxas leaning his face into his hair.
And just like most nights. Roxas stared mumbling about something but this time he began crying. And Sora could only bite his lip as he listened to his brother breaking down.
Feeling useless...
"I`m sorry Roxas...so sorry"
Disci:
I hope you like the start of this...it won't be straight updates; I just want to see how it goes. Also this story is for someone-who-I-have-forgot-but-is-writing-me a Roxsor...so give me a shout: D
XSmidge~
P.S If anyone knows anyone or feels in a similar situation please talk to me or PM me and I will listen