I was petrified
Keep thinking I could never live without you by my side
Today Usagi is 20. She defeated Galaxia four years ago. She was going back from her day of work when she heard the song. The first few words make her remember hoe she felt when Mamoru left her for her now ex-best friend
But then I spend oh so many nights
Thinking hoe you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learn how to get along
The words of the song still in her head, she sigh and open the door of the apartment that she shared with him when Mamoru was still with her. When she enter the living room, her mouth fall open and her keys fell on the grown. Saying that she was surprise was an understatement.
And so your back
From other space
I just walk in to find you here
With that sad look upon your face
I should have change that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me
"Ma...Mamoru! What are you doing here?
"Usako, I..."
"I don't want to here that name from your mouth again, I'm not your girlfriend anymore.
"That's exactly what I came here for Usak... Usagi. I love you and I want to..."
"Shut up!"
"What?"
"Just shut up. You left me two years ago for Rei, my BEST FRIEND, saying that I was lazy, clumsy, silly cry-baby and that I was unable to become the queen of Crystal Tokyo. DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT YOU CAN COME BACK UN MY LIFE LIKE THAT?
"Usagi, I...I'm sorry, ok?
"No it's not ok. You will not break my heart once again, I will not LET YOU.
Go on now go
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
Cause your not welcome anymore
Aren't you the one who tried to hurt me with good bye
Do you think I'd crumble
Do you think I'd lay down and die
"Now get out of here before I do it by myself"
"But Usagi..."
"I said GET OUT"
Mamoru pass at the side of Usagi and were about to leave when she stopped him.
"Wait" Mamoru turn around with a little light of hope " Give me the key of my apartment that you have before you leave"
The little light of hope disappear faster then it came when he heard the last sentence of his ex-girlfriend. He give her the key and left the apartment.
Oh no not I, I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll still alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive, I will survive
Hey, Hey
After that little encounter with Mamoru, she did what she always do when she is upset or sad. She take a walk around the park. As the walk clean her mind, Usagi remembered the rest of the song
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Keep trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And after oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for my self
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
The resemblance between the song and what she lived were there, that's for sure. In the past two years her real friends helped her a lot. The rest of the inner had followed Rei and Mamoru. It take so much out of the little moon princess to stopped Haruka's urge of killing Mamoru and the inner. The pain of betrayal were great on Usagi's shoulders, but the outer were there to help. They did a great job.
And you see me
Somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in
And expecting me to be free
Now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me
Go on now go
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
Cause you're not welcome anymore
Aren't you the one who tried to break me with god bye
Do you think I'd crumble
Do you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no not I, I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll still alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive