"Come on, Daddy! You come play, too!" My four year old daughter, Imani called from a midst a supposed tea-party with her Papa and five of her most adored dolls and stuffed animals. From what I could tell the party was in full swing. Imani donned her favorite sparkly pink dress along with a lavender feather boa, white gloves and a church hat she borrowed from Dean's mother. Dean was sitting, more like barely squatting in the small chair designated for him during Imani's tea parties. Upon his head was a plastic tiara that belonged to their daughter. I chuckled as I noticed the bright pink feather boa that Imani must've given him to wear.

I stepped back to look at my beautiful girl in all of her glory. She was simply angelic, a spitting image of Dean when he was younger.

I can remember the time where I had almost given this all up. Now that I have a wonderful husband and a daughter that I adore, I can't imagine any other way for my life to have been.

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"Will you please just listen to me for one second!" Dean called after me, nearing tears. I turned to face him quickly, causing him to stumble slightly.

"Blaise, did you even hear a word I said to you back there?"

"Of course I did."

"...and?"

"Well you have to get rid of it."

"Get rid of it? Blaise! You can't possibly ask me to...kill my child."

"It's not a child yet. You can just say a few spells and problem solved. I'll do it for you if you want."

"How could you?" Dean whispered to me. I had never seen him so upset about anything before. Tears were building up in his expressive eyes.

"You know I have a destiny to fulfill. I don't have time to be stuck playing 'house' with you. You knew going into this relationship that I will always put my affiliation before anything. I will not let this mistake take me away from my duties."

"Do you think that Voldemort gives a rats arse about you? You're just a pawn! He will use whoever is willing to sacrifice themselves for his stupid plan. I really love you. I do. I don't want anything to happen to you."

"Damn it, Dean! I love you too, but I love being a part of the death eaters more. There will always be others, but there will never be an opportunity like this one again!"

"I can't believe you."

"Believe it, Dean. I can't do this with you anymore. Keep the kid, kill it, I really could care less, just don't expect me to take care of it or be involved with you." Dean desperately reached out to grasp me.

"Blaise...You don't mean that." Dean choked out.

"Dean you knew that if it came down to it, I wouldn't choose you. Of course I meant every word I said! Did I stutter? Now go before someone sees us talking. Hurry along! Get away!"

"You know what, Blaise? Fuck you!"

It was then that I actually felt something deep within me other than the hunger for glory and fame. I felt guilty and then the anguish set in. I was sick to my stomach as I watched Dean turn his back to me, hiding the tears that were streaming down his face. I knew it was going to be hard, but Voldemort taught us about sacrifice. I needed to cut myself off from Dean in order to fully devote my time and my sanity to my duty.

I threw myself into working for the dark lord. Dean occasionally slipped into my mind, which only encouraged me to work harder. I could tell that the dark lord noticed my devotion because he had raised my rank in his army. I was just a few steps closer to gaining a spot in his inner circle. I had learned how to block my mind from all thoughts of the tall, beautiful Gryffindor that made me feel. I avoided Dean like the plague.

About seven months after our final meeting that fateful day, I ran into him on the outskirts of the Forbidden Forest.

"Blaise." He looked up and I knew that if I just avoided his eyes, I wouldn't revert back to all of the old memories of Dean and I when he almost got me to turn my back on my destiny; when he knew everything about me and we couldn't go 24 hours without talking to each other.

"Dean. What are you doing here?"

"I'm leaving, Blaise. I can't stay here anymore. I just wanted to walk around the grounds one last time."

"You're leaving? Why?"

"It's not like you care. Just know that I've finally realized what's important in my life."

"I see you got rid of...the kid."

"Don't worry,Blaise. You don't have to worry about a thing."

"Good...well I guess this is goodbye, then?"

"Yeah. Goodbye for now." Dean turned to walk away from me and I was stuck frozen in my spot.

"Blaise." I looked up from where I had been staring at my feet.

"Good luck. I wish things would have turned out differently for us."

"Where are you going."

"I can't really say, but I think you would know where to find me if need be."

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I took my seat at Imani's designated seat for me at her little table.

"Daddy, Do you want some?"

"Sure, Princess."

Well here is the first chapter. It gets more interesting so please read and review!