Face Down Chapter 1: Edward's POV, a twilight fanfic

A/N: So, I was listening to my iPod, dreaming of stories and songfics to write and this kind of just wrote itself. Hope you like it!

I know Alice isn't supposed to be able to see werewolves in her visions, but I really wanted to write this in Edward's POV so can we pretend she does? I say we can. I'll probably write this in Jacob POV, too. Eventually.

Ok. So maybe I'm a little harsh with Jacob, but would the story be any good if I wasn't? NO! So if you worship Jacob, then you might be offended. But, you never really know what Jacob will do next. Because he really is a wild card. You've been warned.

The italics are Edward's thoughts/comments in the vision.

Disclaimer: I own neither this song nor the Twilight books.

Face Down

Song: Face Down

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Hey, girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand.

I lie here like I do every day. Trying not to think, feel, or take notice of anything around me. Because when I do think, it's of the angel I left in Forks. When I do feel, it's sadness for lost love. When I do notice things, they remind me of her. I told her I didn't love her, and she believed me. But it was a lie. It was all a lie that was for her own good. I'mnot good for her. But in saving her, I have destroyed the reason for living my life. I left her so she could be normal. I hope she's happy. It's been exactly 5 months, 29 days, 2 hours, 3 minutes, and 28 seconds since I left her. A lot can happen in almost 6 months.

"Edward!" Alice screamed, running into my room with a horrified look on her face.

"What is it, Alice?"

"Bella –"

My voice shook with anger as I cut her off. "I told you not to look into her future. I promised her that we wouldn't interfere. We left so she could be happy and live a normal life."

"No, Edward, she's not happy. Not at all. You have to see! Please, look!"

"Alice –"

"Edward, please. She needs you. Just look. If you don't think that your leaving her was good for her after this, then I promise I won't look into her future ever again."

"Okay, Alice."

I looked into her thoughts and was pulled into a place much different from where I was. Bella was there.

Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

I see a room. It appears to be a garage. There is an old Volkswagen Rabbit in the middle. The floor is made of dirt, and the roof is tin. Bella is in the room with none other than Jacob. Brainless mutt. They seem to be talking and laughing. They are sitting on an old couch drinking soda. Bella looks happy for the moment but she is pale and has dark circles under her eyes. She could almost pass for a vampire. Jacob takes her hand and kisses it, then lets their entwined hands fall between them. Bella stops smiling and looks uncomfortable. They continue talking and eventually, a smile returns to Bella's face.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

"Bella, I love you." Jacob said.

An instinctual growl came from my chest.

Bella remained silent.

"Don't you love me?"

"Jake, don't." Bella pleaded.

"Just tell me that you love me."

"I love Edward."

Jacob was shaking so hard that I couldn't see his shape clearly anymore.

"Bella, don't say that." He said through clenched teeth. He was squeezing Bella's hand too tightly.

"Ouch!" She cried out in pain. "Jacob, stop, please. That hurts." Another growl came from me.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

"I'll show you that you love me." Jacob said gruffly.

He pulled her off the couch and had her back against the wall within the next second. His hands wove through her hair as he pressed her against the wall. Then his lips were on hers, and she tried vainly to wiggle out of his grasp.

I snarled.

He was too strong and had her locked securely in the prison of his arms. He kissed her as passionately, but she remained unresponsive. He pressed her fragile body harder and harder against the wall and kissed her with more and more passion. His tongue was at her lips, yet she still wouldn't respond.

"Bella, just give in. You know you want to." He panted, the frustration thick in his voice.

"No, Jacob, I don't."

"Yes, you do. You just haven't realized it, yet. I'll show you that you love me."

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture.

Then he set her on the couch, but this time he pushed her over so she was lying down. She tried to roll off the couch, but he caught her. He pinned her arms down and held her in place by squeezing her waist with his knees.

"Jake, stop," she pleaded.

"Let her go, you dirty dog." I snarled futilely.

"Bella, do you love me?"

"Jake…"

"I can't stop yet, Bella. Not until you see that you love me."

He collapsed on top of her, kissing her again. This time, he forced her mouth with his tongue. He kissed her fervently. When she still didn't respond, he ran his tongue over every bare inch of her skin he could

find. She struggled beneath him, trying desperately to break free. He tightened his grip on her, and held her still.

"Let her GO!"

"Jake! Stop!" She gasped, still struggling to no avail.

"Do you love me, Bella?"

"Please, Ja–"

"One day, when you love me, you'll thank me for helping you realize it."

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt. She says I finally had enough.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt. She says I finally had enough.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again.

Then they were on the ground, Jacob had her pinned to the ground with his knees squeezing her waist and on top of her arms. She opened her mouth to talk, but Jacob put his hand over her mouth.

"Hush, Bella. Don't ruin the moment. What I have planned for you will make you realize how much you love me. Then we'll be happy together forever. I love you."

I could only gasp in fear as I realized what was about to happen.

He pulled his shirt off. Bella's eyes widened in realization and shock. Jacob ripped Bella's shirt off and threw it off to the side. The rest of her clothes followed soon after. Bella's cheeks burned with embarrassment as Jacob gazed at her hungrily. She got over her embarrassment and tried for the last time to wiggle away before it was too late, but Jacob had her locked in place.

Bella began to cry. "Jacob, please! No! I love Edward!"

"Edward doesn't love you, he left you. I'm here with you, I love you and you love me. You'll see pretty soon."

"Lies!"

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Jacob ripped the remainder of his clothes off and began kissing her frantically.

"Don't you dare go any farther, you vulgar dog!" I thought.

Then two became one, and Jacob took what was Bella's. Bella screamed in physical pain and mental anguish.

I was much too angry to form a coherent thought, my whole being was consumed with rage for Jacob.

"Shhh, Bella, I know it hurts. You'll feel better in a minute," he soothed.

Bella was crying hysterically, writhing under Jacob, trying desperately to get away.

Finally, Jacob let her go. She had stopped sobbing and seemed to be in shock. Jacob redressed her carefully checking for bruises he might have caused.

Then I saw it. There was blood on the floor, Bella's blood. That mutt had made my Bella bleed.

"I love you, Bella."

"Jacob, h-how could you?" Bella began crying.

"Bella, I know I acted a bit rashly, but when you come to, you'll love and thank me."

"Jacob, I can never love you." Her tears were falling harder.

Jacob's eyes widened and several emotions flickered across his face. Anger, hatred, anguish, shame, sadness, and regret; he realized that his plan was a complete debacle. He hadn't helped Bella, he had hurt her beyond fixing.

"Can you forgive me?" He asked, suddenfly

"No. I don't ever want to see you again."

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt. She says I finally had enough.

Bella ran out of Jacob's garage. As she climbed into her truck, she sobbed harder. The last thing she screamed felt like knives stabbing through my dead heart.

"EDWARD!"

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