Where Were You?

by DarkColdSummer

Nico contemplating Bianca's relationship with him as he stands at the edge of a building./OR Bianca's dead, Nico's suicidal, and how better to put it than in a poem?/Where were you when I lost my mind?/Suicidal actions, character death and pure angst./A late night poem created out of boredom.

Call and yell yet I can never find
You were gone in the blink of an eye
Where were you when I lost my mind?

Sister, we raced through the fields blind
Then you left, and I could do nothing but cry
Call and yell yet I can never find

Memories of us together, our minds rewind
I hope you are happy up high in the sky
Where were you when I lost my mind?

Time and time, I feel confined
Your words I can no longer abide by
Call and yell yet I can never find

I fake and act, and play refined
Yet I'm on the edge, all the way up high
Where were you when I lost my mind?

No one's words were ever kind
Nothing matters since my end is nigh
Call and yell yet I can never find
Where were you when I lost my mind?

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(A/N: I don't know where I was going with this. All I know is that I was thinking of Nico and Bianca... and their relationship is just so sad! And there was something about villanelle poems I learnt yesterday... I'm not even gonna bother. So basically, a midnight poem with angst. My first ever poem. Yay! Say what you want. I wpn't take offence about this completely unedited work.

Peace out!
Summer)