AN: hey guys! this is my new akuroku! I think this'll be kinda sad, but ima try and make it rllllllly good!!! i hope u like!^^
disclaimer: If I owned...I'd be rich and no offense prooolllllly not typin this ^^"
WARNING! may include alchohal and rape, boyonboy, akuroku, zemyx, cleon, soriku, OOC-ness, swearing (gotta love it!) and a mute Roxas ^_^ enjoi!
Love is Mute
chapter1
I was walking out of Axel's house, getting ready to go to one of my gigs. This one would get me discovered, I knew it for sure. See, I played the guitar and sang too. Axel called me Roxalicious...and then unexpected things happened to that name.
"You sure you don't want me to come?" Axel said into my ear as i hugged him goodbye.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him gently, giving him a loving look and a genuine smile.
"No thanks, I want you to wait for me to become famous first."
We both chuckled.
"But Roxyyyyyyy!!!"
He drawled out the "eee" sound to add a whining eefect.
"Night baby."
I kissed him goodbye and got into the car.
So here I am, driving along the freeway, when I see lights flash. The next few minutes I never could remember. All I remember is that wreched sound of metal scraping and brakes screeching, and that's it. I've always hated that sound, ever since my parents died in a wreck when I was 14. And here I am now, at 22, hearing it all again.
Next thing I knew, I'm here lying in this hospital bed.
Legs? Check. Arms? Check? All digits?
I looked at my toes and fingers. Check. Axel? I
looked around the Axel-less room.
Hn, that's odd.
I opened my mouth to call for him, but nothing happened.
No sound, no Axel.
Oh god, no.
I looked at my cell, which just so happened to be on the table.
20 missed calls, 17 new texts.
All from Axel. God, he must be dying right about now, I thought.
I was starting to get scared, then Axel came into the room with some looney looking guy who I knew was my misfortune of a doctor. Axel had tears in his eyes and a small, sad smile on his face.
"Oh, Roxas!"
He ran over to me and encircled me into a big hug. I felt his hot tears seep through my hospital gown, and they gave me little comfort.
"I love you so, so much! I thought I'd lost you!! It's gonna be okay baby! It will be! I promise."
I wanted to say 'I love you' or 'what's wrong?' but I knew exactly what was wrong.
I was mute. Because of the damn car accident.
No more 'I love you's or sweet nothings.
No, now all I had was a pencil, some paper, and thoughts I can never have the joy of hearing ever again.
So much for those dreams, kid.
I answered to him inside my head.
No, Ax, it's not okay. It never will be. I'm mute, damnit! And you did lose me, just not all of me. And I'm sorry, but I'm not sure that your promise can be true, babe.
I frowned at my negativity, but I was right, wasn't I? Never the same, I thought, never the same.
The doctor finaly noticed the gloom and doom and left the room, leaving my to tears and silence.
Let the games begin.
AN: yay! poor roxy! sry if its short ^^" im sick, remember? *cough* sooooo review for smut and angst!! !