Hey, thanks for checking this out! I plan to develop these entries throughout the series on how their opinions and feelings for each other change and grow. Expect a lot of fluff ;) I hope you enjoy!
Shiro. Entry 1
Today has been something... The weird thing is, despite all the stuff that has happened, the thing that shook me the most, wasn't being on Earth again for the first time since... Too long. It was seeing her. She's the spitting image of Matt. He always said he had a sister, but I never thought I'd get to meet her. Much less have her help rescue me. Seeing her was like a slap in the face. A stinging reminder that the rest of my crew is lost.
I felt so helpless looking down into her big, brown, inquisitive eyes. I know I presented her with the first spark of hope that she might find her brother and father that she's had in a long time. But I couldn't be that for her. I couldn't do anything. My memories are so shotty I don't remember what happened to me; much less them. All I wanted to do when I saw her there was wrap her up in my arms and apologize for my ignorance and for returning when they could not. When she grinned up at me around her adorably huge glasses, my heart melted. I'm going to protect her the way I should have protected Matt. I owe her that.
I wish I could have met her before all of this. Before she was forced to be the lost desperate child clinging to any sliver of hope that she might see her family again. I would have loved to have met Katie, the real Katie. I can't say that Pidge doesn't suit her or that she isn't ridiculously cute with that funny haircut, but she shouldn't have had to become someone else. She should have grown up as a normal little girl- well, no, an extraordinary little girl- with kid things to worry about. It hurts to think about how much she suffered not knowing. And I can't even provide her with any more information... I swear it that if given the chance I will do everything in my power to keep her safe and make those aliens pay for this.
Pidge. Entry 1
Man, Shiro is huge. And I had to completely support his weight when Keith was driving us back! I can't tell if most of the weight was coming from the metal arm, which is, by the way, so freaking cool, or from some of his other muscles that are equally as large. If I had even one tenth of that, passing for a guy would be a heck of a lot easier. But I digress, it was actually Shiro. I saved Shiro tonight! If he's alive then that means they could be too! Finding him means everything, he's everything! I have to believe that his memories will come back. He must have some kind of temporary amnesia. It'll fade and then he can tell me everything I need to know.
He's so nice anyway, he'll help me out. We'll bring them home. Just meeting him is crazy, he's a legend. It's not every day you get to hold a legend in your arms and struggle not to drop him to his death. Hahaha. It wasn't that hard, I'm stronger than I look and with the hope he provides, you couldn't cut him from my arms. I'm sticking with Shiro no matter what. If those alien sons-of-guns try to lay one more finger on him, they'll feel a wrath they never knew existed.
All my efforts have just been made worthwhile! I finally found the key I've been searching for! Well, okay, it sort of found me by falling out of the sky and onto my censors, but if I hadn't been there… who knows what would have happened to Shiro. Can't think about that. It worked out, he's here, and we're going to figure this out, together.