Hey,

this is one of those High school fics. Only it's not normal high school, and it's a lot twilight. Okay, Meredith and Vanessa Grey (You know her from Home is where the heart is') are moving to Seattle. They meet the handsome Shepherd family, and fall in love. But something is not right about them. Meredith and Vanessa can't put their finger on what. And then there's the outcast, who don't got to Seattle Grace. What's up with the rivalary between the Shepherds and the outcast? And mind some danger be comming their way.

This story is Meredith/Derek, later it will be Calizona, GeorgeVanessa, LexieMark, and AlexIzzie. (I know Izzie and Owen have not been introduced, but they are part of the outcast in the trailer parks. The dialogue, some of it is twilight. And other is pure Meredith. I didn't want Meredith to be like Bella, because she's not. And I let her talk to her sister about everything. Twilight lovers will like this. Grey's anatomy fens too.

Subjections are very welcome. I'm going to follow the movie, for a little while. But then I'm going to chose another path. Meredith is not going to beg Derek to be a vampire, just like Bella does. So REVIEW... Izzie will be in the next chapter. I promise! So review, and see Izzie in her part. (To the question the Quetelets are the outcast. So you know what that means!)

Enjoy this, cause I had fun writing this.

TempeGeller(Ellen)

1. Them handsome boys

I never given much thought about my death.

But dying in the place of someone I love,

Seems like a good way to go.

I can't bring myself to forgive my mum for leaving me and my sister.

How I would miss Boston. My friends, my family.

All because she wanted to travel with her new lover.

Meredith stared at her mother who was next to her new stepfather, putting our stuff in the back of the car. My sister was still staring out of the window, saying goodbye to our home.

"You have to hurry Nes." Richard Webber yelled "You don't want to miss your plain."

So we're spending some time with my father.

This will be a bad thing, I think.

Richards starts the car. Vanessa keeps staring out of the window. Waving her home goodbye. Meredith stares at her, with her rebels pink hair. I stare over to Vanessa who has tears in her eyes.

"Things will be okay." I touch her hand. "I promise they will."

In the state of Washington under a near constant cover of clouds and rain. There's the big town Seattle.

The town where me and my mum used to live. Before we moved to Boston.

My father's name is Thatcher Grey, he's the chief of police.

And is married to Susan Grey. I've heard they had a child. A brat named Lexie.

"So Meredith.." Thatcher stared at Meredith. He didn't quiet know what to say. "I see that you colored your hair. Pink, strange choice. I mean.."

"Yeah, I didn't like my hair." Meredith stared at him. "And my mother didn't want me to color it. So I did."

"And Vanessa, you kind of grew up a lot since I last saw you." He stared at her. "I mean.."

"The last time you saw her, was when Vanessa was still wearing diapers. " Meredith rolled her eyes.

I haven't seen him in a long time. I used to spent every summer here. But it's been years now.

Ever since Lexie turned 13, I guess.

The care stopped in front of a white hours, with a white picket fence. In the distance you could hear a dog bark. Typical her dad, Meredith stared at the house. Vanessa's head was right next to hers. Thatcher already made his way to the front door. Opening it.

"What are you guys waiting for." Meredith walked to the back of the car, willing to open the trunk.

"Come in first. Look at your room." Thatcher stared at both ladies "I'll bring your stuff up later."

The two girls followed Thatcher Grey to a big room. There were two big bed in it. The walls were painted blue, and the sheets were purple. Meredith didn't like purple, she liked black. Sometimes a bit grey. Vanessa on the other end was crazy about the color blue. Her previous room, was blue.

"We are sharing a room?" Meredith stared at her father. "We haven't shared a room ever since Nes was 5."

"It's that or share with Lexie." Thatcher replied "I believed you guys wouldn't mind."

"I don't have enough room for my art stuff." Vanessa replied "I like to paint, and stuff. And there's not enough room. To do that. Good."

"There's this small attic." Thatcher pointed to the stairs "You can put your stuff there, there's a small cough. You can paint there if you want to."

"Thanks." Vanessa sat down on the bed. Staring at the desk.

"It's a pretty good work lamp." Thatcher turned the lamp on. "And the person from the shop chose the bed stuff. You like purple right?"

"Not really." Meredith replied "I'm more of a black/grey kind of girl. But you didn' know that right."

After that he left the room. Meredith stared at Vanessa who was sitting on her bed.

"I have black sheets." Vanessa reacted "I bet they fit around those. If you want, you can have them. I don't care what I sleep under. I mean, I kind of like purple anyway. I'm a color person. You know that."

"Thanks Nes." Meredith stared at her.

"No problem." Vanessa stood up staring out of the window. "Sisters are suppose to stick together. Who is that guy Thatcher is talking to?"

"Oh." Meredith walked towards the window. "Oh that's Billy Dandridge, I remember him. He lives in the hills. Close to the other town. They go to school somewhere ells. They are outcast."

"Outcast?" Vanessa stared at her. "Why are they outcast?"

"I have no idea." Meredith replied "All I know is that they live in a trailer park. All by themselves."

"Let's go take a look." Vanessa walked out of the door. Meredith followed her sister pretty close. When they came outside the man stared up. Billy Dandridge, the man that lived in the trailer park. Vanessa couldn't bother but find him creepy.

"So.." Thatcher stared at the both girls walking down the stairs. "Meredith you remember Bill Dandridge, right?"

"Yes." Meredith nodded her head. "I do remember you.."

"And this.." He touched Vanessa's shoulder. " her mother's new daughter, Vanessa Grey."

"Glad that you are finely here. Thatch here hasn't been able to shut up about it, since he told me that you guys were coming." Billy smiled

"Don't exaggerate" Thatcher stared at his friend. "Or I'll roll you in the mud."

"Hey." The guy behind pink car walked closer. "I'm Finn."

Finn stared at me, then he stared a little more at her baby sister Vanessa. "We used to play with Barbie dolls. You know, how we played Super extreme Barbie."

"I remember." Meredith replied "Oh my god, it has been so long. I mean, you were 8 I was 7. I mean Nes wasn't even here."

"What do you think?" Thatcher pointed to the pink car. "I've bought it from Bill."

"It's pink." Meredith replied

"Yeah, but what do you think about the car?" Thatcher stared at her. "I bet your mum didn't give you a car."

"Yeah, dad." Meredith rolled her eyes. "But it's pink."

"Okay, Mer." Vanessa touched her hand. "I'm just going to take my bike, drive to town. Get some paint. And we can paint it grey or black. Whatever you want."

"Sure." Meredith stared at her father. "But dad, what were you thinking. A pink car, what did you think?"

"Your hair is pink." Thatcher pointed to her hair. "And Lexie like the car."

"Well, she obviously has no class what so ever." Vanessa replied "She probably has smiley posters on her door."

With that Meredith and Vanessa disappeared. Thatcher stared at Bill.

"Oh my god, they are just like that mother of them." Thatcher rolled his eyes, staring at the car. "Damn dark and twisty."

"I got the paint." Vanessa turned to Meredith, who was staring at the man next to them. Tall dark and handsome. He had a pale skin. But Vanessa didn't seem to notice any of it. "Mer?"

"What?" Meredith backed down a bit. Meredith turned her face to where the handsome guy had been standing, but he was gone. "Where did he go?"

"I have no idea." Vanessa replied "Let's just color the car. I don't want to arrive in a pink car. What the hell was he thinking?"

"You know my dad." Meredith replied "No taste what so ever."

"Meredith." Finn walked up to her and Vanessa "So you guys are shopping?"

"Yeah." Vanessa reacted "We are turning that damn pink herby. In more off a black care, that would look totally awesome."

"So you go to school at Seattle Grace High school?" Meredith asked "I mean you live in the trailer park right?"

"No, I go to Mercy West High school." Finn smiled "That's where all the outcast go. I mean that's what you call us right. Outcast."

"To bad." Meredith smiled at him. "It would be nice to have some other dark and twist person there."

"Be careful." Finn stared at her "I mean at Seattle Grace, they are pretty bright and shiny. Specially the cheerleaders. I men, don't join the squat. It's nothing like you to do."

"I'll remember your tip." Meredith smiled

Our first day at a new school.

It's March, the middle of the semester.

And it's still raining outside.

Vanessa and Meredith were together in the car. They were driving towards the school. Seattle Grace High school, Or Bright and Shiny central. Meredith didn't like it, and Vanessa probably didn't either. Vanessa and Meredith were in the same grade. Her mother insisted that the 1 year younger Vanessa would start high school at the same moment her sister did. So they would graduate together. Vanessa stared at the buildings, they were all white. And there were no trees what so ever. The school kind of looked dead.

"Meredith, it's looks weird around here." Vanessa replied

"It will be okay;" Meredith reacted "I hope."

Vanessa and Meredith got out of the black painted car. They slowly walked away from it.

"Nice car." a skater yelled "Are you gothic or something?"

Meredith rolled her eyes, and didn't pay attention to the guy that was very mean to her. Vanessa on the other hand, rolled her eyes. Meredith noticed that the guy saw it. And he didn't say any word. Meredith got her schedule out of her back bag.

"We have AP chemistry first." Meredith replied "And then English. Literature. And art class. I told you, no more art class. That's what mum told me."

"Hey, I like art." Vanessa replied "And we're only taking it one hour in the week. It's not like mum cares anyway."

"you are Meredith and Vanessa Grey right?" Rebecca Pope walked up to them. "I'm Rebecca Pope, the eyes and ears of the high school. Tour guide, someone to eat with."

"I think we're okay." Meredith replied "I mean I have Ness. We're more suffer in silence persons."

"That's like a great article for the paper." Rebecca got all excited "I'm on the paper. And you will make the front page."

Meredith took the girls jacket slowly pulling her closer to her. "If I read anything about me in your tiny little news paper. I'll make sure you won't be able to write for 2 weeks."

"Chilax." Rebecca pulled herself away from her. "If you don't want me to write anything. I won't. You don't' have to get all dark and twisty about it."

"I swear it." Meredith walked down the stair. "I hate gym class. I mean these shorts are white. They don't go with my hair. I mean I like black."

"I know that Mer."

Vanessa got in the gym. They were playing a game of volleyball. Vanessa punched the ball, causing it to fly away. To the other side of the room. Hitting a girl with black hair. Vanessa walked up to the girl. Vanessa walked over to her. "I'm so sorry." Vanessa stared at the girl. Recognizing it was Lexie. "Oh it's you."

"Nes." Lexie stared at her. Then she saw Meredith. "Mer."

"Meredith. Vanessa." Lexie yelled from the tables at the other side of the cafeteria. This was a new school, they never expected to move from Boston to the rainy Seattle. And now their stupid half sister was yelling at them.

"I swear if that girl does not stop scream, I'm going to." Meredith replied. Meredith had some anger going on. She had pieces pink hair . It looked cool, but she had to admit that she just wanted to be different. Not just form the other people. Meredith was a rebel, and that was a very simple thing. She was the girl guys would not be interested in.

"Will we sit with them;" Vanessa stared around. "I mean there's no room. And I don't want to sit with someone I don't know."

"Okay." Meredith rolled her eyes, while she sat at the table. There were 4 other people she didn't know. "Who are they?"

"I'm Cristina Yang." She shook her hand. "I don't like Lexie, but I don't want to be a loser sitting by herself. "

Cristina Yang was a 17 year old girl with black hair, a darker skin. And brownish black eyes. She looked like to much of outcast to be sitting by Lexie Grey, and that's why Meredith immediately wanted to talk to her.

"I'm Arizona Robbins." The blond girl stared at both of them. "And I'm head cheerleader. If you would like to join any of you."

Arizona Robbins had blue eyes, blond hair and pale skin. She looked like a cheerleader, to damn happy all the time.

"No." Meredith replied "The only thing I will be doing is burning your damn ponpons."

"I'm Alex Karev." The guy stood up staring to both girls. "And I don't shake hands. I also don't date any dark and twist girls. Sorry."

Alex Karev had short hair. And looked like he just stepped out of a catalogue. He was very handsome, but neither Vanessa or Meredith felt a urge to find out anything more about him.

"I'm Naomi Bennet." The girl with the black hair shook their hand. Meredith started feeling uneasy. She didn't quiet fit in in this group. Everyone had normal hair, and Vanessa seemed to fit it perfectly. She was talking to Arizona Robbins, and Christina Yang was staring at her annoyed.

"Why is your hair pink?" Cristina stared at her. "I mean you kind of look like a rebel."

"It's my way to be mad at everyone." Meredith reacted "I mean everyone has blond hair, brown hair. I just thought. Pink was perfect."

"My mum won't let me color my hair pink." Cristina reacted "I mean she says it's going to give me cancer."

"My mother doesn't care." Meredith replied "I mean she's in god knows where, with her lover and Vanessa's dad. They call in once in two months. And then she had the perfect idea to let us move in with my dad."

"Sounds good." Cristina rolled her eyes. "And who mind this woman be? I mean your mum. She sounds fun."

"Ellis Grey." Meredith rolled her eyes, staring at Vanessa who was still communicating with Arizona Robbins.

"Shit, your mother is Ellis Grey." Cristina stared at her. "I would kill to have Ellis Grey as a mother. Actually I would kill to be Ellis Grey. I want to be a doctor when I graduate."

"Join the club." Meredith replied "I mean me and my sister are going to Pre med after this year."

"Your sister doesn't look hard core enough to be a surgeon." Cristina replied "I read all about your mothers method. I mean it's totally awesome."

"Okay, I wasn't expecting this." Meredith stared at her.

Then a group handsome people walked in. There were six of them. Handsome, magical people, who would not be misunderstood for anyone else.

"Who are they?" Vanessa asked, while Meredith's eyes slipped to the guy with the perfect brown hair and blue eyes. One of the guys was the guy she seen in the shop.

"That are the foster children of the Shepherds." Arizona replied "They are not talking to any of us. I mean they are always together. Some of them think they are together. Together."

"As in a couple?" Vanessa stared at them.

First one to walk next to their table was a red head. She had green eyes, and her red hair was longer then her shoulders. It reached half way down her back. She was rather pale, just like the rest of them. "That's Addison Montgomery. She's totally sexy." Alex replied "She's not really in to any high school boys. She's totally not staring at any of us."

Then a tall man with brown hair walked by. He had an anatomy book under his arm. He got Vanessa's attention more. "That's George O'Malley. He's totally cute, and everyone wants to date him. But he doesn't seem interested." Arizona Robbins replied "He's total single. They call him McCutie around here."

Another girl walked by, she had a Spanish skin. Arizona seemed to be enchanted by the way she looked. She had black hair, and had brown eyes. "That's Calliope Torres." Lexie replied "They say that she's a lesbian. And they say that she and Addison have a thing going on. I mean they are always together. Like all the time. I personally thinks she's really weird. But…"

"That's just your opinion." Arizona reacted "I think she's very nice."

"You haven't even talked to her." Lexie replied "Arizona has a thing for Callie. Ever since she walked in to her and Addison making out. Really making out. I told you they were together. Dr. Shepherd is like this foster dad/ match maker. Or whatever."

"Who's that?" Vanessa pointed to the smaller girl with black hair and a dark skin color.

"That's Miranda Bailey." Naomi reacted "They call her the Nazi. I mean they say that she bullies the first grad children. She's not nice. When she speaks, it sounds like she's yelling. And she's so tiny."

Then a hot guy walked by. Dark hair, somewhere in between blond and brown. He had a very tuned muscles. And Lexie seemed to stare down his body. "That's Mark Sloan, we also call him McSteamy. He's a man whore. He sleeps around. I bet he's slept with every girl on the campus. Not to mention, Callie, Miranda and Addison. And Lexie has a thing for him."

"So he has not slept with everyone." Vanessa reacted.

And then Meredith's attention got drown away. By a guy with dark brown hair, a pale skin. And on of the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen. "Who's that?"

"Oh, that is the one and only Derek Shepherd." Arizona replied "He's totally gorgeous obviously. But he doesn't think anyone here is good enough for him. They call him McDreamy. That weird Rebecca girl tried to sleep with him. Didn't work. I bet he's just to picky. Don't try it Mer. He's not in to you anyway. He's not in to girls with pink hair."

"Why do they call him McDreamy?" Vanessa stared at Arizona;

"Wait for it." Lexie pointed at him. Derek turned around smiling. His smile was the most wonderful smile. She wanted to smile back. But she thought he wouldn't be able to see it. "That's why we call him McDreamy. But don't waist your time."

"I wasn't going to." Meredith stared around, seeing the perfect guy sitting there. She kept staring at him, getting the feeling that she was watching back at her.

"You like him." Vanessa walked next to Meredith. "I mean Derek Shepherd, you like him. Like him."

"Well, you like George O'Malley." Meredith replied "I can't believe we don't have biology together. I mean that's so stupid. I thought we had all classes together."

"No, just not biology." Vanessa walked away from her.

Meredith walked in the biology class all by herself. She stared at the teacher. Everyone was there already, and there was only one place left. Next to the handsome and cute McDreamy. Derek Shepherd. Meredith couldn't help but smile to herself. She slowly walked to that place. And sat down. Derek wasn't a perfect gentleman. Not like she imagined him to be. He was moving away from her, and it felt like he was also getting sick by her smell. Meredith smelt her hair. Lavender condition. Just like she always used. No way she was smelly in any way. But minutes after that, he had the same look on his face. Why the hell was that? She smelt her t-shirt. She couldn't see why he was acting the way he was. She kept staring at him. He was still dreamy, just he didn't smile. What was wrong with her? He really didn't like Dark and twisty girls. And not with pink hair.

Sometimes it looked like he was going to throw up all over her. And Meredith didn't like it. She didn't expect him to be this way. Meredith would like that Vanessa here. She would know what to do. Was she to dark and twisty? Did no one like her? Could no body see past her pink hair? And her mother? She would never get a boyfriend. She didn't believe Vanessa's words. Vanessa told her that she would find a boy, because some day someone would see how special she was. And that person was going to be worth it. She just hoped that it were Derek would be the one that was worth it. The bell rang , and Derek Shepherd got up. He walked away. Meredith stared at him. He was not going to be that guy. She was not good enough.

Meredith saw Vanessa standing against the door frame. She was smiling at her. But she didn't know what was going on with her.

"So how was biology?" Vanessa stared at Meredith

"I met Derek Shepherd." Meredith replied "He's my lab partner. He's also totally rude, and a very bad person. Still handsome. They better called him McAss, I mean he's totally dreamy."

"That bad." Vanessa and Meredith walked towards the desk. "I'm going to change biology class. See if I can take the same as you. "

"Isn't it possible to take another class." Vanessa heard Derek Shepherd ask "Physics? Chemistry?"

Meredith walked away. She didn't want to hear him say how she sucked. How she was not good enough for him. Her and her pink hair were not good enough for him. And then she decided that her and her pink hair would not talk to him anymore.

I planned to confront him. Demand to know what his problem was.

Why he didn't like me and my pink hair.

But he never showed up. And the next the another no show.

More days passed. Things were getting a little strange. And Usually I love weird stuff.

But not this time.

"Hey, I was wondering." Arizona walked closer to her. "Do you have a .."

"Hey, what's up, Mer." Naomi walked over to her. Shaking her head over her. "How do you like the rain? Get used to this. It's not the last you will see."

"Oh, nice going Naomi." Arizona laughed.

Meredith stared at the place where she was sitting. There he was McDreamy or the Dreamy Derek Shepherd. She had a smile on her face. She was going to ask him, why she was not good enough for him. Her and her pink hair. She sat down next to him. He had another attitude. And something had changed to his eyes. They were more golden brown instead of dark brown. How could his eye color change that fast. It wasn't possible.

"I'm sorry I didn't get to introduce myself last week." Derek stared at her. "I'm Derek Shepherd. You're Meredith Grey right?"

"Yes." Meredith stared at her. Her pink hair fell over her eyes. Maybe he did like her. He had the McDreamy smile, the McDreamy look. He was so handsome.

"There are union cells under your microscope." The teacher replied "I'm asking you to determine what face of mitoses it is. And put them in the right order."

Meredith placed the microscope in front of herself. She stared trough it.

"You were gone." Meredith still stared trough the microscope.

"I had to go away. For private reasons." Derek replied

"Pre phase."

"Can I take a look?" Derek took the microscope close to himself. Staring trough it. "You're right. It's pro phase."

"Like I said." Meredith rolled her eyes. "My mum is Ellis Grey you know."

"So do you enjoy the rain?" Derek asked with a smile on her face. "And the ferryboats?"

"Are you asking me about the weather and ferryboats?" Meredith smiled, slowly pushing her pink hair our of her face. So he would notice her blue eyes.

"I guess I am." Derek gave her his McDreamy smile.

'"I don't really like the rain." Meredith replied "I don't like any cold and wet weather…"

Derek slowly stared in her eyes. He took the microscope, sliding the next sample under it. Derek stared trough the microscope. "It's Ana phase."

"Can I check?" Meredith took the microscope. "Ana phase."

" I said." Derek replied "You know I know a doctor to."

"If you don't like the cold an the weather. Then why did you move to Seattle." Derek smiled at her.

"It's complicated" Meredith smiled

"I'm sure I can keep up." Derek smiled "You know I'm not that stupid. I'm actually kind of smart."

"My mum remarried." Meredith replied

"Oh and you don't like the guy." Derek smiled "I mean…"

"No, that's not it." Meredith replied "Richard is nice."

He stared trough the microscope. "It's meta phase. Do you want to check it?"

"No." Meredith smiled "I believe you."

They walked out of the room, at the end of the class. Slowly walking next to each other. Meredith noticed that Vanessa placer her fingers up. And that she had a light smile on her face. She waved at her, and she and Arizona hit in the other direction.

"Was that your sister?" Derek smiled at her. "I mean the blond one."

"Yes." Meredith replied "I mean the blond, not that sassy one. With the paint on her pants."

"Then why didn't you stay with your mum and Richard?" Derek stared in her eyes. "What's the problem?"

. "My mum is traveling around the world with her lover. And she couldn't take care of me and my sister Vanessa. So I had to move with my dad. And he lives here." Meredith replied "Not that complicated I guess."

"So your mum doesn't really want you there, hu?" Derek stared at her.

"My mother is not the woman to care about children." Meredith replied "She wanted a second chance. Until Nessa was there. And then she didn't want a second child anymore."

"I'm sorry." That was the last thing he said. " So now you're unhappy?"

Meredith didn't react, she just stared away. Derek stared in her eyes, but she tried to stare away.

"I'm just trying to figure you out." Derek tried to watch her again. "You are very difficult for me to understand."

"I have pink hair, angry and my mother hates me. I'm not that hard to understand." Meredith stared in her eyes. "Why did you get contacts?"

"I didn't." Derek stared at her.

"Yeah, your eyes they were very dark." Meredith replied "Now they are kind of gold brownish. I'm sure of it."

"That's the light." Derek replied "It happens. That class is really dark. This is my real eye color."

Then Derek Shepherd walked away. Meredith stood there, watching him walk away. What the hell was she thinking? Derek Shepherd was nice, he was a very romantic person. And she really liked him. She liked him so much. Meredith walked to the car, to find that her sister was not waiting for her. She slowly hung against the car. Listening to her Ipod. Some metal. She loved metal, that would not be that big of surprise. Pink haired girl loving metal. She stared at her black car. And once again she stared at the Shepherds. They were standing at the other side of the parking yard. She looked at her papers, then all of the sudden. She heard brakes. Coming closer, when she stared at the other side she could see a car come closer. She wanted to scream, but she was unable to. She wanted to do the normal thing. But she was dark and twisty, she didn't want to be heard.

Then I felt a hand on my stomach. Derek Shepherd was in front of me. Staring at me, trying to calm me down. With his other hand, he pushed the car away. Creating a dunk in the car. Derek stared at her, then he jumped over the car. Running to the others. Meredith didn't know what to do. How to react. She was lost. He save her life.

"Meredith." Vanessa walked over to Meredith. She saw how Derek walked over there, and stopped the car. She couldn't figure out how he did that. "Are you okay? Mer?"

"I'm so sorry." Arizona stared at her from the car. "I didn't mean.."

"What happened?" Thatcher Grey walked in the room. "Oh My god, Mer, you are okay. You are actually okay."

"I okay, dad." Meredith replied "It's okay, Arizona didn't know…"

"Meredith, you could have been killed." he sat down next to her. "And your mum didn't have the decency to call me back. Do you know that? Do you understand? Do you get that in your dark and twisty mind?"

"Yes, but I'm alive." Meredith replied

"Arizona can kiss her license goodbye." Thatcher replied "Where's you sister?"

"I heard that the chief's daughter was here." Dr. Carlisle Shepherd entered the room. "I got this."

The man looked around his 30's. He had dark hair, but a rather pale skin. That was what she saw, how was it possible that every person of the Shepherd family

"How the hell did you get there this fast?" Vanessa crossed her arms over her chest, staring at Derek Shepherd. "You were like walking this fast. And don't.."

"You are the little sister." Derek stared at her. "There's nothing to explain. I save her life. That's it."

"I'm not stupid." Vanessa stepped in front of him. "I know something is off with you. And Meredith is not asking question. But I am. If you are some kind of creep, I'll find out."

"I saved her." Derek replied walking away.

"what the hell?"

"Meredith." her father walked out of the door. He slowly stared at her. "I've got to sign something. Wait here, Mer."

"What was I suppose to do?" Derek was talking to the doctor and Miranda Bailey. "Let her die?"

"This is not just about you." Miranda replied "This is also about us. She's not one of us. That sister of her, she saw something. And she's not going to give up just like that. "

"Miranda.." Carlisle stared at them. Then they all saw Meredith staring at them. That was there cue to leave. Meredith

"Can I talk to you, Derek?" Meredith's eyes were on his. While he walked over to her.

"What?" Derek's eyes seemed to be so angry. Meredith would like to walk away.

"Ho…" Meredith paused. She stared once more in his eyes. "How did you get over there so fast?"

"I was standing next to you Mer." Derek replied

"No." Meredith rolled her eyes. "You were standing over at your car. It at the other side of the parking lot."

"No I was not." Derek smiled at her. Making her melt for his McDreamy smile.

"Yes you were." Meredith replied

"Mer, you hit your head. You're confused." Meredith stared at her. Maybe he was right, she was confused. Probably he was right next to her.

"I know what I saw." Meredith replied. Unsure if she was sure about what she saw. She started to believe Derek, about being confused. Maybe he was right there. Why did she care?

"What did you see?" Derek stared at her.

"I saw you, pushing the car away." Meredith replied "You ran with the speed of light to me. And then you pushed the car away."

"No body is going to believe you." Derek said with a frightening look on her face. "No body is going to believe the dark and twisty girl with pink hair."

"I was not going to tell anyone." Meredith replied "I would never tell anyone. I just want to know the truth."

"Can't you just thank me?" Derek stared in her eyes. "Why do you need an explanation?"

"Thank you." Meredith's eyes crossed hers.

"You are not going to let this go." Derek replied Meredith shook her head. "I'm going to have to disappoint you."

Derek Shepherd disappeared again. Leaving. She watched him walk away. And she knew that she felt something for this guy. She didn't want to say love, but she knew something. She was scared of him. But at the same time, she felt safe by his side. She knew that she was safe with him.

"Something is off with Derek." Meredith turned to Vanessa. "He told me, he was next to me. But I'm not sure anymore. Was he next to me?"

"I talked to him about that to." Vanessa replied "I saw him, he was standing at the one side of the parking lot. And then he was right by your side. Just like he moved with the speed of light."

"I thought so." Meredith got up. "He didn't want to explain. He didn't want to give me a simple reason. I mean something has to explain what happened."

"I'm sure." Vanessa switched of the lamp. "Good night Meredith."

Meredith placed her head on the cushion. When she felt like opening them again, she was in her room. Vanessa was gone. She didn't know why, and Derek was sitting on the edge of her bed. Watching her sleep. Meredith slowly hang closer to him. Catching her lips with hers. Moving him on the bed. A couple moments later she could feel his lips on her neck. On her skin. Kissing her. She felt great. Then her eyes flew open, seeing him. He was standing in front of her. She reached for her lamp. And when she switched it on. He was gone. She stared over to her sister, sat up in the bed. She could still feel Derek's presence, like he just left. And she could still feel the dream. The kiss. She could feel it. Her sister was next to her. Fast asleep.

And that was the first time I dream of Derek Shepherd.

"I need everybody's permission slips"

"So had like a sex dream of Derek Shepherd?" Vanessa stared at her. "And then you felt like he was in your room? Mer, I'm not sure about this guy. I don't know if you can trust him. I just say, stay away from him."

"And are you checking out George?" Vanessa rolled her eyes.

"He's not even giving me the time of day." Vanessa replied "I mean he's in my art class. He watches me. But I don't think I'm good enough for him. Something is off with him to. With all the Shepherd children"

"Tell me about it." Meredith replied

The Shepherd family walked towards the bus. They were getting on the other one, the other bus. The one that Vanessa and the others were not one. The other bus.

"Look at you." Arizona smile to her. "I'm so glad that you are alive."

"False alarm I guess." Meredith replied staring at Derek Shepherd who was staring at her. He was right behind Arizona Robbins, and he had lost his family members.

"Uhm." Arizona stared at her. "I wanted to ask you . It's like a month away. But.. Do you want to go to the prom?"

Arizona turned in a giggly head cheerleader who was in to her. Meredith only had eyes for Derek Shepherd. She was staring at him. "So what do you think?" Arizona stared at her.

"About what?" Meredith didn't even hear her.

"Do you want to go?" Arizona was more nervous "With me to the prom?"

"Oh," Meredith was embarrassed "Did I give you the idea that I was. God no, Uhm, you should try to ask Callie Torres. The one of the Shepherds. I heard she's in to you."

"Hey guys." The teacher yelled . He showed them to get in the bus. "History is healthy. Come on!"

"What makes me look gay?" Meredith stared at Vanessa "I mean she asked me to the prom. Isn't is weird? Head cheerleader. It's kind of revolutionary."

"Yeah." Vanessa stared at her. "It mind be the pink hair, and the dark and twisty thing. But you've been eying Derek Shepherd for like weeks now. I mean how could she not know. What did you say?"

"I told her to ask Calliope Torres." Meredith laughed "I told her she's in to that stuff."

"Mer!" Vanessa laughed "That's so bad. I mean that's kind of harsh."

"Why did Arizona ask you out?" Derek stared in her eyes.

"I'm going." Vanessa walked passed him. "Creep!"

"How did you know about that?." Meredith knew that he was standing behind her. But she wanted to ask him anyway.

"You didn't answer my question." Derek replied in a jealous tone.

'Jealous much?" Meredith stared at him. "Well you never answer any of mine. So I'm not answering yours. You always pretend that you don't know me. You never say hey to me. Am I to dark and twisty for you?"

"Hey" Derek gave her one of those nice smiles.

"Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?" Meredith stared in his eyes. And she didn't want to give it up.

"Yeah, I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common." Derek replied "I'm sure your mother will agree with me. "

"I don't know." Meredith replied "And my sister she's very out spoken. And in to your brother, George or whatever he is to you."

Meredith fell over something. And feeling that Derek was holding her. She didn't know what do to. It felt so great.

"Can you at east watch were you walk? Or do I have to save you again?" Derek seemed mad "I'm sorry, I'm being rude all the time. But it's really for the best."

Meredith walked away from him. He followed her outside.

"Mer." Meredith turned around facing Derek. "We shouldn't even be friends. "

"You really should have figured that out a little earlier." Meredith replied "Why didn't you just let the van crush me? I mean they wouldn't care if the dark and twisty girl with the pink hair was dead. You could have saved yourself all this regret. I mean, who would have cared anyway?"

"Do you think I regret?" Derek touched her face. "Do you think that I regret saving you?"

"I can see it." Meredith moved backwards. So Derek's hand wasn't touching her cheek anymore. "I just don't know why you would save me. If you.."

"You don't know anything." Derek watched her.

"Hey." Callie Torres walked next to Meredith Grey. "Are you going to be riding with us?"

"No our bus is full." He got on that damn bus. And there were tears in Meredith's eyes. He hurt her. He hurt her so bad, and he didn't even see it. He didn't even see how hard he hurt her. And she couldn't stare in his eyes.

"Your brother is a real ass." Vanessa punched George, and that was the first time. He stared at her. With the same eyes. But it was not the first time George O'Malley had noticed the delicate girl that was Vanessa Grey. She was everywhere. And he couldn't get her away. She was everywhere to him. And she hated him. Good going, George O'Malley. The girl hates you. "What the hells is wrong with you guys?"

"You'll find out soon enough." George whispered in her ear.

Meredith Grey caught herself staring at Derek Shepherd once more again. This silly little crush was impossible for her to stop. And the more he pushed her away. The more Meredith Grey wanted him. The more she wanted him to love her. Like she only wanted him, because it was so wrong. She wanted him, she wanted all of him. Her sister kept warning her. That something was wrong with him

"So la Push?" Cristina asked her "Please tell me, you are going. I can't be left alone with this people. I need you there."

"Okay." Meredith replied "But can I ask someone else?"

"Oh are you asking McDreamy?" Cristina smiled at her. "I mean are you the lucky girl that McDreamy is I to? I mean he looks a you a whole lot. Even more then he was going out with Addison. That thing didn't work out. I heard that she cheated on his with McSteamy! Totally true."

"You and McDreamy?" Alex rolled his eyes. "No way he's in to you pinky."

. She slowly walked to the counter, picking up an apple. The apple fell down, but it didn't land on the ground. In stead it landed in Derek Shepherd's hands. "Meredith."

"How.." Meredith stopped talking. "Thanks. You know you are weird right, with those mood swings of yours. You should consider some Prozac or something."

"I only said it were better if we weren't friends." Derek replied "I didn't say that I didn't want to be friends. I'm a good friend. "

"What does that mean?" Meredith rolled her eyes. "Don't talk in riddles, cause you seem to be very good at that."

"It means if you are smart, you would stay away from me."

"Well, I am smart." Meredith replied "But I'm a rebel, I like dangerous. Would you tell me the truth?"

"I won't. I'd rather hear your theories." Meredith's eyes were on his.

"I've considered genetic mutation and cancer." Meredith turned to her." Or a brain tumor."

'That's all science right?" Derek stared at her. "What if this is not exactly science. What if it's supernatural?"

"You mean like Wonder woman and witches." Meredith stared at her. "Is that what you mean?"

"Those are superheroes. Right? " Derek closed his eyes and stared at her. "What if I'm not the hero? What if I'm the bad guy?

"Derek." Meredith walked on. "That's crap. You are not the bad guy. You are a good guy. I know that, I can feel that. Maybe you're an ass. But you're not the bad guy. It's a mask, I can see it is to keep people away from you. And I know what it's like to keep people away. Look at me, I'm dark and twisty. But you are not a bad guy."

"Why don't we just hang out?" Meredith stared at her He gave her that cute smile once more again. "Everyone is going to the beach? Why don't we just go to La Push together? I mean we can be dark and twisty together. Sabotage the bright and shiny children, by not having any fun."

"I don't know." Derek replied

"Is there something wrong with that beach?" Meredith gave him a little smile.

"It's just a little crowded." Derek replied

Meredith walked away, not sure if prince charming was going to show up. She was thinking about what Derek said. Supernatural things. But she didn't think about it to long. Supernatural things, didn't exist. And she would not waist her time about it. That was not her. And she stopped thinking. She stopped. Hoping Derek would show up.