I heard the glass break and looked in the kitchen . He dropped the cup of tea, which I forced him to drink…
"Soubi! What the hell are you doing?!"
He looked at me with blank, emotionless face. This look…it was slowly killing me. I wanted him to cry, to get angry, to say perverted jokes again. I wanted him to be alive… I moped the floor.
"You should go to bed ...it`s late"
He stood up silently and went to the bedroom. It has been a month already, since Seimei died. I wished for this to happen for so many times…but now I wish he was alive. I hoped that at last Soubi will be free, but instead he became a living corpse.. Seimei took his soul with him.
"Soubi..."
There was no reply. I went to the bedroom . He was laying still dressed in his cloths, staring at the ceiling. I laied next to him and hugged him. As always Soubi buried his face in my chest. I wanted him to say even one word so much... I looked at the clock…it was so late already. I had to go to university tomorrow. I was afraid of leaving him here alone, I knew he wouldn`t eat anything if I didin`t` force him.…After some minutes I felt the warm wetness on my chest and gasped..
"Soubi?…."
He said nothing, only trembled a bit. I stroked his hair and hugged him tighter… it was so strange..suddenly I realized that I was happy… glad that at last he could cry…. I closed my eyes and tears rolled down my chicks silently
_Two years later_
I watch as small boy runs to him panting. Soubi hugs him an then they talk…he`s smiling… The secret beautiful smile I`ve never seen before . The small boy gives him some photoghraphs… Soubi has so many of them already. I even stole one for myself where Soubi is smiling with that special heartwarming smile. I watch them walk away and feel jealous, but glad… I realize that it doesn`t matter with whom… I want Soubi to be happy
umm....reviews would be nice... (I feel sorry for Kio now... depressed myself T__T)