A/N: My first attempt at a BareFic songfic. And the first and only so far (that I've seen) focused on the Matt/Ivy relationship. Yay! I think I might make two cuz I can't decide on a couple to write it about… lol.
Matt stood outside of the main dorms for St. Cecilia's, looking up at Ivy's window.
Waiting here underneath your window
Hoping for some kind of sign
"Why won't she just talk to me? Even acknowledge what I'm doing for her? For her attention? Can she be more cold?" He whispered to himself in the deserted courtyard.
Every move, every tiny gesture
Only proves you're not mine.
I could write you a thousand love songs
Search the world for the perfect tune and rhyme
But what good would it do
When it seems I'm out of time
"Why does she pine for Jason so much? He's just a boy… the only one who will never say yes to her. Why does she choose to pursue the impossible?" Matt continued under his breath, looking to the ground and letting the light tears flow silently.
If I told you
All the words I've yet to say
Would they matter
Or would you simply turn and walk away
If I hold you
Will you tell me I should go
Do I chance it
Or would it just be better not to know
Ivy stood in her room. Nadia was out with the band geeks, playing her big violin. But hey, a big violin just makes the rest of her look proportional, right?
She stared into the mirror, looking at her standard plaid uniform skirt and top. With a sigh she tied up her top so it stopped just under her chest and fully exposed her stomach.
Who's that girl with the perfect future
Her reflection says it all
Trying hard to pretend she's eager
Searching for some way to stall
She looked at her reflection, not really focusing on anything. 'What am I doing after school? What am I doing tomorrow? Who am I doing tomorrow?'
So unsure of the road she's chosen
Faced with feelings her heart should not allow
One thing's certain, it seems
That she just can't turn back now
If she can, tell her how
'Why does Jason keep rejecting me? All I've ever done was be a bit overly friendly? Why won't he give in? I want him… I need him. All I ever wanted is there when I'm near him! I sit on his lap just so he'll put his arms around my waist. Just so he'll touch me. Doesn't he feel it too? Why doesn't he feel it too?' Ivy's eyes glazed over as she thought about it, hardly noticing that her tears were on free fall.
If I told you
All the words I've yet to say
Would they matter
Or would you simply turn and walk away
If I hold you
Will you tell me I should go
Do I chance it
Or would it just be better not to know
Would it just be better...
Not to know?
Not to know!
A/N: How was that? I tried. Tell me, please! I love my reviewers… lol. I'm pretty sure a J/P one is in need soon, so watch for it!