The Right Kind Of Wrong
By: Grey Wolf
Disclaimer: I do not own Tai, Matt or the Digimon. They are not mine, really. I wish they was so that they could be my slaves and serve me but their not and I have no slaves L I don't own the song either
Note: My first Digimon fic!!! Yea! Okay I have a very unhealthy Matt obsession at the moment and have always had a yaoi/slash obsession and admit it, the song is very suggestive with that for a title.
Dedicated to: Squall, first and for most for reading my fics, and to everyone and anyone that has ever read my work and liked it. This is my 51!! And since this is my 51 fic it's gonna be naughty, I know I already one with Reno and Vincent but this one is my 51. =^-^= Okay this might get confusing because it is part 3rd person part Matt's POV so please read carefully.
The Digital world had been saved once again, this time by my brother TK and his friends. The evil had been destroyed and the two worlds could live in harmony forever. Why then if all this is true do I still feel this emptiness, this loneliness in my heart?
It is like the darkness that once tried to claim me. Back then Gabomon was able to save me, but now? This was a different kind of pain. Well not a pain exactly; no more of a longing, like I was missing the one thing that could make me complete. The only person that could fill me, understand me; that could make everything alright. The wrong person, the last one that would ever love me in that way.
Tai.
I know
all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm with you, ah
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
My eyes find his form where he sits in front of me in the class and I can't stop the smile from forming on my lips or the warm feeling creeping up inside. Tai. The name in itself was loveable without the person who carries it there to stroke the flames of love I feel for him.
It's not that I don't like girls or anything, before any of you think that and I know Sora likes me, but it's not the same. It can never be the same. When I'm with a girl, I have to be the protector, the one giving comfort, love. If I was with Tai I could be protected for once; from the world and form myself. I don't just want him, I need him and I need him to need me too. Oh this is to confusing!
It
might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
'Cause all that will make me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
The bell rings, announcing the end of the school day and Matt gets out of his chair and walks to the door; he passes Tai's desk with just a glance at the boy to satisfy himself. A hand on his shoulder stops him and he turns around to find himself face to face with Tai.
"Hey buddy." Tai greets him friendly and smiles
"Hey." Matt replies and his eyes find the floor, not to look into Tai's deep brown eyes or his beautiful, kissable lips. Tai of course took this as a sign that something was wrong.
"Matt is something wrong? You wanna talk about it?" At this Matt muttered that nothing was wrong and that he had to get home. His plan to get away from Tai for fear of saying something that could hurt him didn't work because Tai decided to walk our poor Matt home.
They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
He is walking close to me; so close I can smell his shampoo, what a wonderful sent; I wish I could burry my face in his wild and wonderfully soft hair and smell it forever, I wish I could loose myself in that smell.
Oh how perfect this all could have been if he was like me. Tai walking with me, walking home with me, Tai going home with me, Tai lying on my bed looking up at me… Oh what a dirty mind I have, but a lovely though at the same time.
Man if I don't get away from him soon I'll need a long cold shower and the way I'm thinking at the moment he'll have to take that shower with me.
I seek a
look at him, his wonderful body and face. His eyes meet mine as I check him out
and I feel the blush push up into my face. I look him in the eye and I know he
knows I was checking him out! Oh my god he knows I like him! My knees feel weak
but I have to get away, I can't bear it that he knows.
I
should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah
Matt turns to walk away but Tai grabs hold of his shoulder and spin him back and their eyes meet again. A spark of desire jumps between them; Matt looks at Tai with a face full of surprise and Tai nods.
"Why did you never tell me?" Matt whispers as he takes Tai's face in his hands. He had to feel if Tai was real or if he had been dreaming. He hadn't
"I, I was scared, I didn't know…" But Tai didn't get to stumble over his words any further for Matt's lips closed over his own.
I know
all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm with you, ah
Their kiss was interrupted by a woman's voice. "OH MY!" she cried as she came around the corner. They pull apart and look at her. She only stomps of muttering angrily about 'fags'.
"Homophobic!!" Tai yells after her and Matt giggles, his dark mood lifted. Tai turns back to him and Matt shakes his head. Tai Smiles at him.
"She did have a point, unless you like being watched." Tai says and causes Matt to laugh harder. Tai smiles in satisfaction and pulls Matt close.
"Your room or mine?" He whispers in Matt's ear.
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Hey-yeah
Lovin you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
They fall into the Apartment Matt shares with his father, their lips locked and their limbs entwined. Tai stumbles backwards and almost trips but Matt picks up the shorter boy (a/n: yeah I know you guys hate it when I put A/n in the middle of fics but I'm not sure if Tai is shorter, sorry if he is taller) and Tai wraps his legs around Matt's thighs.
Matt carries Tai to his room and lies him down on his bed, savouring the sight of Tai on his back on his bed and the fact that Tai needed him…
"Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong" I mutter to myself as I lean over him to claim his lips with mine.
Someone up there loves me and made my wish a reality and who ever it is I thank them for giving Tai to me; I really needed someone to touch me and tell me how beautiful I am to them and I know Tai will do just that. He needs to tell me that just as much as I need to hear it.
As his lips move down to my shoulder I loose all thought and all there is, is the love…
The End?
No it's only the beginning but they need their privatise…
