I've always known pain.
but it has never been this intense,
this horrifying.
I wanted to be like you.
I begged and pleaded.
I seduced, and I cried.
You told me it would last three days.
The pain would be unbearable.
and you promised me you would never hurt me.
I just had a screw that kind of attitude.
now I wonder if it was all worth it.
The pain is slowly taking over my being.
The darkness takes over my sight.
And against all I've thought
I know you holding me
will make it all alright.