This is a song fic to christina aguilera's hurt. It's about Al missing Sarah.
This is set during episode 6 when Al risks his life to test the vaccine
A/N This won't make sense if you haven't seen S2 Ep 6 of this show.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
Al lay there in the lab. He was on the point of death. He thought about Sarah. Seemed like yesterday when he had seen her last. If only he had realised how much he loved her sooner.
I would hold you in my arms,
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
He would hold her in his arms. He would forgive her for everything bad she had ever done.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
He wanted to hear her voice so much. He wanted her right next to him willing him on to survive. But she wasent there.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
He felt so bad for the last time he saw her. He knew how it hurt when they last talked to each other. The torture in Sarah's eyes. She hated putting him though it.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
Sometimes he just wanted to run away and hide. He rembered the last time he saw her. He wanted to run to her to be with her. He missed her so much. Everyday she was gone he felt broken inside.
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
The hardest thing was saying goodbye to her. He wanted her to survive more than anything.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Would she had tried to stop him, he wondered. Would she have made him stop? Yes he realised. She would have stopped him.
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
Would she be proud of him? Would she be proud of him risking his life? Was she looking down on him right now?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
There was nothing he wouldn't do to see her looking at him. Nothing he wouldn't do to have one more chance to see her again.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
He was hurting was hurting everyone. Anya had told him he was grieving and he was. That's why he did it.
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
If he has just one more day with her he would tell her how much he was missing her. How much he had missed her since she had been away.
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
What he was doing was so dangerous. Najid had been so angry with him when he volunteered. But he had nothing to loose, not anymore.
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
He was sorry for everything. For hurting himself, Najid but mostly Sarah. He would always love her.