Hi there welcome too my very first fanfiction :)

Its all about Nudge here because there just aren't enough about her

I own nothing here all the characters are property of the author.

Please enjoy it and review, don't be tooo harsh I am a newbie and also I am sorry its short.

Giggles, Nudge was getting so tired of Ella and all her giggling. Ever since they arrived at the Martinez summer house to spend time with Max's mom Dr Martinez all nudge saw, heard and thought about was Ella and Iggy and how they were all over each other. Nudge watched as casual flirting grew into dating over a few weeks in that beach house, every giggle and every kiss felt like a punch in the stomach. What made matters worse is everyone else was so happy for Iggy and Ella that Nudge's pain went mostly un-noticed. Hence why she was sat on the roof on her own whilst everyone else was inside watching a movie

Nudge P.O.V

'Why does it have to be her? Why isn't it me? What does she have that I haven't? Or is it what she doesn't have?'

These have been my thoughts for the last three and a half weeks, why did Iggy choose her? Why doesn't he see how much I love him? My conclusions have all been equally depressing and boil down to one fact, beautiful lovely Ella is 100% human and I am a 98% human 2% avian hybrid, Iggy will never love me because I am a freak. Depressing thoughts right? You try spending at least 12 hours a day watching the person you have loved since you were a little girl growing up in a dog crate in a mad since lab thing fall in love with someone so opposite of you. Ella is lovely, quiet, wingless and PERFECT. I hate her for taking him away, he never even notices me anymore, I have lost the love of my life and my best friend in one swoop. Maybe I should be more like Ella then Iggy would love me, I wish I could get rid of my wings so I could be normal for him. My beloved soft cappuccino coloured wings, the one thing I loved the most about myself and the one thing I have always hated. I would give it all up for him in a second, less than a second.

Normal P.O.V

Loud laughter and giggles broke Nudge out of her deep thoughts. She sighed and looked out at the ocean seeing Iggy and Ella walking hand in hand down the beach, he leaned in too kiss Ella and Nudge tried to stifle her sob. She didn't waste her time flying down off the roof and running to her bed room even though she knew Iggy heard her. She pressed her back against the bedroom door and broke down sobbing.

She hated herself for acting this way, Iggy knew something was up and so did everyone else she avoided angel because she didn't want her probing her thoughts, she avoided Max because Mom's can always tell when something is wrong and she avoided Iggy because every single time he asked her what was bothering her and looked at her with his beautiful milky blue eyes she felt another stab of searing guilt for hating the fact that he was so happy.

Nudge staggered down the hall hiding her red eyes behind her bangs to the bathroom. She locked the door and turned the shower on within seconds steam flooded the room fogging the mirror. This is the way Nudge liked it so she was truly alone not even her own reflection could bother her; no one could judge her when she was here. Safe in her world of steam Nudge crawled underneath the stream of water and stayed there until all the hot water was gone and she was shivering. She crawled back into her bedroom into the safe embrace of her bed.

"How could he ever love a freak like me?" Nudge whimpered just before she fell into a restless exhausted sleep.

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