I don't know what I'm even waiting for,
He'll never look at me the way he looks at her. . .
Lily's POV
He's so adorable, the big brown curly hair and eyes you could just melt in. Too bad he's already in love with Miley. . .
Nick and Miley have been going out for 2 months now. It kills me to watch them together. Of course I've had a crush before, but never like this. This was no crush, its love, I'm sure of it. It's so hard to admit my feelings, but I know eventually the truth will come out. It was nine o'clock at night. I got a call from Miley:
"Hello?"
"Hey Lily" I heard Miley sniffling quitley
"Oh my God what's wrong!?"
". . ." she didn't answer, a minute of silence.
I heard a sniffle and a deep breathe, she responded:
"It's Nick. He dumped me."
"Oh no. . ." I know its wrong, but I began to realize I may finally have a shot with him
Miley continued:
"You know what Lily its ok, I was having second thoughts about him anyway. The only reason I'm crying is because it was over the phone. Couldn't he have at least told me in person?!"
"Yeah that was really wrong of him. Curse his big curly hair and his. . ."
"I know you like him Lily, don't try to hide it"
My eyes widened. How did she know? I had to make sure she wouldn't tell
"What are you talking about? I do not like him"
"Oh yes you do"
"Oh yeah prove it"
"Ok well first the way you act around him just makes it obvious and second… I sorta read it in your diary"
"Miley!!"
"Well I've been suspicious lately. You seemed to always be uncomfortable when you were around me and nick. I'd rather you have him, I know he'll take care of you"
"Yeah sure, he does not like me back"
"Well I have to go, my dads yelling at me"
"Coming dad!" She shouted covering the phones microphone
"Ok I'll talk to you tomorrow"
"And don't be so negative! You never know what's going on underneath that big curly hair"
"Ok ok, bye Miles"
"Bye Lily"
I changed into my pajamas and sat on my bed. After a while I went over to my windowsill.
I started thinking about what would happen if nick did like me back. . .
Well why do I even like nick? He just dumped a girl over the phone, my best friend! He's so shallow for that. But I realized how sometimes he can be so sweet, even sensitive. And when he sings all those songs, it's like he's glowing. That beautiful smile, those dark eyes, and that hair…..
Ok this little thinking session is not helping. I can't focus on Nick.
I'll telling myself:
"I don't love Nick, he's a big jerk."
Even though it's not exactly true, it's the only chance I have left of sleep peacefully tonight.
"I don't love Nick, he's a big jerk."
"I don't love Nick, he's a big jerk."
"I don't love Nick, he's a big jerk."
"I don't love Nick Jonas"
Nick Jonas, the name ringed in my head. I couldn't get his face out of my mind.
As I lay down, trying to repeat my sentence about nick, I started thinking more and more about him. I began to vision us together, me in his arms.
With that thought in my mind. . .I fell right asleep.