For those who are reading my other story Why Are You back? I'm still going to continue that story but I just thought of this when I was bored. So here it is.
Summary: Dimitri always loved Rose and always wanted to protect her but he made a huge mistake by saying "Love fades mine has." She ran away right after that and became a famous model in the human world. Now she has to go back. Will she ever forgive him after the pain he gave her? What happens when she meets her cousin? Who is she and why does Rose hate her?
Disclaimer: I Do Not Own VA
It's been months since I left Court. Even if I left Court I still hear what he says. Love fades mine has. Sighing I got ready for my shoot, since I've left Court I became a famous model and I've been on many magazines and interviews that I bet every moroi in court has seen. Just then my phone rang I looked at the caller I.D and saw it was Zmey.
"Hey, Zmey is everything alright?" Eve though he and Adrian has been helping me. They rarely call.
"Everything is alright Kiz. I just need you to come back here at Court." No! I can't, I can't come back. I'll have to face him again.
"No! You know why I left and that's the same reason I can't come back." I heard him sigh on the other line.
"I'm sorry Kiz but you have no choice there's a car waiting for you there right now. Your shoot was also canceled because of your 'vacation'." Uh great now I really have to go back at court but I doubt that they'll still remember me I mean I've changed a lot.
Right now I was wearing a black tank top that had rebel written on it in white, white skinny jeans and black flats. I took my bag and cellphone then left. Zmey was right there was a car waiting for me. I went in just as my phone went off again. I looked at the caller I.D and saw it was Julia. Julia is my manager/friend she's an ex alchemist, she ran away when they were about to give her the golden lily.
"Hey Julia!" I said answering the phone.
"Rose! I'm going to the Royal Court with you." At least I have someone to talk to while I'm there. Even if I'll see Lissa I still can't see her without seeing him.
"Thanks Julia you're the best."
"No problem Rose." She said. I heard her say something's to her driver probably giving him directions. When she was finished we kept talking about random things and preparing myself to see him. When we arrived at court (Since her car was trailing behind us) we hang up. I took my bags and exited the car.
"Rose you ready?" Asked Julia. I nodded and we both went inside and I actually missed Court even if it has bad memories it had good ones too. We headed to Abe's house once we were inside I saw Zmey sitting on the sofa with Janine. Just then somebody hugged me.
"Rose!" The person squealed, I finally noticed it was Lissa.
"Hey Liss I'm glad to see you too but I can't breathe right now." She pulled away and smiled at me.
"Sorry I didn't mean to hurt you." She noticed Julia and looked confused. "Hello my name is Lissa and who are you?"
"My name's Julia and I'm Rose's manager/friend." Lissa still looked confused of why I brought a human I even felt it through the bond.
"You're a human?" She asked Julia looked uncomfortable she always is whenever moroi/dhampir asks her that. She feels guilty that her father got a stroke when she ran away. I've been helping her forgive herself but I guess she still thinks it's her fault just like when I got back from Spokane. Lissa was still waiting for her answer so I answered for her.
"She's an ex alchemist. She ran away when they were about to give her the golden lily but Liss please when pyro or anyone asks don't let them ask her about it. She feels guilty that when she ran away because her father got a stroke and she keeps on blaming herself. Just like Spokane." I never told Julia about Spokane so she looked confused.
"Spokane? Isn't that the place there was strigoi years ago?" She heard about the strigoi but not about five teenagers held prisoner.
"Yeah, it was. We got held captive there and my friend M…. Mason he died while he was saving me." Julia nodded understanding everything.
"You didn't have to explain." I just shrugged. Just then pyro arrived with Dimitri. Dimitri was still the same. I then noticed he was with a girl I suddenly became jealous. I thought he said he can never love anyone again. I guess I'm wrong, I guess he moved on, I guess he has forgotten what we had in a matter of months.
"Look Rosie's back." Said Christian I just came back and he's already annoying me great.
"Shut it Pyro." I said glaring at him. He just smirked at me and I saw sympathy in his eyes too. He knew, Lissa must've told him.
"Hello Rose." Said Dimitri, the girl with him glared at me. I noticed she was a moroi. Dimitri must've noticed because he started introducing her. "Rose this is Alexandra." Maybe they're just friends I mean he was just friends with Tasha and she was a moroi. Right? "My girlfriend." Or not, Alex looked smug. I so wanted to punch her in the face right now.
"She's also your cousin." I heard Abe say. I spun around and looked at him. Is he kidding me? She cannot be my sister.
"What!" I yelled glaring at him. This cannot happen. "I'm sorry Rose but it's true she's your cousin." This can so not happen. I looked at Alex she had brown wavy hair and blue eyes.
"Dear cousin are you jealous?" She said smiling at me I just glared at her and snorted. Me jealous? No way.
"No. Why would I be jealous of a typical moroi when I'm a very famous model in the human world and I bet people here have seen me in interviews and magazines. Oh and at least I'm respected by Vika, Sonya, Karolina, Olena and Yeva." Me and Viktoria have been talking 24/7 and she told me about her hating someone and I guess it's her.
"You're lying. Dimitri's family loves me and I'm respected by them. I bet you haven't even met them and you're just jealous that I'm dating Dimitri!" She yelled at me I just laughed and took out my phone I dialed Vika's number and put it on loudspeaker. She answered at the second ring.
"Hello? Roza is that you?" Alex looked shocked that Vika knows me.
"Yeah. Vika that girl you guys hated did her name happen to be Alexandra? And did she so happen to be Dimitri's girlfriend." Alex looked offended I just smiled and mouth 'take that bitch'.
"Yeah it's a good thing she left or I might've kicked her out. Yeva even slapped her when Dimka brought her here you should've seen it Roza. Oh and when I gave her Russian vodka she accused me of trying to murder her and before I gave it to her I warned her that it was strong. You were much better for Dimka, Roza he made a horrible mistake of breaking your heart."
"I know Vika, I know." I said my voice trembling. "Sorry Vika but I have to go."
"It's ok Roza. I shouldn't of mention him." I hanged up after she said that. I looked at Zmey.
"My rooms still the same right?" I asked him when he nodded I ran up the stairs to my room, I locked the door behind me and I broke down. I heard Julia and Lissa knock and yell for me to open the door I just sat on the floor staring at nothing. I didn't know I fell asleep when my neck felt sore, I sat up straight and still hear Julia and Lissa knock on the door yelling for me to open it.
I went into the bathroom that was inside my room. I took a shower and changed to a blue and white striped shirt, blue jeans and blue flats. I put a little mascara and lip gloss. I also put my hair in a ponytail. I left my room and saw Julia and Lissa passed out on the floor. I headed downstairs and saw there was food there already. So I sat down and ate my pancake.
"Kiz what's with the long face?" Asked Zmey I just ignored him and just ate my pancake when I was finished Alex went down and her hair looked like a mess. Didn't she brush her hair?
"You know people brush their hair when it's messy. I guess you don't know how." I said pointing at what she called her hair. Just then Dimitri went down and looked at us. Alex smiled smugly at me.
"Dimitri, Rose's insulting me." I rolled my eyes. Typical moroi she can't even stick up by herself.
Dimitri POV
I went down the stairs and saw Roza talking to Alex. I hope they're not fighting again I don't want to see my Roza being sad.
"Dimitri, Rose's insulting me." I heard Alex say. I saw Roza roll her eyes at her cousin. I just ignored her and continued looking at my Roza.
"Rose you ok?" She glared at me but in her eyes I saw pain, anger, jealousy and love. She still loved me all I need to do is earn her love and trust back. That might be hard but I'll do anything for my Roza.
"Why the hell do you care? You don't need to know if I'm ok or if I'm even alive, you already stopped caring months ago in the church."
"Roz-"
"Stop Dimitri! Ok I'm sick of it, Zmey sent me here for nothing and I had to cancel all my shoots and interviews so shut the hell up!" She yelled at me. I nodded and went to the living room I took the magazine I've been hiding. Roza was on the cover of it and she looked the same when she was still in the academy.
"Dimitri what's that?" I heard Alex say. "Is that Rose on the cover?" She took the magazine and glared at it.
"She looks hideous." I knew she was lying because Roza looked beautiful with everything she wears, Even If her hair looked like a birds nest not like Alex.
"Well I guess you'll need to read the fashion section their and maybe fix your hair." I said leaving her in the living room. I headed inside the guest room Zmey let me sleep in. I need to win Roza back; I can't stand being away from her. I know I have a girlfriend but I never did love her.
Alex POV
I can't believe Dimitri just said that to me. I mean he never says anything like that to me and it's all Rose's fault she's the worst cousin ever. I approached Rose and glared at her.
"So he told you to fix your hair?" She asked. Uh can't she ever leave me alone?
"Yes! He wouldn't have said that if you weren't here. He would've said that I looked lovely and kissed me but no he just had to look at your picture in the stupid magazine!" Rose looked smug. Uh bitch she's just a fucking bloodwhore with nothing to do.
"Well I guess you really need to read the fashion section of the magazine cousin." She said walking away. I went to Zmey.
"Uncle I don't look that bad, right?" He looked at me and seemed thoughtful. Did I really look that bad?
"You should go to Rose and fix yourself." I'm taking that as a no.
Rose POV
I went to the Royal Courts Park and just sat at the bench thinking everything, the church and seeing him again. I didn't notice anyone sit next to me until I heard the person's voice.
"Little Dhampir." I heard Adrian say. I managed to smile at him. "I guess you met Alexandra."
"No duh, she's a nightmare!" Adrian chuckled.
"It's a good thing she doesn't flirt with you." She flirts with Adrian? I thought she was Dimitri this is so going to be a good thing to spread. "Before she met Dimitri." Or not, I nodded and headed back to the house and saw everyone waiting for me in the living room.
"Rosie's going to sing for us." Great, just great sighing I took my guitar and began strumming it.
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying
through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn so bright just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue, like I'd never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
I couldn't think of losing Dimitri at first it was like losing another part of my heart, losing another part of my soul.
But loving him was red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in Regretting him was like Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Losing him was blue, like I'd never known And that's why he's spinning around in my head Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Loving him was red
front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old
favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing
there's no right answer
wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
Losing him was blue, like I'd never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red, oh red, burning red
Tell myself it's time now gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head
in burning red
Burning, it was red
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red, yeah yeah red, burning red
Comes back to me in burning red
It hurts me that I'm the reason she was hurting. If only I could change the pas then maybe she wasn't going to be like this.
"It was wonderful Roza." I said and I felt Alex slap me.
"Um you have a girlfriend right here." Alex said pointing to herself. "Thought you forgot because you were drooling over someone as disgusting as that." Now she was pointing at Roza. I glared at her she has no right to call Roza that.
"If you're so jealous of Rose and how sexy she looks then maybe you should die in a hole." I said to her, I felt Roza's heated stare at me. Alex was in tears but I didn't care.
"What! So know your protecting that bloodwhore she is nowhere near as cute as me. Nobody can and how will I be jealous when she's just a bloodwhore! She left her charge for what? Living in the human world and being a famous model! That's useless strigoi attacks are increasing and she just leaves!"
"She did that because of me. She was hurting, she needed time to cool off." Alex just glared at me and stormed off. I looked at Roza.
"You didn't have to do that. She is your girlfriend." Roza said. I shook my head.
I'll do anything for you Roza." I saw love in her eyes but it was suddenly replaced by pain and anger.
"No! I know you won't you already have a girlfriend when you said you couldn't love anyone anymore! I guess I wasn't enough, I guess you never did love me. Love doesn't just go away even if you used to be an undead vampire, love will always be their but no you let go of what used to be us and moved on!" She yelled at me. I guess I deserve it.
"Roza please I can't stand seeing you hurt just for once liste-"
"Why? So you can say you don't love me anymore! I get it okay, I get it." She yelled again and stormed away.
"It won't be easy to win her back Dimitri but were all her to help you." Said Lissa, everyone nodded in agreement. I thanked them and went back in my room.
Alex POV
She ruined everything. Why did she have to come back? Uh I hate he why did dad ever send me here. Why does she have to be my cousin? So many questions left unanswered but maybe I can make her go away by taking away everything she ever loved. Rose Hathaway is going down.
Lissa POV
I was arranging things to do with Abe and Janine. We were planning on going to a karaoke place near here and picked 'the log cabin'. Rose is going to love it.
"So Lissa are you sure we can get them together before Rose leaves?" Asked Janine. Rose will only be here for two months and at the way she was yelling at Dimitri it's going to take a lot of time and a lot of planning but we can do it.
"Yeah, even if Rose is yelling at him like that deep down she still loves him, she always has it never changed all we need to do is break him and Alex up and I guess it will be hard for Alex that is." I just hope it is.
Rose POV
Does he really love me? Does he really want me back or is he going to use my again? My thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on the door.
"Come in!" I yelled and saw Julia come in.
"Rose. I think Dimitri is right maybe he doesn't want to hurt you anymore and really love you." Said Julia sitting down next to me on the floor.
"You know what he said and he lied when he said he can't love anyone anymore."
"Rose. The love you and Dimitri have is what everyone wants to have. It's rare rose, it's special you need to take care of it. I know your hurt and your angry but hear him out Rose. Being stubborn won't help, you need to open up your heart again and let him in. love is a fight but it's one worth it Rose."
"If he even loves me." Julia sighed and I heard her mutter 'this is going to take a while' or something like that.
"I'll let you think about it Rose." Then she left. I need to know more; I need to know more about Alexandra. From all the jealous radiating from us whenever were near each other I didn't get a chance to know her true intentions. Well I think all she wants to do is to make sure Dimitri doesn't fall for me.
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