„Captain, my office!"
She was pissed, Sharon can see it in her eyes. Fuck.
She followed her into the office of the blonde and Brenda closed the door and the blinds so that no one can disturb them.
"What can I do for you, Chief?" Sharon asked calmly.
"You know what you can do for me Captain! Explain to me what you told Chief Pope!"
"I did what?" Sharon asked.
" Oh don't play dumb Sharon. Will Pope told me you said to him that you are sick and tired of me and you don't want to do this investigation any longer because you think I am a selfish bitch, quote end"
"WHAT?! I never said so! Brenda believe me.."
"No Sharon, I can't believe you anymore. I trust Will…"
" Oh please. He wants your head so he can be the next Chief of Police. Brenda trust me, I would never say so. We're friends!" Sharon had tears in her eyes. Actually they're not friends for her, Sharon fell for Brenda at the first time she saw her.
Brenda saw the tears welling up in the eyes of her friend. Actually they weren't friends for her. She had fallen for Sharon. Badly.
"Sharon. Why should he lie to me?"
"Why should I?"
"Because you never liked me!"
"That's not the truth and you know that!"
Brenda paused. There's something in the eyes of the other woman that tells her that she can trust her. More than Will.
Sharon started again " It's true, that I am sick and tired of this investigation but not because of you it's because of this nonsense that they all put you in. I want this to be over. For you"
Brendas heart broke at the sight of the other woman. She was completely honest. She wanted to go to Sharon and take her in her arms but instead she said:
"Go to hell. Captain"
With that she broke her heart. She can see it in her face but it doesn't matter to Brenda. She doesn't want to have this woman in her life, the love she feels for her always gets her in trouble and that have to stop.
"I understand." With that Sharon left the office.
She's got tears in her eyes and she doesn't care. She walks out of the murder room but not unnoticed by Andy Flynn. He was her friend and he is the only one who knows how she feels for Brenda Leigh Johnson.
He ran after her and took her by her arms into one of the interrogation rooms
"Sharon, what happened?" He asked with concern
She told him what happened in the office and the tears now ran freely.
"I screwed up" She told him between sobs
"This sick son of a bitch. Sharon trust me, I'll fix this!"
"No one can fix this. That's it. I really wanted this to be over to start all over again with her to have already a chance even just as a friend but now all is so screwed up"
"I'll fix this." With that he left her standing alone in this room. She felt so bad. She looked in the mirror, fixed her make up and walked out. She really didn't care what Andy told her. It was over, nothing's to fix.
She left the Major crimes and got into the elevator. She pushed the button for her floor and the door closed. Let's do some work.
"Chief? May I come in?" Andy asked.
He saw that she had been crying.
"Chief? Tell me."
And Brenda told him what happened. Nobody knows that this two are friends and that he the only one is that knows what she's feeling for the Captain.
"Brenda you know that he's not telling the truth, don't you? I was with them as he asked her about her work with you and what she told you she told him. Nothing more nothing less."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Shit! I have to fix this!"
"And you should tell her the truth about…. About what you're feeling…"
"What? Are you insane?!"
"Trust me. You won't be rejected…."
Knock knock. "Chief? There's a problem…" Provenza told them with a very concerned look.
"What the hell is it Lieutenant?!" Brenda asked.
"There is a hostile in this building…"
"Where?!" Brenda asked with eyes widened.
"Down on FID" Provenza lowered his head.
"Sharon…" Brenda said and runs. She runs for dear life.
Please don't let it be her Sharon.