I do not own Hetalia.
I have lived a long life; I have met many people and have been judged all my life. Since I was a child everyone loved my brother over me, my Nano taking him away leaving me alone. During those times I was picked on by everyone and I picked on them as well. You were with them but we all were stupid kids, I remember watching you and that wine bastard grow into adults. When Feli came back without Nano I was scared so I picked on my Fratello. Looking back on it I shouldn't but I was a kid and as you know I can't control my emotions. When I was under the prick's control I was scared, because I knew he wanted what my grandfather left to me. But later I found out that the true controller was Holy Roman Empire my brother's old lover. I still don't like the prick and I am still mad at that German Bastard for leaving my brother but I can understand why they wanted what Grandpa left me. I wonder how they reacted when they found out that Feli didn't have the inheritance. From what Feli says I don't think they realized even if Feli agreed to join with them they wouldn't have the Roman Empire. I remember when I came under your rule; I believed you were after the same thing as everyone else. As the years went by I realized you didn't want what I had you wanted me. You kept me because you saw me as a person not an object that can help you gain wealth. You had given up so much for my sake and I only cursed and yelled at you never showing how much you helped me. When I united with my brother I was scared, I was grown but I wasn't ready to join with him he forced my hand on that one. Rome was the last to fall in that fight. Feli found me alone and took me back with him to live in what was once my home that became his as well. Rome became the capital of both of our half's, sometimes when I need to get away with him I go to my old capital Naples. I don't know if you know this already but I need you to know, for I have more to say. Writing this is easer then saying. I don't even know if you are going to be able to read this but it's going to be on paper no matter what. The cut myself off from everyone as you know once we were united, it hurt that I didn't see you for that time, but I was scared that you would be angry at me for what I have no idea. I should have known that you would never be angry at me for that reason like that. Heck you have never really been mad like that towards me, the only times you have been was because you wanted me to learn or I scared you. During the Wars I didn't see you much; when I saw you for the first time you were sick. I was worried that you were going to die on me, I was so happy when got better. When Italy decided to join the United Nations I was scared, because I knew we both were needed at the meeting. I was happy to find out that you also were joining; I knew that if you were there I would be able to speak. You are the reason I joined the world Stage remembering your words from when I was young. That I can do anything that I believed I can do. You don't truly understand how much you have helped me, even know when I get scared I think of that song you would play when I was scared from a nightmare. So it was your song that made me want to continue going on, it made me want to sing showing you what you have done to me. I wish to sing to you and not the thought of you; I have song this song since I realized my feelings for you. Maybe one day I will gain the courage to show you how much I care for you. And maybe your song will join with mine but I guess I should find out what your true feelings are for me first. What I do know is my feelings for you; I love you and have for centuries.
Lovino Italia Romano Vargas
This is a sister Fic to Little Moments. I believe there will be a fic that will join the two together that will be a actual story.