Disclaimer:
I do not own anyone in this story, except the David guy.
This
story is dedicated to my cousin, who was 4 years old, who died on the
9th
August 2009. He was called Charlie, and I miss him, a lot. He died of
cancer in the brain also.I
awoke with a gasp, and immediately groaned. I glanced around the ward
without a word. It was silent, except for the whispered breathing of
the two strangers in the two other beds, who had gone under the same
operation as I had. Looking at the clock on the night light table, I
saw that it was 4 in the morning. My thoughts wandered, and I let
them stray to the pain in my throat. The operation had been nothing
serious; my tonsils had been took out after having tonsillitis for
two weeks. The doctors had told me that the pain would be worse at
first, but would then subside.
I knew that now I was awake, there
was no getting back to sleep again. I threw my legs out of bed and
into my slippers. I grimaced at myself in the mirror, at my bed hair,
at the stupid hospital gown I had to wear, and wandered out the ward
door.
A sudden wave of realisation hit me when I remembered the
name of the hospital... It was the same hospital my dad was meant to
be staying at. Charlie Swan, my dad, has brain cancer. He had had it
for about 2 years now, and I wasn't allowed to visit him, in the
case that I got too upset. I had tried
to visit him, but Renee had always found out.
Tapping a nurse on
the shoulder, she turned. "Excuse me, can you tell me where the
cancer ward is?" She nodded and pointed me in the direction of a
white door. I opened it as quiet as I could, but then realised that
this wasn't the actual ward, it was the reception in which held the
ward doors. Well this hospital wasn't like a maze at
all.
"Charlie
Swan?" I whispered to the woman behind the counter in the pale
room.
"Are you visiting?" Her eyes appraised my gown.
"Yes,
I am." Let's just let her think that I dress like this for a
living.
"Mmkay. Ward number 6a. That door there." She pointed
me in the direction of the door. On the door, was a list of people's
names.
Brain Cancer Ward:
DAVID
FERN
EDWARD CULLEN
CHARLIE SWAN
I
let myself in without knocking, and looked around. There was a guy
about my age, maybe 2-3 years older, sitting on a bed at the side of
the room. His shoulders were hunched, and I could make out tears
running down his cheeks; it was obvious.
"Err..." I whispered,
uneasy. The boy looked up. He was unbelievably attractive. Gorgeous
bronze hair that you could just run your hand through, and piercing
green eyes.
"Hello." He sniffed.
"Hi, sorry, I'm
looking for my dad..." I trailed off, noticing that he was the only
person in the room, other than a person that was definitely not
my dad. He was fat, grey, and grubby.
"I take it he's not
your dad?" He pointed to David Fern; the fat, grey and grubby man.
"No. I'm looking for Charlie Swan..."
"Oh. He was in
that bed there..."
I followed his gaze across the room, and
noticed a neatly made bed. This could only mean one thing. He was
better! Right?
"He's got better!" I squealed. "Where is
he?! I'll go get the nurse!"
Edward shifted uncomfortably.
"No.. I'm so sorry, but he died this morning." Tragedy shook
through me, and I collapsed. Edward flew off his bed towards me, and
tried to get me up to sit on the end of the bed.
"Please,
please don't, he wouldn't of wanted you to be upset. You're his
daughter."
"But that just makes it so much worse! I never came
to see him at all, mom wouldn't let me, and I-I.. I never got to
say goodbye!" I sobbed onto his shoulder. Usually me crying was
more graceful, but having the sore throat I do, made me sob harder.
The pain didn't just come from the throat, it was in my heart. I
missed him so.
"I know, I know, it's awful. Everyone has to
go sometime, love." He soothed me, his arm round me, stroking my
back. I was hugging a stranger.
After
I had calmed down, Edward pulled me right next to him, so I wouldn't
collapse off the bed.
"...Why are you here?" I asked.
"Same
as your father was." What? What?!
"But, but... You can't!"
I didn't even try to stop the tears. How could a guy this young,
with so much ahead of him, have cancer? It was just plain
wrong.
"It's
terminal, I'm so sorry, I thought you would of realised. I've
only got a year and then..."
"You'll go too." Tears
wouldn't stop flooding my eyes, and his face was suddenly blurry.
"Can you help me?" He asked, suddenly.
"There's not a
cure, Edward.." I said, looking down.
"Oh I know... Will you
help me live my life like I wanted to? Help me fulfil this?" He
reached across from the bed, to the table, and grabbed the peice of
paper that was sat on there. He passed it to me, and I read the
title.
30
Things to do before the 10th
August.
"Why
10th
of August?" I whispered. But I already knew.
"That's the
date that I'm scheduled to die." Scheduled to die. The words rang
in my head. Another round of tears came on, and I sobbed.
"Okay,
okay, I'll help." I sobbed.
"Thank you." He whispered.
Fifteen
minutes later, a nurse came into check on David. She spotted me and
Edward, intertwined into each other's arms, and sighed. "Come on
you, back to your ward. Mr. Cullen has enough on his plate."
As
I was walking out the room, Edward called, "Wait! What's your
name?"
"Bella Swan." I whispered, and walked back down to
my own hospital bed. I let the sleep swallow me, and I knew that in
an instant, I always loved the people who were destined to die.
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