Even Angels Fall
by Smudge
Disclaimer: I'm making absoulutely no moola, dinero, lettuce, or also still know as money. So no court martial's kay? Oh yea and no of these wonderful chars, wonderful worlds, wonderful song, and wonderful galaxy, belong to the so-not-wonderful me!! CRY!!!
Note: My Inspiration was a wonderful song by Jessica Riddle, Even Angels Fall.
Amidala sat crying, crying for hours that seemed an eternity. Her eyes burned like a hazeled fire, that fire used to be in her heart, but no longer. The wind and water of age and despair smoldered them out, and the only spark left was a hidden one. And the inspiration was a hidden one also. More like hidden ONES. Her children. Her angels. She remembered when she was refered to as an angel but no longer. She was mostly defitnetly not an angel. She had fallen. Her faith had fallen. Her fate had fallen.
You found hope, You found faith.
Found how fast it could be tooken away..
Found true love, lost your heart
Now you don't know who you are.....
Anakin closed his eyes, as he sat in the cockpit of the ship. His mind was consumed by his wife, his angel. He could almost feel her tears on his own cheeks. All he wanted to do was to run to her, hold her, comfort her. But now there was more important things to do, not flying around in a fantasy world of love and affection. But when he saw his Ami's face and tears, on her world that was vanishing due to the wars, he realized that she couldn't be an angel. And it tore his heart in two....
She made it easy, made it free....
Made you hurt until you couldn't breath.
Some times it stops, sometimes it flows...
But that is how love goes.
You will fly and you will crawl,
God knows even angels fall.
No such things as you lost it all...
God knows even angels fall.
Everyone was a liar. That was the plain truth, Amidala thought to herself. All the stories, and tales of love and living happily ever after were lies. Did this resemble a beautiful love story? She had constanly told her handmaidens that. Sabe had told her, "Even fairy tales have their bad times Ami, good always starts, and good always wins, that's just the simple truth, that will remain the truth." Amidala would just glare at her and reply, "But did stories ever mention how evil has it's fun in the middle!!??"
It's a secret know one tells,
one day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale, taken it from me...
But that's the way it's supposed to be.
You will fly, you will crawl...
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all...
God knows even angels fall.
Anakin woke up from the past. They were coming out of hyperspace and far from his love. His angel. He was always thinking and living in the past. The laughs, the love, but it was no more.
You'll laugh, you'll cry..
Only God knows why.
But over all the thrill of living..
You're on this ride, you might as well
open your heart.
He could feel his wife's heart beat with sorrow. He wished he could be their with her. More then anything in this pathetic galaxy. His entire being ached for her. He was flashed with thousands of images of his Ami, crying, sobbing, depressed. He refused to believe at first, but now maybe it was true. Even angels fall.
You will fly, you will crawl....
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all...
God knows even angels fall.
~Smudge
"Sanity is the playground for the unimaginative."
"I'm not crazy, I'm just delusional."
"Hey, it wasn't me! It was Ben Kenobi, over there don't you see him? Oh nevermind, he's invinsible only I and lovers of Ben can see him!"