Gomen Nesai
By SMYGO4EVA
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I thought I was good
I thought I was the leader
I thought I was Blossom
I was wrong
Because of this
I let you all down
I failed you
I let Mojo win
I can't do anything right
I don't understand
How could this happen?
Why didn't I see this coming?
I'm not sure why
I feel this way
Antagonism of intellect and emotion
I know things
Yet I don't want to know them at all
Despair is what I feel
Despair has three sides
Despair at not being conscious of having a self
Despair at not willing to be oneself
Despair at willing to be oneself
You can be yourself and still be in the pit of anguish
I can't be a leader
I can't be good
I have to
I have to be good
I can't cry
I can't ask for help
But I need help
Someone please help me
I need your help
Someone!
Anyone!
Please help me!
I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry I'm weak
Gomen nesai
Gomen nesai
I'm sorry
I'm sorry