Dreams are but interludes, which fancy makes

When monarch reason sleeps. --Dryden.

'The quickest way to recieve love is to give it; the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly; and the best way to keep love is to give it wings'

Preface

Do you ever get the feeling that this life isn't as pretty as people would lead you to believe?

I watched her walk right off the edge and I wish I'd know what the end would have had in store for her because I would have made sure she'd chosen the right route. To bad know one else would listen.

I Stood beside her distorted body scared stiff of what the outcome would be, I wanted to pretend all was good but it wasn't nothing would ever be the same again.

I heard the sirens of the ambulance so quietly I wouldn't have believed they were right next to me but I think that's what the problem was, I didn't want to believe they were they.

I knew that deep down this was what she'd wanted I'd just stopped her from doing it time and time again and the one time she did actually need me I wasn't there. I wanted to hold her and tell her that everything would be ok but I knew she'd be unable to hear me which made it hurt that little bit extra it was like rubbing salt in an open wound.

" Step aside boy." The paramedic glared my way.

They carried her away from the prying public outside her front lawn and took her away from me.

I couldn't move didn't want to move because as soon as I did I knew I would be crushed upon the wait of my emotions. I watched the neighbours gather back together pretending that nothing had happened but I could just imagine them now placing the blame on people they didn't really know.

Also at the same time I felt as though a great weight had been lifted. A weight I had never bothered me till then but at that moment I felt so light and it scared me because I thought she would always be my rock but I guess I was wrong with that aswell.

This moment in our life was just an unwanted interlude and we'd have to wield our way out of it but I knew there was little I could do she had to make a choice and this time I wasn't there to guide her.

A/N: I just had this sudden idea and thought it best to write it down. I hope you all enjoy this story and please review because I'd like to know what you think or if you think you know what's going to happen. This story may take some time for it to build up and fit together but just stick with me and I'll try my hardest to make sure it all makes sense.
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