My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
"I wish you had left me there" I told her. If only she had. If only …
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
"It doesn't change anything" she said
"Yes it does…..now I look like this ...you hate me" I still regret saying
that. As Lathenia walked away I knew it would never be the same. If only I'd kept
My mouth shut. If only…
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I looked at my self in the mirror. Tears rolling down my cheeks.
If only I didn't look like this. If only…
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
How could she do this to me? She's with him now I know it. If
Only I didn't look like this. If only …
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I'm going mad. I need to talk to her. If I don't I'm worried I never will.
She's avoiding me. If only I could make her listen. If only…
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
"Lathenia-I'm sorry" I tried "I'm a bit busy right now
can't you see that" If only she'd listen. If only …
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've ruined it now. If only I was dead. If only …
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
I know she's there outside my door. But I'm dead. I've been dead ever since she brought me back.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
If only. If only…