This is my first story, so please no flames. I hope I didn't hurt you too much by reading this story. This will be a two-shot.
This story is rated T for depression and a suicide attempt (later chapter)
Dipper's point of view
"Mabel, there's something I need to tell you."
"What is it bro bro?" She said in her usual cheerful voice.
"This is hard for me to say this, but I been thinking, and I want to be Ford's apprentice." I closed my eyes expecting the worst.
"Ha Ha, oh Dipper you always know where to get me." Mabel said
"This is going to be worse than I thought" I thought to myself.
"It's not like that Mabel, I really am going to be Ford's apprentice once Summer is over."
"But... what about Mom and Dad, and your teen years, and us?" Mabel said confused
'That's what I was worried about. Look, this is a big opportunity for me, and this way I could have a good future." I stated
"But, when will you come back home? Are you sure this is the right decision?" Mabel frowning
"We're keep in touch OK, we'll call and text and video chat, we'll make it work."
"Dipper you can't just spend the rest of your childhood in a lab coat. You have your whole future ahead of you." Mabel said trying to fight back tears.
"I'm going with my decision Mabel, and you can't change that."
Mabel then stared at me with sad eyes, that then turned to anger.
"NO, YOUR NOT GOING ANYWHERE!" Mabel yelled at me making me startled.
"Mabel please just listen to me. You have to-
"SHUT UP! I. AM. NOT. GOING. TO. LET. YOU. RUIN. YOUR. LIFE. JUST. LIKE. GRUNKLE FORD DID. GOT IT!"
"How could you say that!" I yelled back at her
"It's the truth Dipper, and you know that." I could hear her cold voice scaring me a little as I never heard her like this.
"Why do I even have a brother like you in the first place. We have nothing in common and now we're not even going to see each other again."
I can see her smirking with a sinister look on her face.
"Maybe this is a good thing after all Dipper. If you become Grunkle Ford's apprentice, then i'll never have to see my sorry excuse for a brother ever again and my life can really start to shine after being held down my entire life. Pretty soon i'll be the better twin who plans ahead and thinks twice. And you'll be the pathetic twin who never got the chance to do anything important because you've already wasted your life."
Each word she said felt like a knife stabbed into me as I felt tears rushing down my face. Was she right? Do I really deserve a sister like her. Am I really throwing away my future. Do I really deserve my life?
I can see Mabel's eyes changing from furious to shocked as what she just said.
"Oh god, what have I done! D-Dipper I'm so sorry for all I said. I didn't mean it!"
"Just go away from me (sob ) you should just forget I ever existed.(sob)"
I ran as fast as I could, sprinting into the forest, trying to control my crying as all I could feel is pain and misery.
"Dipper wait!" Mabel yelled out as she tried catching up with me.
I couldn't take it, the pain was just too much, I just wanted it to end. And there's only one way I know how to end it all...
A.N. Don't worry, the cliffhanger will be answered (most likely) tomorrow. Once again this is my first story so it can't be perfect.
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