This is just a fic I came up with while listening to this song.
DISCLAMER: I DO NOT OWN STARFOX OR "JUST A DREAM" BY CARRIE UNDERWOOD!!...
Enjoy!
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It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
all dressed in white, going to the church that night
A tear fell down Krystal MCclouds face as she made the long drive to the Cornerian church, rembering the day she got married at this very place two years ago to the man she would love forever.
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat,
She turned into the drive, bracing herself with deep breaths before taking a box from beside her full of letters and stepped outside the car, fresh tears threatening as she remembered how she used to look forward to the time the mail came everyday from the cornerian militia with such optimism.
six
pence in her shoe
something borrowed something new
Ignoring the flashing lights of cameras and burning questions from nosy reporters she pressed on, offering a weak smile to Falco Lombardi and Slippy Toad as they tried to keep the crowd pushed back, both of them dressed in their traditional StarFox outfits, knowing that it was what their leader would've wanted.
and
when the church doors opened up wide she put her veil down trying to
hide the tears oh
she just couldn't believe it
Stepping inside she was instantly overrun by consolations from many people she didn't even know, ignoring them she walked to the end of the aisle to the black coffin, looking inside at her beloved. She put a shaking hand to his cold cheek as a flurry of sobs escaped her
she heard the trumpets from the military band and the flowers fell out of her hands
The small, hand-picked cluster of Orange and Blue flowers fell onto his still form as the music began
Baby,
why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on
forever, now I'll never know
"Why, Fox? Why?" Where her barely audible words through the heart-racking sobs
I cant even breathe
Mourners from all around watched as former team-mates Falco Lombardi, Slippy Toad and General Peppy Hare surrounded Krystal
It's
like I'm, looking from a distance, standing in the
background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now,
She bowed her head as she collasped to her knees and rested her head on His black coffin as her world began to fade, the crying and consolations of her friends becoming more and more distant
This
can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
She put her hand on her extended belly, knowing that her little one would never meet his father.
The
preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
lord please lift
his soul and heal this hurt
'I shouldn't have gotten pregnant, then I would've been able to go with Fox, and this might have not happen' She scolded herself mentally
then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
Long mournful tunes stretched around the church and it's filled courtyard as people everywhere mourned the loss of the great leader Fox MCcloud
Then
they handed her a folded up flag
And
she held on to all she had left of him
Peppy helped Krystal up and solemly gave her a folded cornerian flag
"He would've wanted to go this way" He said in a nurturing voice. Krystal numbly nodded and hugged it to her chest
Oh, and what could have been
She remembered suddenly the last letter she ever got from him, two days after he was shot by a sniper, saying that he was coming home in a week, said he was missing her too bad and was going to discharge honorably with permission from Peppy. Tears flowed down her face
And
then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her
heart
The line of soldiers outside lifted their guns at Peppys command. As the shots fired Krystal cluched her chest, knowing that this meant he was really gone. Forever.
Baby
why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
"Why did you leave? You never should have left!' She thought with bitterness, even though one look at Fox's body made her regret her harsh thoughts
I
was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
She remembered him promising at the end of every letter that he would come home, safe and sound.
It's
like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Suddenly she turned and glared at Peppy "You did this! it was you're idea to let him go to war! How could you do this?! You knew Andrew was just waiting for the chance to get back at Fox!" She shouted, her voice breaking at her husbands name. Peppy just stood their, knowing that she was partially right, and that she was hurting to much right now to think clearly. Krystals eyes softened suddenly "I-I'm sorry Peppy...It's just..." She flew into his arms in a hug He patted her back
"Shh..It's okay..I understand..." He soothed, even though he knew he couldn't possible begin to comprehend the pain she was in right now
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
"It's real, isn't it?" She whispered as she stepped back and stood over the coffin again The rest of the former team just looked down, even though they had broken up shortly after Fox and Krystal had gotten mariied, they still treated their former leader with the respect and compassion he deserved
This can't be happening to me
Krystal bowed her head as a tear fell. 'I need to be strong, for the team and for my son' she lifted her head at Peppy
"I'm ready" Peppy nodded as she stepped down and others payed their respects.
This is just a dream
Krystal awoke with a start and looked around. Thank goodness that was juat a dream, even though it felt so real.
Baby
why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
Krystal looked at the box of letters by her bedside and sighed. She hoped Fox would be coming home soon. The military bases should be secure by now, shouldn't they?
I
was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never
know
'Oh well' She thought and pondered going back to sleep, but decided against it and slip out of bed instead, careful not to disrupt her enlarged belly
It's
like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
That dream, no, that Nightmare, had felt so real, and she couldn't help hoping beyond hope that it wasn't a vision. That would be terrible. A knock was suddenly heard on the door, pushing her out of her thoughts. "Why, hello Peppy, would you like to come in?" She asked when she answered the door, feeling great remorse and regret from him. He nodded and sat on the sofa, motioning for her to do the same.
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
After a moment Peppy handed her a small silver insignia. She looked at it as tears filled her eyes. It was Fox's StarFox pin. He never went anywhere without it "No..." She whispered and looked up at Peppy to see his own eyes filling with tears
"I'm so sorry Krystal"
This
can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
She remembered her dream. No, her vision as her lip trembled "No...He...He can't be..." Peppy looked away.
And at that very moment Krystals heart shattered
Oh, this is just a dream
Two days later she found herself driving up the lane to the church where she was married she closed her eyes
"Why, Fox, Why? I was supposed to be a dream. Just a dream" Taking a deep breath she stood and walked inside.
Just a dream
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Sniffle...Ahem anyways, thanks for reading! Please review!
