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He can't remember
the times that he thought
does my daddy love me?
Probably not
That didn't stop him
From wishing that he did
Didn't keep him from wanting
Or worshipping him
He guesses he saw him
About once a year
He could still feel the way he felt
Standing in tears
Stretching his arms out
As far as they'd go
Whispering daddy
I want you to know
I love you this much
and I'm waiting on you
to make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much
He grew to hate him for what he had done
'cause what kind of father
Could do that to his son?
He said 'damn you daddy'
the day that he died
The man didn't blink
But the little boy cried
I love you this much
and I'm waiting on you
to make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much
Half way through the service
While the choir sang a hymn
He looked up above the preacher
And he sat and stared at him
He said
'forgive me father'
When he realized
That he hadn't been unloved
Or alone all his life
His arms were stretched out
As far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross
For the whole world to know
I love you this much
and I'm waiting on you
to make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much
Note
Phoebe is Chris's mom and Leo his dad she's already a few weeks pregnant with Chris she doesn't know yet, and the charmed ones don't trust Chris and Chris blames Leo
Prologue
Chris's POV
I've been in the past seven months now, and I hate lying to my family and thanks to Leo, they don't trust me, but what did I expect that my sorry excuse for a father would actually be any different in the past, even if he new he'd still hate me, I was nothing but a stupid mistake. I was also scared if he'd known he'd have made sure it wouldn't happen that I'd cease to exist, and I didn't want that, I may have had an awful dad, but mom is always there for me, part of me wants to tell her, but how can I she'd blame herself for not trusting me. As for dad I haven't always hated him, I just learned as I grew up that dad hated me.
I was about 6 I'd been playing with my toys Leo was visiting me I call him Leo cause, he was never a proper dad to me, mom was outside putting out the laundry and I'd ran to my daddy,
"Daddy, daddy, will you play with me". I said
"No, I'm busy and clear up this mess you little brat". He'd said
"Daddy, I'm sorry what did I do". I'd said as the tears started to fall
"What, did you do, I'll tell you, you ruined, my life your nothing but a stupid mistake". He'd said
"He's not a mistake how dare you". Mom had said coming into the room
"Mommy, why doesn't daddy love me"? I'd said running into her arms
"Cause he's stupid, you're a very special boy Chris, and I'm proud to be your mommy". Mom had said
"I'm proud of you, to mommy". I'd said
See I had the best mom, in the world, but my daddy never cared
I was 17 when he was killed by dark lighter and, I never cried but inside I did couse he was still my dad, I just wish he was a better dad to me.
Chapter 1
Chris had just orbed into the Manor
"What do you want, Chris". Phoebe said coming downstairs thinking I'll find out what you're up to thanks to my mind reading spell
"There's a demon". He said as he thought if you only new mom
"Oh my I'm so sorry". Phoebe said protectively putting her hand on her belly thinking I'm pregnant
"Phoebe, what's wrong he said thinking I'm here if you need to talk mom like you've always been there for me,
"I'm sorry, for not trusting you son". Phoebe said
"How did you know? Chris said
"Did a spell, to read thoughts wanted to know what you were up to, oh my I'm a bad mother". Phoebe said
"No your not, don't ever say that, you're the best mother in the world, you didn't know mom, as I didn't want you to". Chris said thinking dad would just stop it he never wanted me I was nothing but a stupid mistake.
"What, Leo hate's you, don't worry son, I won't tell him, this time". Phoebe said thinking I'll have to break it off with him to, I may love him but I won't be with someone who hates my son.
"Mom, you have to, and he'll notice won't he". Chris said laughing
"Yeah, but I don't have to tell him he's the father do I". Phoebe said
"No mom, I guess not". Chris said
"Now Chris go and get your things you're moving in here". Phoebe said
"Ok, mom but they won't like it". He said
"So, you're my son and once they know your there nephew they'll want you to". She said
"Ok, mom". He said orbing out.
"Leo, Leo", Phoebe said once Chris had gone.
"Phoebe, baby what is it", he'd said orbing in.
"What is it, it's over". Phoebe said
"No baby, you can't do this I love you". Leo said
"No you, don't", Phoebe said thinking if you did you wouldn't hate our son.
"I do, Phoebe what's got into you". Leo said
"Just go Leo, I've made myself clear". Phoebe said
"Phoebe; please don't do this"? He said orbing out
I have to, Phoebe thought, as she sat down, the tears falling down her face.
At magic school,
Gideon is in his office when the person he's had spying on the charmed ones appears
"Sir, Phoebe's pregnant by Leo, Chris is her son". He said
"Well, now we've got to distract Piper, make sure Piper, finds out then we can make our move". Gideon said
"Yes sir". He said going again.
Back at the Manor
Chris had just orbed back in with his things when he saw that his mom was asleep and that she'd been crying
"It'll be ok mom". He said not knowing Paige had just orbed in.
"Oh, my, your Phoebe's son, I've got another nephew", Paige said smiling
"Yes Aunt Paige". He said
"This is so great". Paige said
"What's so great". Piper said walking into the room, holding Wyatt.
"Chris is Phoebe's son". Paige said
"What". Piper shouted
Phoebe sat up,
"What's wrong what happened"? Phoebe said
"Its fine mom, they know". He said
"But, I wanted to tell them". Phoebe said
I know mom". Chris said
"Phoebe; how long have you known". Paige said
"Since this morning, I'm pregnant", Phoebe said
"What, that's great". Paige said
"I know". Phoebe said