this is my very first fan fic so please read this! I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any of the characters. if I did I would be at home typing up a fifth book and never ending the series. I am not SM... as much as I wish I was

I officially hate pink. the light pink that might show up in two lines on a stick that I peed on. As soon as the two lines showed up I vomited.

I wished Emmett wasn't home. as my older brother, he was required to be there for me when I was sick. as Charlie, my dad has been catatonic ever since my step mother Abby died. we couldn't let the police know that char- I mean my dad was unresponsive to almost any thing. they would most likely send Emmett and I to our mother in Florida, but since Emmett was dating Rosalie and I am/was single. we both hope that never has to happen.

I had to hide the stick before Emmett barges in! I heard the running of feet on the stairs. Quick! I grabbed the stick and threw it behind the toilet right before Emmett jumped in the room yelling, "Bell! you okay?!" he had his large thick hand around the door nob before he straitened up, crossed his arms, and had a disapproving look on his face., "Bella..." he said with a disapproving tone.

I looked away from the toilet as soon as the vomit course ran through, he looked at the stick on the floor then back at me. it took me one long second to realize that I had grabbed the wrong stick! the pregnancy test was lying face down and the tile. I looked behind the toilet and saw a little wooden stick that was used for Emmett to loosen his mussels. "What?" I asked back no emotion in my voice.

several minutes later Emmett looked hard into my eyes and asked, "How did it turn out?" I decided to pretend I didn't hear his question. but then he decided to start to yell. "Isabella Marie Swan! Are You PREGNANT!?"

"Um, maybe." I whimpered before I ducked under Emmett's arm and ran outside into the woods to hide.

I knew that as soon as I left Emmett would check the stick as soon as I had left. I half expected him to come running through the trees screaming my name and telling me I was to never leave the house again. but I knew that with my dad at home he wouldn't risk it. for one he had already risked enough by yelling 'pregnant' in the house, if Emmett started cursing I am pretty sure that Charlie would yell and scream, and that meant anyone who talks directly to him in the next few days would be in big trouble. not that we cared, that we got in trouble, it just set him back to the beginning when Abby first died, breaking everything, swearing on his own grave that he would somehow get his Abby back. but worst of all a few times he talked like he could see, touch, feel, and talk to her. if Emmett yelled now it would just get worse when I have to tell him I am pregnant.

about half an hour later I decided enough was enough and I started to walk back along the path. he was waiting for me, on the hood of my truck, crying. Emmett Swan crying? that's a new one. "Bell," he sighed. he looked down and before I knew it I was running, in his direction, not a good idea because of balance, but I made it tripping on a rock, but not falling because Emmett had caught me next to the truck. I was crying too. " how could you!" he wailed "your not even dating any one! and even if you were that doesn't mean the you can have sexual intercourse with them!" I winced at that. he made it sound so dirty. Emmett decided to give me the sex talk not even bothering to ask who the father is.

I almost told him, but I realized that he would kill him. Edward the person I always dreamed I'd end up with was going to be in very big trouble... Emmett would kill him they had been best friends since kindergarten! I couldn't risk it, although I had grown up with him it seamed weird that I would be VERY close to Edward.

wait why should I be? he has no reason to believe the child is his unless I tell him the due date. and why should he care any way? that was how I moved on until Monday when he stopped me in the hall way.

Yay! im done with the first chapter! how did I do? good? bad? you don't have to review but I would really love it if you did! thanks for reading!