Finding Fifty

This is my first fanfiction so please take it easy on me.

I don't own the characters everything belongs to E.L. James and her Fifty Shades Trilogy.

What happens when Ana is already in the BDSM lifestyle but has her own past to heal from. Christian comes along not really knowing what can help calm him. Can these two people find a connection that will mend both of them with a love that can last a lifetime!

This is a short preview of my story : )

Chapter 1

"I am your Dom and you have disrespected me by partying last night with your friends!" Ben shouts as we sit on the sofa in his living room. He stands up unbuckling his belt, "Lay on your stomach Ana, you earned this. I told you not to go out last night!"

"No! I will not let you punish me because you are acting insane. I submit to you sexually in our scenes but I never gave you the power to control my whole life!" He roughly flips me onto my stomach pulling down my skirt and panties, he is holding me down so I can't kick or hit him. I feel the first hit painfully hit my butt, God it stings so bad I think to myself as I begin to cry.

He yells as he keeps whipping me, "You…don't… tell… me… no!" I hear the zipper to his jeans going down….

I wake up gasping, God why do I keep having this dream! Or memory I should say. I hurry up and get showered. Today is going to be a fun filled shopping day with Kate. I start my new job at SIP on Monday so I need to buy some suitable work attire. I'm sure jeans and a t-shirt wouldn't go over to well at the office. Kate enters my room, "Let me have some fun and get you all dressed up for today." She chooses a deep plum colored herve leger bandage tank dress that hugs my curves perfectly, which is probably hard to do. She braids my hair and applies some Smokey make up to give me a sexy look. I laugh, "Kate, we are going shopping. Not to a club."

She giggles, "You never know, you might find prince charming on our adventure today."

I laugh, "It has only been a few months since my break up with Ben, I think I can wait a little bit longer to start looking for someone else."

She frowns applying a small amount of lip gloss, "I know I know. I just love playing dress up."

We spend the whole day shopping and afterwards Kate says, "My date cancelled on me tonight, I had made us reservations at The Mile High Club so it looks like we will be dining in style together tonight!"

After we get seated we start by ordering some cosmos. I see that evil bitch troll Elena, I still don't know what Ben ever saw in her. I don't get why he is still friends with her. She was the one who introduced him into BDSM when he was a teenager. He was her submissive for a couple years before he decided he wanted to become a Dom. Thank God Kate went to the restroom because she can't stand Elena from the stories I've told her about her. I stand as Elena comes over to my table and kisses my cheek, "Ana darling, you look stunning. You know you should really give Ben a call. He has just been so heartbroken since you ended your arrangement."

"Elena, it is none of your business. I don't want anything to do with Ben ever again." I'm pissed she would actually think I would want to talk to that psycho again after what he did to me that night. Just then a young man maybe mid-twenties comes over to us, he kisses Elena on the cheek, "You have really outdone yourself this time, she is perfect" He says looking me up and down. I'm finding it hard to breathe under his intense stare. Between his stare and magnetic gray eyes I'm feeling a weak in the knees and need to sit back down. He is definitely the most gorgeous man I have ever seen.

Please let me know if I should continue this story?! Thank you for reading! Please review!