First Fan Fiction Story!
Caroline Novak
I left Bella, alone and un-protected. I thought that this was the solution. But now, I have no idea how I can possibly move on with my life and get over her. The replay of that horrible after noon in the woods constantly replays in my mind. Her, desperate and broken hearted, begging for me not to leave. Me, lieing through my teeth, coming across as such an asshole. That was the mistake. I should have never left. But there is no going back in life. Because I did want her to have a normal and functioning human life.
The next day came, and it was easily the worst day of my life. Bella died. Alice went down to Forks to go see Jacob. She knew all along that Bella had survived, but I somehow missed that message. I knew what I was going to do, provoke the Volturi. It was during this time that I still believed that my Bella was dead. I simply could not live in a world where she did not exist, so I wanted the Volturi to kill me. Alice knew and could see that I was going to do this. She went home, told Bella the story and the two of them flew to Italy to stop me. I had not been able to read Alice's mind she picked up Bella, because for some reason, I cannot read anyone's mind when Bella is around. I had no idea. I was going to step out in the sun light at noon exactly, right in the public. I had closed my eyes, and took my first step out into the sunlight, not seeing Bella sprinting towards me. I all of a sudden felt someone knock into me. I opened my eyes to see her beautiful brunette hair. Just for a brief instance, I felt that everything was going to be okay.