Prologue:

My name is Lily Anderson. I guess you can say I have a pretty messed up life for a teenage girl. You see, I'm not like most 17 year olds. I don't go clubbing, or on dates, go to movies with friends, go to the mall- well, not anymore. When I was 16 I did all those things, and most of the time with my best friend, Chelsea. I had great parents along with my twin brother Matt and my two younger sisters, Emily and Jen. We did all the fun, crazy family stuff like hiking, going out to ou cottage and playing a lame game of scrabble. But all that changed on October 18th, 2010.