I don't know if any of you people believe in this type of shit but I just had an appifany. For those who are thinking 'what the hell is that?' I will tell you. An appifany is something kinda like a realization. Like if something just came to you and you realized that it's true. For Example, In the movie, It's a wonderful Life the main Character has an appifany on how the world would not be better if he wasn't born. So that is my poor interpratation of the word. Back to my original thought, my appifany. My appifany basically told me to write a sequel to my most popular story, All's Fair in Love and War. This one is basically about the struggles they face while being a couple. Hopefully this story will be better than how it sounds in my head. Sorry but I'm probably boring you. So enough of my rambling. here is the first chapter of Free Fallin. P.S. I was not high when I had said appifany.
Free Fallin
Clare's point of view:
It has been a month since me and Eli had become a couple. I think we are deffinately progressing as a couple. I can see it. And I think he can tell we are. I can't help but feel special when I'm around him. He makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. I can't help but see the love in his eyes when he looks or talks to me. I'm in love. That's for sure. But is it all it's cracked up to be? That is just my doubt talking. Of coarse it's all it's cracked up to be. Right? I can't believe I'm fighting myself on this. Jenna has semmed to leave Eli alone but I thinks it's part of her plan. You see, she seems to be in love with KC. But I think it's all an act. KC seems to really like her but the feelings aren't mutual. I can tell. I can't help but feel bad for him because he's just going to end up getting burned. I honestly think she is just trying to get me jealous by using KC as her pawn in this sick game of hers. You see, whenever me and Eli walk by and we are being all 'coupley' because we love each other Jenna pulls KC to her and starts to make out with him. And then when he is kissing back with his eyes closed, she opens hers and glares at me. I can see the way she looks at Eli and it makes me just straight up pissed, since she was supposed to be my 'best friend'. But the good thing is Eli is completely oblivious to the attention he gets because he is too busy whispering sweet nothing into my ear, kissing me, and loving me. Which is good. I do the same things to him but I'm also more observant. When I'm not talking or doing anything I'm taking in my surroundings. Usually people watching is what I do. I really love Eli and I think I'm ready. Ready to give him my virginity. Ready to become a woman. If I do have sex with Eli I'm going to give him my purity ring just like when I became his girlfriend he gave me his necklace that i wear everyday. We and Eli are so unseperable we are always together. I have found a loop hole in my purity ring as well. It says 'True Love waits' and what me and Eli have is true love. And I believe what me and Eli have is true love. He to me, seems worthy enough to take my virginity. I love him with all of my heart and hopefully he feels the same. He has to though because he says it all the time. I know Eli he wouldn't say something he didn't mean. Trust me, there is nothing he hates more then lying. Well woman beaters, rapists,molesters, child beaters, and Micheal Jackson. But lying is next on the list. He really has changed my life since I met him. At first he was this repulsive pig that only wanted sex, but turned out to be a misunderstood, romantic, gentleman. He is my world. And most likely will be for my whole life. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. And I mean that. It comes straight from the heart. But If Jenna makes a move on him I might just have go all Chuck Norris on that bitch's ass. And I'm serious. I took boxing since I was in eighth grade when the whole Lucas thing happened, so I'm ready if I need to just fight her. She better not even touch or talk to him or I'll personally stick my foot up her ass. I was snapped out of my thoughts when a rain drop fell on my head. It was a cool November day and me and Eli were at the park watching the kids play, sitting under an oak tree.
"Eli did You feel that?" I asked.
"Feel what?" Eli asked.
"A rain drop. It's starting to rain." I said smiling. I always liked fall rain. For one it's not cold like in winter and two, theres no pollen like in spring.
"It is not. I didn't feel any thing." Eli said looking around. All the kids must have left due to the light rain. then a big rain drop fell on Eli's fore head making a slapping noise.
"Told you it's raining" I said while sticking my tongue out at him. Suddenly the small drizzel turned into a huge down pour. I then stood up and grabbed Eli's hand. He stood up as well. We then ran out from under the tree across the grass laughing and smiling like idiots. Eli let go of my hand and then ran towards a rose bush. I wanted to see what he was doing and was surprised. He picked me some fresh daisies and was standing by the plant holding them out to me. I jogged towards him and smiled. Once I reached my beloved boyfriend I asked, " What's this"?
"Just some fresh daisies for my beautiful girlfriend." He said smirking. He could really be a sap sometimes. But that's why I love him he's romantic. I then pulled him to me by the collar of his shirt so he would meet my lips. I then began kissing him and he didn't waste anytime by immediately swiping his tongue over my bottom lip. I let him in and out tongues tangled together in a sensual dance. He tasted so sweet. I moved my hands up to his now drenched hair and tangled my fingers in it. His hands reached down and groped my ass through my jeggings. Eli's kisses were always so sweet, sensual, and passionate. They just left you craving more. They left you craving more like a flower wanting sunlight. I was a rose while he was my sunshine. I then pulled away and looked him in the eyes. They were brighter then ever. He looked really adorable with his hair drenched and sticking to him. He also had that signature smile on him. I then looked into his hyptnotising jade green eyes and said these very two words.
"I'm ready"
How was this. Is it a good start. And what do you think Eli will say. Yay or nay? Review please.
