TO: my life
Why?
From, Olette.
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I hovered my head over the tall messy mass of green and tumbled onto it. The springy grass poked my cheeks, legs, thighs, arms, everywhere. It feels so good as I exhale my happiness and gaze at the puffy white clouds float with the blue sky. I thought of one person, and one person only - him. My boyfriend, The love of my life, the boy I'm obsessed with. He's the heart that beats within my chest.
"Found you!"
My eyes widened a bit by the sneak attack and I quickly smiled and tried to crawl away in my shorts and white t-shirt. He growled and his hands tensed up as he tried to chase me in the field of grass. I giggled simultaneously with short repeated gasps and titters, my face reddening. And with him being fast and all, he obviously caught up and caught me like a fish. We rolled around in hugs and laughter then just stopped and stared at each other.
I stared at his blue eyes. He was the king of the ocean.
He stared at my green eyes. I was the queen of the land.
"Olette," He breathed. "you're so cute."
He kept watching me, he smelled good.
"Sora.." I tensed up while I blushed, "you smell like pancakes!"
I smiled at his expression, it's like a little boy running downstairs for breakfast on a Saturday. His face is literally inches away from mine as we lay in this field. I breathed inward, just thinking about it made my heart skip.
"Yeah, I had like a million pancakes for breakfast with maple syrup by the truck load!" His arms wailed around, reaching for the sky as he turned to look at it. I still laid on my side looking at his shadowed face, being in the fields were a little dark. Sora turned to me and his face was serious again. I was a little confused.
"Sor-"
His fingers grasped for my face and he kissed my lips with his soft ones. He backed his face to look at mine, his thumbs circled my cheeks and traced my jaw. I couldn't breathe, he stole my breath. Then he pulled in and kissed me again, I was going crazy. His honey dipped tongue pressed through my lips and sweetened my mouth. His tongue teased mine and I tensed. My stomach was dancing upside down, his fingers lulled my hair to sleep, his lips turned on every tiny emotion in my body.
He pulled away slowly and smirked,
"Mm, this beats pancakes."
I blushed once again and looked away. I always get shy when we get intimate like that. But that was the best kiss we've ever had in all of our 9 months dating. Sora chuckled in that cute voice I always love to hear and the heat from all these emotions almost lit my face on fire.
Sora stood up and took my hand along with him.
"So, playing hide and seek during lunch was fun." He spoke up as we walked hand in hand towards our high school. We are juniors. "But I have trigonometry next. Jeez!"
I nodded and looked up at him, "Do you want to come over after school?"
I played with his spiky brown hair, he loved it when I did that.
"Hmmm.." The pleasure of my touch made him drift away from my question until I playfully tugged on it, "Oww! I don't think I can today, Riku keeps bugging me about going over his house for his dumb party."
"HEY! Why wasn't I invited?!" I quickly bugged in, annoyed.
"I don't know." He didn't know.
"So, you're gonna ditch me for a party I'm not invited to?" I grumbled and yanked my hand out of his, which broke off the warm feeling for the both of us, to fold my arms. I could hear Sora sigh, Riku was his best friend. And also, my stupid neighbor. Riku and I are great friends, but were like brother and sister. We always tick each other off even though we don't really mean it.
"It's okay, I won't go.." Sora looked at me and smiled. I could see through his mask. I know he feels bad because Riku is his best friend. So, I don't want him to feel bad, right?
"Ohh, it's okay. Go ahead, I have to study anyway. I'm slacking off because of you!" I winked and grinned. He smiled and nudged my arm and our hands linked again. Although it'll be hard because Riku likes to blast his music as high as he can to get on my nerves. Anyway, I can talk to Riku about this later in P.E. class.
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We finally reached the school, and as we made it inside the school we had small conversations. On our way to class, people smiled at us and our friends passed by us howling and winking, as usual. We both laughed and squeezed our hands. Sora dropped me off to class and gave me a quick peck on my cheek. I shyly glanced at him then headed on into the girls locker room.
I walked towards my locker and took out my gym clothes - an orange t-shirt and black shorts that came up to my mid-thighs with the words "Kingdom H. High School" written in small tangy orange letters. I finished changing and I felt someone jump onto my back as closed my locker.
"Ollie!" Selphie hummed and tightened her grip around my chest.
I growled and tried to shake her off me, she giggled and hopped off me. I grinned and turned to see her, Kairi, and Namine all dressed in their P.E. clothes, just like me. It's refreshing to see them because they're part of my closest friends.
"So how is Sora, lucky girl?" Namine teased and nudged me.
Kairi quickly spoke up, "are you soaked for the party?"
"Ugh.." I threw my hands up in the air and slapped my hips, "Riku didn't invite me."
"HUH?" Selphie blurted with disbelief and cocked her head.
"What the heck?" Kairi wrinkled her nose and folded her arms, curious at the fact to why Riku didn't invite me when he invited Sora and even people he barely knew. But, that was typical of Riku. Out of every one he likes to tease and piss off, that would be directly pointed to me. Namine started walking out the locker room to go upstairs to the gym, "Come on, we're going to be late. Riku is up there, anyway."
The girls ran out upstairs to the gym room, chattering as they moved hurriedly. I stomped up, ready to give Riku a piece of my mind. I prayed we played dodge ball so I wouldn't get in trouble for hitting him in the head or knocking him out.
I saw Riku leaning against the wall talking to Roxas, both in their t-shirts and gym shorts. Roxas is Sora's cousin, that's why they look somewhat alike, but I can't remember if they were first or second cousins. But what I do know is that Roxas and Sora's family are both very close and usually go over to each others houses. I raced over to them and put one hand on my hip, I glared into Riku's cocky eyes. I could already smell his attitude. Roxas stopped speaking and stared at me.
"What the hell do you want?" Riku tried to brush me away, but he always spoke like that. I sighed and hunched over some more with a face that said "oh come on, you know.". All I really want to do right now is cuddle with Sora and pet those soft chocolate brown locks and eat fruit tarts with him and -
"--referring to my party?" He finished up his sentence to me while I dreamt.
"Yeah," I bit my lip, "I kinda wanted to spend time with.. Well you know."
Roxas tuned in, "Sora."
I coughed and shifted my eyes to Roxas then down to my shoes, "right."
"So what do you want me to do?" He groaned. "I'm not letting you come over. LAST time you came over you and Sora were all on some abstinence crap or something."
"Oh, I'm sorry if we don't drink our faces off?" I fumed. Whenever Sora is with Riku, they tend to drink a lot. But when I'm with Sora, he spends more time with me rather than getting drunk with Riku. Hence, Riku is jealous.
Roxas sighed at us battling it out and rose his hand up to stop us.
"Both of you," He frowned, "be fair."
Riku and I stopped and just stared at Roxas, hoping more wise words would fly out of his mouth. Roxas inhaled with a weak smile, "share Sora."
"B-but! He's going to get Sora drunk! Don't you know that? You're his cous--"
Roxas cut me off harshly, "so what? Shut up already!"
I hushed. Riku was taken by surprise as well, but kept his mouth shut. My mouth, I don't know if it's opened or closed but I know my eyes feel really hot. I don't feel good, I feel like sobbing like a baby and I don't even have a that good of a reason. But when Roxas gets angry, it reminds me of Sora. I don't want Sora to talk to me like that. I don't mean to get Roxas angry, why is he acting like this? My head lowered down.
I realize I can't talk. Because I know that if I talk it'll just be some shaky, cracking, high-pitched, choked words spewing out. I can't believe I'm getting like this over nothing. I'm such a wimpy idiot, I must look stupid with how I came here all tough but after a few minutes I'm ready to break like a twig.
"Olette?" I heard a raspy voice, it was the coach, "are you okay? You're red."
Roxas looked away, I could smell his guilt. He was beating himself up for it because he isn't really a mean guy. I saw Riku's pale hand rub my arm and sigh a "sorry" into my ear.
"Take her to the nurses office, I don't want her puking everywhere."
"Sure thing, coach." Riku began to pull me towards him and I swallowed.
"No, I'll take her.." Roxas lifted his chin up and looked at me with his eyes, those sympathetic eyes that remind me so much of him. A lump found it's way into my throat and my stomach started to act funny. Oh god, I wonder what's next.
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