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Color blooms behind her closed eyelids as she falls to the concrete and hits hard. Her face is flushed in the heat and embarrassment. Someone bends over to help her up and blue eyes flutter open taking in red hair and a sarcastic smile as a certain someone bends over to help her up. "Alkaid" the blond haired girl whispers in a voice cracked with grief and hope and her expression dies when she realizes the one standing over her is not the one she wishes it to be but someone else. She is helped up and whispers a quiet thank-you before running off to cry.
Her world feels like it's falling apart, breaking at its axis and everyone's wondering what's wrong with her, why she's acting the way she is and why isn't she the usually exuberant girl she used to be. Before Sakaki betrayed her, before Alkaid…
She covers her face with her hands, making a shield so no one will see her misery though they'll surely feel it. She lets hot tears spill down her cheeks, staining her face, and in the World, she just stands there, blank. People pass her, give her looks and then conclude that she's gone to the bathroom or taking a break. There's no emotion on her not-real face that clues them in to her anguish. To the tears clouding her sight, her heart contracting in her chest.
She wants to input the emotions in her computer so someone will come to her and comfort her. But her hands are too shaky, only gibberish spills out her character's lips, getting more puzzled stares, not the kind she wants. She wants someone to walk over to her and tell her to snap out of it or to go away, because you're only supposed to have fun in the World. She wonders how, how when the person most important to her is…
She looks to the sky, blinking back tears and stares into the falsified sun, wishing it would sear her eyes like the real one did, wishing she could go blind and wander aimlessly in the dark. Not to see the looks she's getting. She keys the words 'blank-eyed' and her character looks a little more like how she feels. She inputs 'soft-tears' and her character begins to cry. She types the words, 'fall-down' and her character falls down, blank-eyed and crying in little gasping sobs, waiting for Alkaid to help her up but Alkaid can't come, and she doesn't know if Alkaid can ever come back, because Alkaid is in a-
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