_Journal Entry: Un-dated_

I've always known that my life is controlled by my emotions, but I never realized just how susceptible I was to those emotions until I found you. This is probably the most volatile surge of lust that I have ever felt for any one person. Damn, I really want to fuck you. First time I had to think of somebody to get off -_-;;; definitely a first. But I'll be damned if I let myself consider fucking you when I don't even know if you're so openly interested. I know you're bi, I know you like me enough to go out…if it doesn't work with Tom *stabs imaginary Tom*. Okay I may come off as all for it and really welcoming the idea of you with a boyfriend, but to tell you the truth I'm as jealous as hell. I've NEVER been jealous either. But I'll be even the more damned if I'm going to stop you from getting (or at least trying to get) him. Hell, for you, I'll help you get him! As much as it kills me inside… and still I'm as horny as ever. My only hope is that you stop trying for Tom and let me be with you… and the possibility of hot lesbian sex of course, but only when you want it (and if you do) too.

"Hey Daria! Where're you off to?"

"Ugh, gym." She said as she kept walking

"Ooh, that sucks," now getting into step with Daria.

Daria spins around, "Come on, I'm really pissed. I'm not going to class."

"Fine with me. Where to then?"

Waving her hand, "I don't know, or care. Anywhere!"

Taking Daria's hand, "Then follow me."

They walked fast through the winding school halls to their destination, neither really saying anything in the couple minutes they walked. When they got there, "Right here." They stepped out a large double door exiting at the back of the school, out of sight from the road and the student parking lot.

"Well, now where?" Daria asked, no longer agitated but curious as to where she was being taken.

"Just follow me, we're almost there." They walked through to the football field, entering the stadium and out towards the seating box.

"Wow, awesome. Wouldn't have thought about coming here," Daria said as her friend grabbed a drink from an unlocked vending machine.

"Just one of the many perks of having tight connection to those 'bandie freaks' so dear to our hearts," saying that as she was moving to sit next to Daria. "So what got you so pissed anyway?"

"God, fucking Tom is being a fucking ass," grabbing a coke and popping it with enough intensity to scrap the whole can.

"What'd he do now," putting down her drink and focusing even harder on Daria.

"Nothing. The fucking bastard did nothing, again," steaming now, "I fucking found that note I gave him. In the stupid fucking trash!" She threw the half-empty can at the gray brick wall. "That God damn mother fucker!" scooting down the wall and putting her head on the knees, "I fucking hate him"

She walked over to the distressed girl, "Hey, it's fine. You just need to calm down. Really."

"Really," very sarcastically, "I never would have thought."

"You don't need to get all bitch-y with me, I'm just tryin' to get you to calm down and, by the way, tell me just one more time why you're trying to get him?"

"Because he's fucking hott."

"And a fucking ass, don't forget that one."

Daria gave her an evil glare, "For someone who claims to be trying to help me you're doing a really good job."

"Why, thank you," digging back into the vender, "Now have another drink you anorexic whore."

Daria took the drink, popped it, and sat a little more relaxed with her legs spread a little and her arm to her side.

"Whatever…"

"Damn right, whatever." Coming up beside her, "You really need some vacation time. Tomorrow's Saturday anyway so we can just get out and do somethin' or, nothing, for that matter."

"Sounds good to me."

"Cool, now come on, I can hear the bell and we're gonna miss someone being trampled."

_E-mail_

Hey Chica, you up for going out tonight? You don't have to answer because I'm gonna drag you out anyway ^_^

Just try not to be too pissed the whole time okay. I'd prefer to enjoy myself for a few minutes before the world spontaneously combusts due to you giving everyone you meet an evil glare that could kill a bio-nuclear shark. Seeya soon

XxXViracious ArtistXxX

Hey, I'm gonna swing by at about 5 or so. And no, I'm not going to blow up the world with my mind…yet.

Where ever it is you're taking me it better just not be anything stupid or I may kill you after all *gives bio-nuclear shark killing glare at screen *

…x.x...Your Nightmare…x.x…