Heartbreak and Other Tragedies

Written by: ReaperRose

Chapter: 1

Introduction

Hey I'm Rebecca Ashley, and I have a pretty good life. Well I did until one day two years ago... It all started that one fateful day when my true love totally RIPPED OUT, and STOMPED ON my that was the thing that caused my life to start down spiraling into a pit of misery and depression. Don't worry my life wasn't and isn't always this saddening it does have happy times to, but that is only like one fourth of the time. The other three fourths are filled with stress, tear soaked pillows, sadness, bruises, arguing, and all that fun stuff... Most of the time I am completely alone, my parents are too busy to tend to me, I'm not exactly popular... not even close, and I don't have any friends.

Well actually I do have one friend her name is Kaitilynn (It's pronounced Katie-Lynn.) She's amazing I say that because she's beautiful, clever, popular, can get any guy she wants, a wonderful cook, can sew, and she works at the local animal shelter on the weekends. I sometimes ponder why she would be friends with a freak like me. She always saying it's because I'm kind, sweet, hilarious, I have a great taste in music, and beautiful inside and out. I also think she's a little blind and crazy because... one I'm not beautiful on the outside, two I don't think I'm funny... I only speak my mind at the appropriate times, three sure I'm kind and sweet but in the times of today it only seems to matter if you have big boobs and the latest hairstyle and fashions... Which I don't! I'm just your local freak next door.

The reason I call myself a freak is because I have Ataxic Cerebral Palsy. I'm actually considered lucky in my case because I don't really need help with walking or talking. I just talk a bit differently and I also walk a teeny bit slower and I turn my left foot in. But I get bullied a lot because of it, I get called a freak, robot, stupid. People exaggerate that I walk so slow that a turtle could beat me in a race. I also get beat up to. It's not fun especially when people ask, "What happened to you?" and when I try to tell them that so and so beat me up, They don't believe me and I end up getting in trouble for lying... When I'm telling the TRUTH! So now I just take it because the last thing I need is another detention for my permanent record. And I'm a loner. And instead of listening to people like Nicki Minaj, Wiz Kahlifa, and people like them... I listen to Red, Hatsune Miku and all other vocaloids, My Chemical Romance, Passenger, Paramore, Avril Lavigne, Bon Jovi, Billy Joel and people like them. But people just call me stuff like weird, tasteless, emo, etc... But it just shows that most teens and kids today have no taste in music. Which just saddens me a little because they'll never experience what good music is.

Well now I hope you're nice and comfy because now I will tell you how my life became this pit of misery... So please grab a drink and a snack because it's going to be a while.