Chapter 1

Liz's Pov -

Something is missing, something deep down inside. its Like everything is a haze. I cant even remember what happened yesterday. I cant get over it, I cant over come what I am feeling right now. I've left everything behind, everyone I loved and my life. I walked away without even saying goodbye. I couldnt help it , I had to. There was no choice in the matter. I sensed someone come up behind me. I knew who it was.

"What are you doing?" He asked softly. I didnt want to answer him. I just wanted to walk away and leave. I was half way there until he stopped me.

"Nothing" I replied turning to face him. He looked down and noticed the bag I had.

"Is this the answer to your problems? Just to leave? Leave everything behind and run?" He said coming closer to me.

"you dont understand! I Have to leave! For my sake and yours!" I yelled. Lately that has been all I have been doing with him. Yelling at him made it so much easier to live.

" where is this coming from Liz? We were happy until..." He wouldnt dare so her name. It was a name that disgusted me.

"Until Tess came around! Until Tess ruined everything! Thats Right! Tess! She is the reason why I am leaving!" I said as I picked my bag up and started to leave.

"your lying! Its not tess at all! Its something else! What are you not telling me Liz?" He said as he grabbed my arm.

"Let go of Me!" I yelled pulling his arm away from me.

"something happened didnt it? something your afraid to tell me about. What happened?" he pleaded.
"max just go, Forget about me." If only he knew. If only he knew that If I stayed , the world would end people would die.

"I cant forget about you my life!" He yelled.

"you dont understand! If I stay things will..." I stopped myself from saying anymore.

"Things will what Liz? Change? what will happen if you stay in roswell" Max asked me.

"I will die, I will die a slow horrible death. I will wither away and die! I want to live! I want a normal life! Now let me go!" I said as I opened the door and started to leave.

"I dont even know who you are anymore" he said softly.

"thats the problem you never knew me" I said as I slammed the door on him and walked out of his life for good.

Three years later -

Its been three long years, sometimes I find myself picking up the phone and dialing his number just to hear his voice. But I stop myself. I've done the right thing. Thats what I keep telling myself. I never thought I would have left roswell or my life behind. But when serena came to me from the future things changed. She said In the future I would be married to max, We would have three Lovely children, 2 boys and girl. you see thats the happy part of the story. But here comes the dramatic Horrible part.

Serena told me have to change the past in order to change the future. I could tell the future was horrible. She told me I would Die a slow horrible death by kivar and that my children would always be in danger. She said she saw everyone she love die in front of her because of this war with Kivar.

"so your telling me that I wont beable to have a life with max?"

"exactly, what kivar wanted was your Children. Liz you have to change everything or else Kivar will take over the world. Thats how your children died. your children posses great power. they tried to fight kivar but they each died in the process. you can change all that, prevent it from ever happening"

"What do I have to do?" I asked curiously.

"Run, Leave everything. If you stay in roswell you risk your life." serena said.

"But about My children?"

"They wont exist in the new future. If you do everything right we will prevent all this from happening"

Now here I am all alone with nothing to show for it.I feel incomplete now. And I know I will always feel incomplete.