MaJoR Eclipse SPOILER!!!!!
What if Bella ended up with Jacob, instead of Edward? Check it out and comment!
This begins at the part in Eclipse where Bella comes to visit Jake after the war. Jacob is hurt and Bella comes to La Push to see him.
"I can't do this to both of them anymore. It isn't right and I should punish myself for letting myself be the cause of their pain." I thought, as I drove down to La Push. "Jacob and Edward both deserve the best."
I thought back to Edward and my previous exchange.
"Bella? Are you all right? You look a little pale." Edward noted.
"Hmm? Oh yeah, great."
"Bella, you and I both don't believe that. What's wrong?"
"I feel terrible letting you and Jacob be in so much pain. How long am I going to put you through misery? I have to decide between you and Jacob and I can't. I know its selfish and I shouldn't be so indecisive, but I love you both." I sighed.
Edward reached for my hand. "Bella, no matter who you choose, I know it's for the best. I know I should probably try to win you over, but that's not who I am. I love you Bella. I hope you know that," he said.
After Edward pulled that on me, I really feel as if I should deserve to die. I could possibly impale myself on something sharp or I could walk outside my house. With my track record, something heinous is bound to happen to me.
I pulled up to Jake's house and met Billy at the door.
"Hey Billy. Is Jacob up yet?" I said.
"Nice to see you Bella, go right on up. Jacob should be up by now."
I wiped my sweaty palms on my pants. "Thanks Billy."
I hesitated at the door to Jacob's room. My hand went up to knock on his door, but something held me back. I took a deep breath and let it all out.
"I have to choose. I have to choose. I have to choose." I chanted in my head.
"You can come in." A familiar voice called.
"A few more minutes wouldn't of hurt. Looks like its now or never," I muttered under my breath. The thought that this decision was going to lay out my new life after high school worried me. I had to choose despite my wanting to be with both Jacob and Edward.
I pushed open the door to see Jacob staring at me intently. His entire body seemed more at ease.
What do I do? Who do I want to spend the rest of my life with? My longing to be with Jacob and Edward were equal. Now, here in front of me, one of the loves of my life stared on at me, not giving any hint of persuasion one way or another.
"How are you feeling?" I whispered. I felt as if my heart was pounding audible enough for Jacob to hear.
"As if I just got attacked by a vampire." Jacob stated quietly.
I managed a hardly audible laugh. At least he still had his sense of humor.
"Jacob, there's something I need to tell you."
"Wait Bella, before you break the bad news, I wanted to tell you simply that I understand if you want to live out your live with that bloodsu- Edward. I hope you know that I love you. But if you do decide to leave him, I will be waiting for you forever, I am a werewolf after all. If you lived with me, you wouldn't have to exchange your life to become a vampire, you could live out a full and healthy life with me always at your side. You wouldn't have to leave your family and friends. I'm sorry Bella its just that I don't think its right to throw your life away, when there is so much more to it."
My heart skipped a beat, he was right. I wouldn't have the need for blood either. I mean as much as I love Edward, I would always be able to see family and be normal. Then again, that never stopped me before. Yet – I had to stop doing this. I had to make my decision now.
"Jacob, I love you."
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