About the writer : Hello good readers, I just wanted you to know that I'm glad that I was able to post my story for you and I'm sorry for any mistakes that I make and it has its own reasons first, I want you to know that my country language isn't English or anything near that so be advised that I may make so many grammatical mistakes and I again apologize because I'm still learning.

This is my first story and I have played all 3 series of Call of duty modern warfare and I know all of the characters.
personally my favourite characters are Price,Ghost,Nikolai and Archer but don't worry I tried to write the story fair enough for all of them.
I hope you enjoy.
About the story: This story is about the events that happen after MW2. in this story Soap is a female character and Ghost and Archer are still alive. also the story is still in progress. So here we go.

Before you read the story, I have a suggestion for you. never judge a story by its first chapter. Do you remember this ' no one makes the first jump' ? ( it's from the cargo ship operation ) well if the first chapter of every story is boring and if this story is boring, so is life. Which one do you choose ?living your boring life without reading this story or reading this so called boring story to get away from your boring life? It's all up to your decision : ) SS.

Russia, Loyalists base.
03:42 AM.
Jane"Soap"MacTavish.

Soap was sitting in a dark room; so dark that she could hardly even see the walls and the only light came from some source on the ceiling. " where am I? "She thought. the room was deadly quiet and a little creepy. Soap realised that she was sitting on a chair. " Is this one of ghost's stupid pranks? ". When she tried to stand she found that she was tied to a metal chair but the weird thing was that there was no sign of any ropes or chains not around her wrists nor her legs and yet she couldn't move. It was like she was stuck to the chair.

After seconds of trying to free herself she found that it was useless and began to examine the room fearfully.A door was right in front of her,wide open.A door to darkness she looked at the open door in horror .it didn't take long before a black figure appeared in front of her. All of her fears ,weaknesses all of her nightmares were in front of her wide eyes .There in the edge of darkness stood a man,the cause of her most painful experiences,the man who tried to kill her not only her but also her teammates. She tried to free herself again but it was useless. She dared to look at the figures face ;It was him the bastard who betrayed them all. 'Shepherd' was like Price to her,she couldn't even believe that she was wrong; that Shepherd was their enemy she tried to act like she wasn't scared. She didn't want to show weakness; but the face in front of her was beyond awful. There stood Shepherd with the left half of his face covered with blood. his left eye was torn and some of its pieces were still on his face.
How was that possible he was dead or at least it was what she thought without any warning Shepherd grabed her by neck and began to strangle her with his strong hands. She struggled to free her neck but she could do nothing except,

... yes wake up from her aweful nightmare. She gasped. her forehead was covered with sweat. The room was deadly quiet just like her dream . She could do just one thing now;to ignor her nightmare.

She raised her arm until she could fully see her watch;It was 03:50. She sighed heavily; it was too early to get up and she knew she couldn't go back to sleep and if she did the nightmares would haunt her every time. She rose from her bed and carefully made her way to the window she opened the window and let the fresh air come inside the room. She sighed again. it was 7 weeks after Shepherd's betrayal and yet she still had nightmares of him and those horrible days. If it wasn't for loyalists help they would all be dead by now and yet they had lost so much to be happy about their survival. Roach,Toad,Ozone,Scarecrow they were all dead and there was nothing Soap could do to bring them back; they were all gone for ever. It was all her fault she had failed them. it was what she thought;that they were dead because she couldn't save them in time. Price would tell her that they all knew that some day they would die in the action that they all knew the danger and she should stop blaming her self for nothing.

Soap stared at the cloudy night sky. She wanted to believe that it wasn't her fault; that she hadn't failed them but something would always tell her that she was the only one to blame since she was the leader; since she had the responsibility to make sure her soldiers would always return safely from operations.
a beep sound made her jump out of her thoughts she looked at her watch 04:00 A.M. She closed the window and returned to her bed. She had so much work to do in the morning; lots of paper work and stuff. They had to stay in loyalists base until they could find their own base.
after Shepherd's death Soap and Price were wanted but fortunately after Ghost and Archer were in proper medical conditions they testified against Shepherd and saved their teammates.

Same place 11:12 A.M.

After having a hard night full of nightmares Soap was extremely tired and sore in the morning and It was a little visible on her face cause she had bags under her eyes but you couldn't notice them unless you looked at her directly in the eyes. Anyways it was a cloudy day in the loyalists base and it was almost lunch time. Soap was sitting in her makeshift office. Although she was very grateful that Kamarov and his men were so kind and offered their help to them and even gave them some private place for doing their paper works,she wanted so badly to have their own base. it was all shepherd's fault that now they had nowhere to go. They were awfully out numbered , Ghost,Price Soap and Archer were the only remaining soldiers of 141. ''All because of that bastard.''Soap thought.

Flashback

7 weeks ago

'Loose ends'

Archer was crouching in his position and Toad was right next to him; ready to hit any targets that dared to get close to makarov's safe house.''Archer we're collecting datas from makarov's computer don't let any hostiles get close to the safe house until we have all we need over.''came Ghost's clear voice through his comm .''roger that Ghost we've got you covered out.''Archer replied into his comm while checking the area for any hostiles.
after awhile Archer spotted some movements in his scope. enemy waves were coming down the hills from north and northeast. ''Heads up we've got companies,enemy soldiers are coming in from north and northeast over.'' Archer warned the team. ''roger that Archer Roach protect the DSM,Ozone go to that room and protect the front from the window,Scarecrow go get the back door of the house.'' Ghost ordered and with that every one got to their defensive positions.

''Be advised you have RPG teams approaching from southeast of the house.'' Archer infromed them of the presence of RPG teams.''Toad I'm changing position for a better view cover me.'' Archer said ''go for it Archer I got you.'' Toad replied.
''Ghost I'm changing position you're without sniper support for a few moments out.'' Archer rushed for the position that he had found perfect and crouched down.

''the transfer is compellet sir.'' Roach said ''alright Roach grab the DSM and head for the LZ.''Ghost ordered. Archer in the other hand was trying his best to lessen the number of enemies It was then that something caught his sharp eyes.
''shadow companies, here?I thought they should be waiting at the LZ.''Archer thought. he moved from his position to join the 'friendly forces' at least it was what he thought they were; but something made him freeze in his place .
they killed Toad. ''what the hell?'' he said in disbelief he tried to warn the others but shadow companies were looking for him to kill him just like they killed Toad all he could do was to run for a safe place from both enemies and allies; well, former allies, where he could warn his other teammates but a bullet stopped him. who knows from which side it was. The bullet caused him to lose his balance and he fell down off the hill, and into a grassy pit. ''I...need... to warn them.''

Meanwhile

Boneyard ,Afghanistan

Nikolie's air plane

''Ghost ,Roach,anybody there?do you copy? Ghost just answer if you hear me.'' Soap was desperately trying to make contact with her teammates. ''It's useless Soap they'er dead.'' Price tried to stop her. ''If they can't answer now doesn't mean they'er dead they can still be_'' ''they're dead Soap for once just accept the truth.'' Price interrupted her. Soap shook her head ''I don't; this is your stupid truth not mine.'' Soap said making her way to the cockpit. ''Nikolai, take us to makarov's safe house.'' Soap ordered anger affecting her voice ''we don't have much fuel my friend I'm afraid I cannot take us to Russia without refueling.'' Nikolai said. Soap stood there for a second.
''Nikolai do you still have your friends in loyalists?'' Soap asked. ''I think I get your point my friend I'm making contact with them now I will ask for their help.'' Nikolai said ''Let's hope they will help us.'' Soap said hopefully.

''Ok ok thanks a lot kamarov we're waiting for your good news.'' Nikolai finished his call ''what did he say?'' Soap asked impatiently ''they accepted to help us they're heading for the safe house now.
I hope our friends still be alive.'' Nikolai replied. Soap sighed in relief.
''we still have an unfinished job Soap,remember that shepherd is still alive and he wont just sit there and watch us survive he will come for us.'' Price reminded the bitter truth. '' not if we find and kill him first.'' Soap said. an unfamiliar sparkle in her eyes a desire to kill someone, someone who had betrayed them. Shepherd must pay for what he did that's something unchangeable. ''We don't know if Makarov's intell is reliable or not.'' price said ''There is only one way to find out.'' Soap said staring blankly at the plain's floor. ''my friends ETA thirty seconds. do you think shepherd is realy hiding there?'' Nikolai asked. '' this is our only chance Nikolai ; he should be there.'' Price replied while he was getting his gear ready. ''alright then,good luck my friends.'' Nikolai readied the plain for landing. Price patted Soap on the shoulder and she nodded. at that moment they should forget about their teammates and focus on getting their hands on shepherd. ''he will suffer for what he did '' Soap thought .

Knock...knock...knock...knock

Soap jumped out of her thoughts.
"Captain?" Archer's voice came from behind the closed door of her office."Come in." Soap said. Archer appeared in the doorway "Captain...there's a fight... in front of the barracks." Archer said panting. "Archer, loyalists know how to solve their problems; besides I'm your CO not theirs." Soap said without removing her look from the papers in front of her and continued writing things on them. "It's Ghost captain, one of the loyalists was running his mouth and Ghost _" "again?! this is his second time this week; where is he now?" Soap interrupted Archer rising from her chair "they're still fighting captain hurry this way." Archer said.

In front of the barracks there was a small crowd of soldiers watching the fight.
"Repeat the shit you said and you will die." Ghost was on top of the loyalist soldier their both faces were covered with dust and sweat. "Stop it Yuri; he's crazy." one of the soldiers from the crowd yelled. "Who said that?" Ghost was burning from anger. "I said who th_" "Enough Ghost!" Soap pushed the soldiers out of her way. "What's this all about?" Soap yelled. " It was your man who started the_" the loyalist soldier was interrupted by Soap " Shut up what are you idiots doing here? watching these two stupids fight like wild animals?" Soap yelled angrily and grabed Ghost's arm and pulled him away from the beaten loyalist soldier " you come with me ,the rest of you take your friend to the infirmary and report to your CO." Soap said "C'mon." Soap pulled Ghost by his arm.

"I can walk my self." Ghost yelled. "Don't raise your voice to me Riley. What was this all about? this is the second time you lose your control; tell me, what happened?"
Soap asked " I don't want to talk about it." Ghost replied refusing to make eye contact. " look simon, If we want to survive we should trust each other.I'm your friend;they helped us, they're our friends you should let go of the past events. you're making your life difficult like this. you should trust your friends." Soap said " I didn't ask for their help." Ghost said simply. " But they saved your life." "I was better off being dead." "Ghost! don't you understand that I'm worried about you." Soap almost yelled.

" I don't need your attention this is my life not yours so stay out of my bloody life." with this Ghost left the place "Ghost! you idiot..." "fine go get your self killed I don't care anymore." Soap yelled but Ghost continued his walking and disappeared into a building. Soap just stood there remembering somethings from their past. Some old memories.

/:There you have it for chapter 1 I hope you enjoyed the story.