You're scaring me, I don't like it
It doesn't feel good, it doesn't feel right
I'm not uncomfortable cause I'm frightened by you
I'm uncomfortable cause I want to kill you
Yah, you're my dad, yes, I'm supposed to love you
But there is nothing more that I want to do
Than rip your eyes from you head, and drown you
Every time you raise you voice, trying to make a point
I can't think of anything, but drowning out that annoying whine
The wretched sound of 'advice' being rained down
Sure, you say it's for my good, to make me better, to give me a chance to make life work
Bullshit, you don't care, you're wrapped up in your problems, your fears
I'm bitter for a reason, you puffed up fuck
Stop trying to better me, when you're falling apart
So what? You're hurting? Big deal so am I
You know, there was a reason I tried to take my life
I hated you then, but worshipped you too
Now all I can do is to pity you
You've never felt despair like what I've felt
You've never known what it was like to wake up and realize
Why God, why am I still alive?
So you don't have a job, so what? Mom has one, that's enough
I'm not a toy, not a project, not a prototype
Not some story that you can go back and rewrite
I'll admit, you're more fucked up than me
Trying to hold on to some sense of normality
But that time is gone, suck it up bitch
Stop trying to tear me down, and start fixing yourself
Go, go talk to that stupid witch
That shit-for-brains therapist that you go for help
I hate her, she doesn't know fuck
Go, fix yourself, then we'll talk