xXx Quick Notes xXx
The summary was too short... This is a songfic to Nickleback's song, Because Of You - Enjoy!
xXx Because Of You xXx
I am so close to coming. I can feel my thighs tremble as Miyavi fists my cock and fucks me from behind. His piercing hits the spot every single time, pushing and nudging me into oblivion. As if on queue, the phone rings just as I come, Miyavi thrusting a few more times before unleashing himself inside of me. I ignore the ringing, preferring to slip into my lovers arms.
"That phone is still ringing", he murmurs sleepily in my ear.
"It rings twenty times before going to answer machine, shouldn't be much longer"
Four rings later.
"Kai, it's Reita, Aoi needs your help. I know you and Miyavi are busy but please answer, I am scared for him"
That makes me sit up and quickly grab the phone. When Reita is worried, everyone should be worried because the bassist is usually the calm one; nothing throws him. Plus if it's Aoi… well Aoi has been having… problems of late…
I grab the phone, "I am here, Rei, what's wrong?"
"Just come see him okay? He won't talk to us and he threw a stool at Ruki. We know you are the only one he talks to nowadays since the Uruha thing"
"I'll be there soon", I place the phone down and turn to Miyavi who is frowning slightly, "Mi, I have to go, sorry"
"It's fine", it is obvious it is not fine but he knows I have to go.
A quick kiss and a damp towel to remove any remainders come before shucking on a pair of jeans and shirt and I am ready.
xXx Aoi's Apartment xXx
I arrive out of breath and fairly disheveled to say the least. Ruki and Reita stand outside the door to Aoi's apartment. I only nod in their direction before knocking on the door.
"Go the fuck away!", comes Aoi's broken voice.
"It's Kai, open up now, Aoi, or I swear I will force the door down", he knows that I mean it. I don't know why but he listens to me. The others he ignores completely.
I hear the lock click and watch as the door handle is twisted to allow me entrance. I nod the direction to the guys and hold up a hand, silently telling them to wait there.
Aoi has stepped away from the door but I see his silhouette against the darkened room. He closes his heavy drapes because he feels it makes him invisible to me but he isn't.
"Aoi, get up", I keep my voice firm, knowing that if I slipped he wouldn't listen to me. However, he stays where he is, his knees pulled up tight to his chest.
Uruha must have made a reappearance… and Aoi let him in. Stupid motherfucker.
"He was here wasn't he?", my question meets silence and anger builds up inside but not at Aoi, no no no. At Uruha.
Uruha broke the band.
Uruha broke Aoi.
His satin, black dress robe hangs loosely off his shoulders, but even that is enough to expose the purple marks around Aoi's neck and the caked blood around his burst lip. Due to Aoi's lack of response I do the only thing I can think of; grabbing his arms gently but firmly I force him the stand up then carefully pull him to the mirror, forcing him to look at himself.
"Look at what he does to you, Aoi. How can you possibly love him?"
Aoi's eyes slowly rise to the mirror and he simply stares back at his own black orbs.
Hands on the mirror, can't get much clearer
Can't make this all go away
I see the tears start to burn his eyes and my gentle nature slips through. I turn him around to face me and wrap him tightly in my arms. He doesn't respond at first and his arms hang limply by his side but after a few minutes he buries his head in my shoulder as silent droplets fall from closed lids.
Within an hour or so Aoi rests in an exhausted sleep, my arms around his shoulders to keep him safe.
xXx Same Situation. Different Day xXx
I am running down the hallway that leads to Aoi's apartment. I got a call from Reita saying he had just seen Uruha leave Aoi's room.
After shoving the key in its lock and bursting into Aoi's room my eyes, meet a horrific sight - Aoi, naked, bloodied and bruised. On reaching him, I am just in time to see his eyes dim and close.
Now that you're bleeding you stare at the ceiling
Watch as it all fades away
After I found Aoi, I washed the blood away with a damp cloth while he slept before going into a fury and throwing all of his clothes in to black bag. Without informing Miyavi, I decided I had no other choice; Aoi was going to be living with Miyavi and me for a while now. I rung up Reita and together we carried Aoi and his essential items to Reita's car to be taken to my place.
Now Miyavi sits throwing daggers at me from across the dinner table while Aoi stirs rings in his coffee. Miyavi doesn't agree with our privacy being invaded, despite the danger Aoi is in. He says it's Aoi's own fault for continuing to let Uruha in.
A soft cluttering sound coming form the door tells us mail has arrived and Miyavi quickly jumps up to get it, obviously wishing to escape the suffocating silence.
I sit staring at the slowly fading bruise on Aoi's eye and feel my hate for Takashima rise once more. How did it come to this? The fucked up fanciful romance of blood and degradation. Aoi still yearns for him. I know this. He sits and picks at his scabs when he thinks no one is looking. He hopes to leave a scar.
Miyavi interrupts my musing when he non-too-gently puts a package in front of Aoi.
"This came for you", he says before turning to his own mail.
It's one of those bubble-wrap envelopes and Aoi looks a little apprehensive about it.
He stands up and exits the room without a word. Miyavi shows no interest in his departure and I honestly do not think he cares. I, however, want to know what it is because only Ruki and Reita know Aoi is here.
"You could show a little more interest and support you know", I say into the silence between Miyavi and me. There has been a lot of silence lately.
"He's not my - or your - responsibility", he does not even lift his eyes from whatever letter he is reading.
I simply shoot him a glare before going to check on Aoi.
I knock twice before walking into Aoi's borrowed room - just in time to see him safely fasten a chain collar around his neck with… a dreamy look of pride.
"Aoi, what the fuck are you doing?!", I rush over to him as he stares dreamily at the tag attached to the collar.
"Look, Kai, he hasn't forgotten about me. Look, it says 'Property of Uruha. If this pet is found then I want him back for punishment.' I think I should go, Kai", he stands up to leave, "you and Miyavi-san have been real good to me but Master needs me, he'll be angry that I have been missing for so long"
I cannot believe my ears… he wants to go back… to that fucking prick head?! I push him down to the bed.
"Oh no you don't. You will stay here, safe from that sicko"
His happy face crumbles into a sad angry one. He moves to get up but I push him back down, avoiding his now swinging fists.
"I have to see him!!", Aoi screams at me, using everything he has to try and escape.
"Will you shut the fuck up, you ungrateful prick", comes Miyavi's venomous voice from the doorframe as he just stands there and watches.
Luckily for me Aoi is still in a fragile condition and doesn't have much to give before finally ceasing him actions to cry. Once I am sure he has lost his strength I get off him to simply put my arm around him in an attempt at comfort.
Miyavi just walks away in disgust.
How the hell am I meant to protect Aoi when he doesn't even want to be saved?
What you do, what you do
What's become of you?
xXx Next Day xXx
Today I left Aoi alone with Miyavi so I could get supplies for dinner. The collar on Aoi is padlocked on so I can't get it off - not that he would let me.
I feel something is off when I step in the apartment, it's like it's too quiet.
"Miyavi? Aoi?"
No reply.
I bend down to put my bags on the floor. As I rise eye catches a shadow against the wall. Looking up I am just in time to see pair of hands clutching a guitar before my world goes blank.
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Well wasn't that fun?
I have plans for a part two but you will need to let me know if you want it, otherwise I won't post it lol.
Well, that's all I really have to say, which is surprising because these things usually run on forever. Also, I know there is more of the song than this… that's for part two heh heh.
One other thing… who was it? Keep thinking about it…
Hoshika xXx