"I'm not comfortable with how we never talk And I miss you since you went out for that walk Its been 13 months since May It still feels like yesterday."
I remember being so angry, so heartbroken. I didn't know what to do, so I did the only thing I thought I could. I told you "You weren't worth my time." That was 13 months ago. May of 2009 was my downfall, as well as my resurrection. It makes me sad that we no longer talk, considering the way things ended, its no surprise. Though it's not like you were completely innocent. You still hurt me. You had lied to me.
"I was scared to fix what I had broke Its a lonely place to live with just a ghost There is love left in my life, I will see But you still hurt me"
It was hard to see you after that day, but you kept trying. Trying to get me to forgive you. I dont think I ever really did. I think even now I still hold it against you. When you really did leave, all I saw was your ghost. What you had left behind in my heart. I know I was the one to end it, but your still the love of my life. But you still hurt me, and there's no way around that for me.
"I can still see all your clothes thrown on the floor There are friends who never call me anymore I remember throwing out all of your things But I think I kept my ring"
For awhile, I kept your stuff, thinking it would all work out, and we would be together. No. I was in for a rude awakening. I don't even hang out with all of our old friends. That summer, I through out everything you had ever given me, or even left at my house. But I always kept my ring. It was the one thing I couldn't give up.
"I'm not comfortable with how the story ends We were lovers and now we're not even friends You were perfect and I guess I'm just a creep But you still hurt me "
Our story has ended, and I may not be comfortable with it. We were once lovers, and now we haven't even spoken in over a year. I guess, you were perfect in your head, and I was just the creep. But you still hurt me more than anyone has before or since.