a/n- Alright here it is. This is my pride and joy. The idea came to me, and I've been trying to perfect it since. Please be gentle; I've never written a mature fic before!
I listen to your heart beat, because it plays my favorite song
3 weeks earlier...
"Tim," she sighed softly. She knew that this was the last place she should be. Julie Taylor wasn't supposed to be the girl snuggling in Tim Riggin's arms. The night she showed up on his door step she sold her soul and her heart. Since then she snuck out whenever she got the chance.
"Tim this is wrong,"she spoke silently, "If people knew, if my dad ever found out..."
Tim cringed,"I know I don't deserve someone like you Julie, but I can't let go."
She could feel his hot breath on her neck, and his strong arms squeezing her body. She looked up at him. His eyes showed an undeniable vulnerability. Tim Riggins and vulnerable didn't normally mix, but then again normal wasn't their specialty.
"Tim, I need you to be with me," He squinted slightly, "No really be with me."
Tim jerked up,"Jules, we don't have to. Your not ready for this...I told you I can wait." He spoke gently, stroking her cheek.
"Tim, I am ready. I love you, and I trust you. I have since that day in the grocery store. No matter what happens I want you to be my first, please." She took a sharp breath in.
Tim kissed her softly on her head, "You mean everything to me Julie: if you want this..."
"I do." She interrupted, "I do."
"Ok. If you want to stop Jule you can tell me,"He stroked her arm gently. In return Julie returned a nervous nod.
He repositioned her beneath him, placing hot kisses on her neck. He wanted to go slow. He wanted to enjoy every inch of her. He wanted her to enjoy her first time. He sucked and nibbled her neck, slowly moving to her collar bone, and making his way to her breasts. He glanced up at her to make sure she hadn't changed her mind. She grinned sweetly and slid off her tank top, leaving her full breasts covered by solely a lacy bra.
She pulled him down to her, sliding her tongue inside him: "I love you."
"I love you too baby," he replied almost inaudibly. He slowly reached behind her and unstrapped her bra.
Tim stared at her naked breasts,'They were perfect; she was perfect.'
Julie blushed, "What? Did I do something wrong?"
Tim looked deep into her eyes, "You are so beautiful. You're like an angel."
Julie giggled, "My turn," she ran her hands up his chest slowly removing his shirt. They flipped, so she straddled him. She leaned down placing soft wet kisses across his chest.
Her breasts rubbed against him,"uhh Julie" he groaned.
He knew he was already hard. She unzipped her pants shaking them off, showing her white lacy underwear. Tim could feel how wet she was with her straddling him.
"Julie baby, god..."
He slid his rough hands down her waist cupping her ass. Her moaning only made him harder. She quickly grabbed one of his hands sliding it to the inside of her thigh.
He raise his eyebrows, "Julie Taylor I never knew you were so forward!"He laughed, once again positioning himself on top of her. He gently slid off her panties, and grazed the inside of her thigh.
"Tim, ohh, stop teasing."She moaned squeezing his back. He slowly glided his fingers along her wet flaps. Her moans increased as he slowly slid his fingers inside her.
"Tim, oh my god."
Her breaths were sharp and heavy as she ran her fingers through his hair. She undid his jeans quickly to reveal his huge bulge.
"Tim I'm ready; I want you inside of me. Tim I need you," she moaned.
"Julie this is going to hurt. If you can't take it i'll stop. I promise."
"I know"
With her final permission he slid down his boxers. He carefully pushed inside of her, quickly breaking her barriers. He felt her body tense up beneath him, and a tear rolled down her cheek.
"Baby I can stop..."
"No, I'm getting use to it," she caressed his cheek, "I promise."
Soon enough she was matching his thrusts. Their bodies were moving together. It was better then it had ever been for Tim. She was so tight, and she was his. She was sending him over the edge. From being inside of her to listening to her sweet moans.
"Just let go Jules"
Her body was shaking with pleasure, and she could feel Tim climax. He slowly slipped out of her. They both were panting heavily as he collapsed on her.
"Tim," she whispered, "that was amazing."
"Your amazing; I'm never letting you go Julie Taylor."
"Promise,"she gazed at him.
"Promise."
He watched her as she fell asleep in his arms. She was not longer coach's daughter; she was his world.
"Tyra can I talk to you," Julie was terrified. Her hands shook as Tyra gazed up from her locker.
"Sure Julie whats up?"
"I can't really talk about it here..."
"Julie are you ok?" Tyra's face tensed with concern.
"No, Tyra I-I, something happened," she whispered letting a few tears fall.
"C'mon kid," Tyra smiled as she dragged Julie out to her car.
She started to the car driving I silence until she found a private field.
"Julie, It's ok. You can tell me."
"I'm late."
"Oh Julie," Tyra sighed, "How late?"
"Two and a half weeks."
"With Matt?"
Julie started sobbing, her frail form shaking. She shook her head, "Tyra," she looked up into her eyes, "Tim."
The look on Tyra's face was worse then any kind of disgust. Pure pity, pity for the girl whose baby's father could be Tim Riggins.
"Julie, you slept with Tim?"
"Yes."
"Why? Julie your so much better then this."
"I love him Tyra, and he's not gonna love me anymore. Hes gonna leave me," Her voice cracked, and she again erupted into sobs. Tyra held her like a child, rocking her back and forth.
"Sweetie have you talked to Tim?"
"I've been avoiding him since I figured how late I was, which was like a week ago..."
"After you were together, were you ok?"
"We were good," she sobbed, "we were both really happy."
"Its going to be ok Julie. Your going to talk to him, and it will be fine."
"Tyra I cant have a baby."