Summary: After Paul tries to push him one last time Sonny comes to a realization. He knows that he is still in love with Will but the pain and multitude of feelings he has make it difficult to forgive. Will their love survive? Can they work through their problems?

Okay so first I'm going to start off by saying that while Will and Sonny are both to blame for some of their problems (the money situation, communication, etc.) nothing excuses Will cheating. I have read many fanfics where they make it okay that Will cheated all because Sonny spent their money and didn't say anything and didn't tell him about Paul…its bullshit. Secondly I do not ship Will and Paul. I'm a little iffy about Paul and Sonny but I am a die hard WilSon fan. I also don't like how many soap operas have cheating and then don't even try to make a relationship work through their problems. I would like to see the writers make it where Will and Sonny try to work out their problems before moving on to other people but that probably won't happen. I have a couple of other WilSon fanfics coming up so be aware my dears.

One

Sonny closed his eyes trying to stop thinking and seeing things. He felt like his heart was shattered into a million pieces and nothing would fix it. He was so hurt by Will's cheating and not just emotionally hurt but physically as well. He had tried to listen to Will explain himself but he kept making excuses. So what if he had taken money without permission, it still doesn't excuse cheating. So what if they had been having problems before it again doesn't excuse the cheating. When Will had brought up Paul and his past with the former baseball star Sonny could see that while yes he should have said something about Paul in general it didn't excuse Will's cheating. Paul had tried to get with him and he had turned the man down because he was in love with his husband and daughter so why couldn't Will show the same courtesy. He heard the door open and close but he didn't think anything of it thinking that it was going to be a family member or a doctor but boy was he wrong.

"Sonny," Paul's voice spoke softly getting his attention.

"What do you want?" Sonny asked opening his eyes to find Paul sitting in a chair by his bedside.

"I just wanted to check on you," he tried to say but Sonny wasn't buying it. The man had admitted to wanting him back despite all the pain he had caused him in the past.

"Stop it with the bullshit because I'm done with it. Tell me why you are really here and what you want," Sonny ordered wanting him to get it over with and just leave.

"I know that I made a mistake all those years ago when I didn't accept your proposal but I was still in the closet. I'm out now Sonny and I know that I hurt you by sleeping with your husband but I didn't know he was your husband and you had already turned me down. I helped save your life Sonny and I want you back," he pleaded his case.

Sonny took his time to really look at the man he use to love all those years ago and sighed. He hated to admit but there wasn't the spark between them like there was between him and Will. He hated to admit it mostly because it meant admitting that he still loved Will and the truth was he was tired of everything right now but he had to settle this because even if it didn't work out between him and Will he was not going back to Paul. The fact that he had seriously tried to use the donation of blood that saved his life made him angry and it was just lucky for him that his mother had told him the truth not wanting him to be surprised.

"Leave Paul and stop bothering me," Sonny said simply hoping it would be enough but it wasn't.

"You told me last time that you couldn't because you were married and you loved him but he broke his vows, he cheated," Paul pushed again.

"What do you need to hear to leave Paul?" Sonny yelled at him getting angry once again, "I know what my husband did but it doesn't change the fact that I am not in love with you and even if things between Will and I don't work out I am not getting back together with you. Is that enough Paul? Are you done pushing?"

"Sonny," he tried to say making Sonny huff in frustration and he could feel his heart rate starting to go haywire like it did when he found out about the cheating and he tried to calm down.

"My son said to leave so I suggest you do," his mother's voice broke out coldly making Sonny calm down slightly.

"I know you don't believe me but I do love you Sonny. I won't bother you again," Paul said.

Sonny didn't bother trying to look at his ex because that meant getting angry again. He hated the fact that his past had shown up in town and helped ruin everything. As much as Sonny wanted to blame the destruction of his marriage on Paul he couldn't because while him sleeping with Will may have been a breaking point he was technically not to blame. He had admitted to Will to helping cause the problems between them but it still hurt knowing that Will had cheated like they didn't matter. He sighed when he felt his mother run a hand soothingly across his forehead into his hair like she use to do when he was a child. He felt his eyes close and sleep welcome him but he could only hope that his nightmare didn't visit him again.

~Shattered Hearts~

Will sat with his head in his hands on the couch wondering where it had all gone wrong. He hated what he had done, the excuses he had used but he was hurt that Sonny had never told him about a man he had proposed to in the past before meeting him. He felt tears threaten to fall and tried his best to hold them back because crying wasn't going to fix anything. He was drawn out of his misery when he heard a pounding at the door and he hurried to open it because he didn't want Ari getting woken up.

"Will," Adrienne greeted him and there was a look in her eyes that made him wary.

"Adrienne," he said back moving aside to let her inside.

"We have a lot to talk about," she said entering and turning to face him.

Will sighed as he closed the door and turned to face his mother in law. He knew that she had to of known about his night with Paul but he didn't know what to expect. He knew that if he didn't have her on his side or at least out of his way that getting Sonny back was going to be difficult but he had to try because he wasn't going to let a few problems and a one night stand, a mistake ruin the love he had for Sonny and the life they had built together.