Hey yall the first four chapter ARE NOT MY WORK! They are the work of Ireland Maslow. This user has given me exclusive permission to continue this story.
Alright, I know I should do this, but for the past three hours I've been working on this. It just came to mind earlier today while doing the dishes. I already have the second chapter done too. I know I don't need any more stories going right now, but I couldn't help it! Anyway, this is rated M for a reason, mostly for this chapter. I don't normally write stuff like this, so bare with me. I hope y'all like this.
"Kendall, I'm taking Katie and Carlos and dropping them off at the movies before heading to the studio. Are you sure you don't want to go?" Logan asked as he came into the kitchen where Kendall was snacking on grapes. Kendall shook his head no. He didn't feel like going to the movies, and he really didn't want to go sit at the studio. Logan had to go back in to do over some harmonies that got messed up. Yeah, I'm good, James should be home soon anyway." Kendall pointed out as he popped another grape in his mouth. "Alright, see you later," Logan said as they all three left.
Kendall grabbed his bowl of grapes and went to the living room. He flipped through the TV channels until he settled on re-runs of Jo's show. He and Jo were in an on-again-off-again relationship since she came back. They were currently off again. Kendall wasn't sure if this relationship was worth it anymore. When they were together, it seemed like they did nothing but fight. He wasn't sure what changed, but something did. It could have something to do with his unsureness of what team he played for.
After two episodes of New Town High, the door opened and James walked in.
"Oh, I thought everyone would be out doing something by now." James stated as he walked to the living room and sat down. James had a black, plastic bag which laid on the other side of himself from Kendall. "What'cha get?" Kendall asked, motioning toward the bag. James smirked a little and hesitated before handing the bag to Kendall.
The blond looked at the name on the front, which was written in red letter. "The Toy Box? Isn't that the erotica shop down town?" Kendall asked with a raise eyebrow. James shrugged and leaned back on the couch. Kendall opened the bag, peaking inside, before looking at James. He was a bit shocked at what his friend had bought. There was a black and blue bottle and a couple of DVDs. James bought lube and porn? Kendall felt kinda awkward now. Something caught his attention about one of the DVDs and he took them both out. His eyes widened at them. "James, these are gay porn videos!" James couldn't help but laugh at Kendall's shocked tone. "What else do you expect a gay guy to watch?"
Everyone knew James was gay. He had come out right after turning eighteen. Everyone accepted James as he was, but Kendall had been a little weird around his friend for a few weeks afterwards. Nobody knew Kendall was struggle with the fear he may be the same way. He just never told anyone. James looked at him with a mischievous look on his face. "Wanna watch one?" He asked, smirking at his younger friend. Kendall's eyes went wide. "I am NOT watching gay porn with you!" Kendall exclaimed as he stood up. His heart was pounding hard in his chest. "Oh, you're more of an on-your-own kinda guy, I get it."
Kendall was really confused now. He wanted to protest, but his voice wouldn't let him. "I know you watch it on your laptop." James said as if it were the most obvious thing. Kendall froze. His heart was pounding so loud he was sure James could hear it. He had watched it a couple of times. He wanted to see what it did to him. It scared him that he had actually gotten hard watching it.
"It's okay, Kendall, you're curious. How about this, we go to the bedroom, put the movie in and if it makes you uncomfortable or whatever, you can leave. You are curious, aren't you?" Kendall shifted from foot to foot. It would be nice to know for sure. He had never made it past a couple of minutes before he turned the videos off. Kendall thought to himself for a long time. "Fine," he finally answered.
James smirked and stood with his bag in hand. Kendall couldn't believe he just agreed to watch gay porn with his gay best friend. Once in the room they shared together, Kendall sat on his bed while James put one of the DVDs in. James walked over and locked the door. "Just in case someone comes home," James told Kendall, who was looking extremely nervous. James walked over and sat on Kendall's bed. "What are you doing?" Kendall asked in pure shock and fear. James chuckled a little as he got comfortable next to Kendall. "You act like I'm gonna rape you." Kendall's cheeks flushed pink, causing James to laugh a little. Kendall tried to just relax while James started the movie.
In the first scene there were two attractive guys making out on a bed. Kendall knew what kissing meant in pornos. He was feeling extremely uncomfortable as clothes started to be removed. "I thought most pornos started with an actual story line." He said, causing James to laugh at him. "Do you think if there wasn't an overabundance of sex in porn, people would watch it?" Kendall just shrugged, not really wanting to answer that question.
After a couple of minutes, the scene changed to them having sex, which caused Kendall to look away. This was usually where he would stop the videos. He glanced over at James who was focused on the movie. His cheeks flushed pink again when he saw that James was getting hard. Kendall looked back at the screen awkwardly watching the two have sex. He couldn't hold his gaze to it for very long. Maybe he wasn't gay? Maybe that's why he couldn't watch more than a couple of seconds of these videos.
He was kind of relieved when the scene finally ended and went on to one like in any other movie. About halfway through the movie, Kendall was feeling extremely uncomfortable and weird, yet he couldn't bring himself to leave. He was afraid that James would make fun of him for leaving in the middle of the movie. Or for watching this long before deciding he had had enough. Kendall managed to watch this sex scene longer than the others. He was actually hard, even though he didn't want to be. He looked over to see if James had noticed. His eyes went wide and his face turned a deep shade of red when he saw James palming himself through his jeans. James let out a small noise of pleasure which really made Kendall uncomfortable.
"You would feel better if you would relax and enjoy it." James pointed out, making eye contact. Kendall looked away because James never stopped touching himself even during the eye contact. Kendall tried to relax and eventually kept moving his hand like he was going to try to pleasure himself, but he couldn't bring himself to do it. He finally started to gently stroke his jean clad erection with his fingertips. By the next sex scene, he was palming himself. He looked over at James for a brief second. He couldn't hold his gaze because James had his pants undone and was jacking off. Either he didn't notice Kendall had look at him, or he just didn't care. Kendall peaked again out of the corner of his eye. He just wanted to see if having an exposed guy beside him made him feel anything.
James had his fist closed around his length and was moving his hand quickly, making little noises here and there. It was honestly hot. Kendall found himself extremely turned on by watching James. James was using the lube he had just bought and was breathing heavy now. Kendall felt awkward doing so, but he undid his own pants. He tried to jack off like James was, but couldn't keep his hand moving. He kept stopping to look away from the TV and James. He was really having a hard time enjoying himself in this situation.
James noticed and stopped what he was doing and grabbed the lube. James had been attracted to Kendall for a while now and really wanted him in some way. He figured for now he would just help him get off. "Here, use this," he told the struggling blond. Kendall shyly took the lube and put some in his hand and started rubbing his hand up and down his shaft again. James noticed after a couple of strokes, Kendall seemed to be having trouble enjoying himself again. James chuckled, "here, let me try something."
He grabbed the lube and some in his right hand and reached toward Kendall, who stopped him. "What are you doing?" Kendall asked, seeming scared. "Just relax," James told him as he took Kendall's shaft in his hand. Kendall's breath hitched in his throat and his body tensed up at the touch.
Nobody, not even girls had touched him there. That's right, the Kendall Knight was a virgin. The moment just never seemed right for him to do anything with girls. James watched Kendall's face as he tried to pleasure him. He started to twist his hand when he would reach the tip. It didn't take long before Kendall was panting and gasping. He never knew it would feel so good to be jacked off by another guy. "J-James, I don't know about this. I shouldn't be enjoying it." Kendall reached down to make James stop.
"Kendall, it's okay, it's just a hand job. It's not like we're having sex." James pointed out.
After staring at James for a moment, Kendall removed his hand from James', allowing him to go back to pleasuring the blond. Kendall leaned his head back against the headboard and closed his eyes, trying to focus on the pleasure rather than who was giving it to him. James smirked and sped up his hand movements. He liked that Kendall was enjoying himself so much. The blond was panting and moaning softly. It wasn't long before he was thrusting up into James' hand. After a couple more minutes, James grabbed the lube again. He squirt some down Kendall's shaft, using his hand to smear it around. Kendall let out a breathy curse at the added slickness. It made him feel more pleasure now that it was wetter.
"That feels good," Kendall moaned out as he thrusted up into James' hand. "See, you just had to relax," James replied with a small chuckle. It didn't take much longer before Kendall was cumming all over himself and James' hand. James continued to pump Kendall until he was done. James grabbed some tissues off the night stand and cleaned his hand off. He handed a few to Kendall so he could clean himself up.
"So, are you curious about anything else?" James smirked as Kendall zipped his pants back up after getting cleaned up. Kendall didn't answer, he just stood up off the bed and left the room. James was confused at first but then figured that Kendall was feeling confused about what just happened. James quickly took care of his own horniness, which only took a couple of strokes since he had gotten extremely turned on by Kendall.
After he was done, he cleaned himself up. He did his pants back up and got off the bed. He put the lube and DVDs back in the bag and then stuck them under his bed. He walked out of the bedroom and found Kendall was in the bathroom. The door was open and Kendall was splashing water on his face. "Are you okay?" James asked, leaning against the door frame. "No... I don't know... James, I can't be gay," Kendall said, sounding honestly scared.
James could tell he was really having a hard time with this. "Kendall, just because you enjoyed getting a hand job from a guy doesn't mean you're gay. What just happened was hot and brought you pleasure, it's natural. There's nothing wrong with being a little curious about this stuff either." James told him, hoping to help Kendall. "You don't understand, James." Kendall said before pushing past James in a hurry. "Kendall!" James yelled as the blond ran out of the apartment.
James had just been trying to help Kendall sort out his feelings. He knew had been curious about gay relations. He caught him watching gay porn late at night. Kendall hadn't known he woke up to find him watching it. He wasn't trying to upset Kendall or confuse him farther. He was attracted to Kendall, but he didn't want to do anything to damage their friendship. He had thought this would help Kendall and put an end to him wanting Kendall. It didn't do either though. He more attracted to Kendall now.
He sighed and got a root beer out of the fridge before going to the couch. He turned the TV on and flipped through the channels. He figured it wouldn't matter what was on, he was too busy thinking about the blond. He wanted to give Kendall time to himself, but he also wanted to go after him to make sure he was okay.
Like I said, I normally don't write like this, but I just had to write this. I have the next chapter done already, so if you want it, I'll post it. But only if I get feedback on what you thought. So let me know if you want to see more, otherwise, I'll take this down. Let me know if you want more.